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Narrated by:
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Esther Wane
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By:
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Claire McGowan
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"Delivers with both style and substance. . . Claire McGowan is one of my favourite authors and this is a truly first-class read."—Louise Candlish
She believed her serial-killer ex was innocent, but now history is repeating itself. What does she really remember?
Writer Karen Walker knows more than most about murderers. Her first love went on to become The Bagman, a notorious serial killer now locked away for life in a maximum-security prison.
Karen has spent her life running from the weight of having loved him, defended him and, ultimately, leading the police to his door. But now, ten years later, just as she’s about to publish her account of his crimes, a young woman is abducted in horribly familiar circumstances.
It can’t be The Bagman…can it? He’s safely behind bars, thanks to her. But she has to know for sure.
Returning to the hometown she thought she’d left for good, Karen is drawn into a deadly game of cat and mouse with the man she’s never escaped. If there’s any chance of saving the kidnapped girl, she’ll have to face up to what really happened back then, once and for all…
©2025 by Claire McGowan. (P)2024 Brilliance Publishing, Inc., all rights reserved.Listeners also enjoyed...
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For Helen and George, the remote fixer-upper in Cornwall was supposed to be a dream home, and a way to leave behind the problems they’re both running from. But something about the place feels wrong from day one. And why does Helen have a creeping feeling she’s seen this house before?
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ABSOLUTELY ABSURD
- By Ann on 07-26-23
By: Claire McGowan
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The Push
- By: Claire McGowan
- Narrated by: Justine Eyre
- Length: 10 hrs and 12 mins
- Unabridged
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From the bestselling author of What You Did comes a stunning psychological thriller. One party. Thirteen people. By 3.02 p.m., one of them will be dead.
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Good performances, annoying story
- By VM SD on 12-23-20
By: Claire McGowan
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Gravewater Lake
- A Thriller
- By: A.M. Strong, Sonya Sargent
- Narrated by: Amanda Dolan
- Length: 12 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
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She wakes on the shore of a remote lake in the middle of the night, freezing and afraid. With no memory of who she is or how she got there, she stumbles frantically toward the lights of a house. The handsome stranger who lives there is shocked to see a woman on his doorstep and takes her in. Trapped by a winter storm and cut off from the outside world, she starts to suspect that all is not right with the house on Gravewater Lake—or the man, who says his name is Gregg.
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Not a fan
- By Liz Whatley on 06-24-25
By: A.M. Strong, and others
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Pretty Little Thing
- By: Kit Duffield
- Narrated by: Eilidh Beaton, Ell Potter
- Length: 10 hrs and 38 mins
- Unabridged
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It’s been over a decade since renowned author Beckett Ryan set foot in her bleak childhood hometown on the southern coast of England. When her estranged parents die within a week of each other, she reluctantly returns to bury them, only to find herself as reviled in the community as they were revered. Of course, the locals didn’t really know her parents. Nobody did. Then a warm welcome emerges from the sea of cold faces: Leanne. Beckett’s best friend when they were younger, and now a super-fan. Only… Beckett is pretty sure she’s never met her before in her life.
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Unusual story
- By Lanee George on 04-01-25
By: Kit Duffield
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Are You Awake?
- By: Claire McGowan
- Narrated by: Elizabeth Knowelden
- Length: 9 hrs and 31 mins
- Unabridged
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With two young children, Mary hasn’t slept in what feels like years. For his part, Tim never feels safe enough to sleep. And so one hot, exhausting night, the two strangers meet while seeking solace in a nearby park. There, they witness something horrific: a violent attack in the window of a neighbouring house. Bonded by what they’ve seen, Tim and Mary are desperate to find answers. And when they see news reports of a missing woman who was last seen walking alone not far from them, the pair are convinced it’s her they saw being attacked—no matter what the police say.
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Good
- By Amazon Customer on 12-01-24
By: Claire McGowan
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Name Not Taken
- A Novel
- By: Madeleine Henry
- Narrated by: Natalie Naudus
- Length: 8 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged
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Devon Ferrell and Richard Belmont are engaged, in love, and from two different worlds. Devon is as eager to please Richard’s elite parents as she is to leave the traumas of her childhood behind. After all, the Belmonts are her family now. But being brought into the fold is unbalancing her. There are the piercing stares from Richard’s brother, the confounding whispers about Devon’s moods and health. It’s as if the Belmonts are looking for reasons to reject her, to fill her with self-doubt and put her on edge. It’s working. And no one seems to be on Devon’s side. Not even Richard.
