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The Girl Who Smiled Beads

A Story of War and What Comes After

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The Girl Who Smiled Beads

By: Clemantine Wamariya, Elizabeth Weil
Narrated by: Robin Miles
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NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER • “The plot provided by the universe was filled with starvation, war and rape. I would not—could not—live in that tale.”

Clemantine Wamariya was six years old when her mother and father began to speak in whispers, when neighbors began to disappear, and when she heard the loud, ugly sounds her brother said were thunder. In 1994, she and her fifteen-year-old sister, Claire, fled the Rwandan massacre and spent the next six years migrating through seven African countries, searching for safety—perpetually hungry, imprisoned and abused, enduring and escaping refugee camps, finding unexpected kindness, witnessing inhuman cruelty. They did not know whether their parents were dead or alive.

When Clemantine was twelve, she and her sister were granted refugee status in the United States; there, in Chicago, their lives diverged. Though their bond remained unbreakable, Claire, who had for so long protected and provided for Clemantine, was a single mother struggling to make ends meet, while Clemantine was taken in by a family who raised her as their own. She seemed to live the American dream: attending private school, taking up cheerleading, and, ultimately, graduating from Yale. Yet the years of being treated as less than human, of going hungry and seeing death, could not be erased. She felt at the same time six years old and one hundred years old.

In The Girl Who Smiled Beads, Clemantine provokes us to look beyond the label of “victim” and recognize the power of the imagination to transcend even the most profound injuries and aftershocks. Devastating yet beautiful, and bracingly original, it is a powerful testament to her commitment to constructing a life on her own terms.

©2018 Clemantine Wamariya, Elizabeth Weil (P)2018 Random House Audio
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Winner of the 2019 ALA/YALSA Alex Award

A Washington Post Notable Nonfiction Book of 2018

A Glamour Best Book of 2018

A Kirkus Reviews Best Book of 2018

A Real Simple Best Book of 2018

“Sharp, moving . . . Wamariya and her co-author, Elizabeth Weil . . . describe Wamariya’s idyllic early childhood in the