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narrator pronunciation
- By kristen mcdade on 04-16-25
By: Madeleine Henry
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This Violent Heart
- By: Heather Levy
- Narrated by: Samantha Brentmoor
- Length: 10 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
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Devon Mayes thought she was done with the small conservative town she once called home. She fled when she was eighteen after her best friend Summer took her own life, leaving Summer’s twin brother, Keaton, lost in his grief. But when tragedy strikes again, Devon has nowhere to turn but back to the place that first broke her heart. Being back in Arkana means struggling with the old guilt that shrouds her bisexuality and her feelings for Keaton. There’s so much she’s still hiding from him—and so much of their shared past that’s now resurfacing.
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soooo good
- By Rhonda Morrison on 05-05-25
By: Heather Levy
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Missing in Flight
- By: Audrey J. Cole
- Narrated by: Renata Friedman
- Length: 8 hrs
- Unabridged
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Rushing back to her seat, Makayla Rossi is relieved that all’s still quiet. But when she checks on her sleeping baby, relief morphs into fear. The bassinet is empty. Liam is gone. It was a long flight from Anchorage to New York, and with every flight attendant busy, Makayla reluctantly ran to the restroom, asking a seat neighbor to watch her son. She stepped away for just a few minutes. Yet at thirty thousand feet, he still vanished.
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So good!
- By Lulu Dx on 03-18-25
By: Audrey J. Cole
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The Survivors
- By: Caroline Mitchell
- Narrated by: Caroline Morahan, Lucy Rayner, Alana Kerr-Collins
- Length: 9 hrs and 2 mins
- Unabridged
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I’m so looking forward to meeting Aunt Maura, my mother’s twin sister who lives on the rugged west coast of Ireland. With my own mother dying so suddenly, and my sweet baby daughter arriving, I need family around me. But instead of arriving at Maura’s house safe and sound, I wake up in hospital, badly injured. Then I remember the crash. Where is my baby?
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Fins narrator was so bad it was all that stood out
- By kim mcleroth on 04-28-25
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Truth Truth Lie
- By: Claire McGowan
- Narrated by: Clare Corbett
- Length: 9 hrs and 28 mins
- Unabridged
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Amira’s less than thrilled to be spending the weekend with her husband’s university friends. Two of them are hosting a joint fortieth on a private Scottish island, with vintage champagne, expensive gifts, and soaks in the wood-fired hot tub. Despite the luxury, Amira knows she’s going to feel left out, not to mention freezing cold and cut off. When they decide to play ‘two truths and a lie’, anonymously posting three statements about themselves into a box, years of resentment start bubbling to the surface. And then an extra slip of paper emerges, scrawled with three chilling threats
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If you think you know…no you don’t!
- By WendyP. on 05-25-25
By: Claire McGowan
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The Other Wife
- By: Claire McGowan
- Narrated by: Karen Cass
- Length: 9 hrs and 44 mins
- Unabridged
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Suzi did a bad thing. She’s paying for it now, pregnant, scared, and living in an isolated cottage with her jealous husband, Nick. When Nora moves into the only house nearby, Suzi is delighted to have a friend. So much so that she’s almost tempted to tell Nora her terrible secret. But there’s more to Nora than meets the eye. It’s impossible - does she already know what Suzi did?
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Confusing Narration, Drawn Out Story
- By JenniferLOVESThrillers on 10-28-19
By: Claire McGowan
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Believe Me Now
- By: S.M. Govett
- Narrated by: Helen Colby, Amy Noble
- Length: 10 hrs and 29 mins
- Unabridged
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Natalie Campbell loses time. She’ll wake up in different places with no memory of how she got there. The blackouts are a symptom of her PTSD, which began after she was sexually assaulted by her boss, who was found not guilty. But she found ways to cope by setting up routines and relying on her supportive husband, Ryan. Then one day, her husband is accused of committing the same crime that ruined her life.
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Good DT
- By Jessica M Pham on 06-26-25
By: S.M. Govett
Not a bad story.
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Just ok
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Dragged on and on
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This story wasn't for me but many other of her stories are very good.
Not the writers best story...
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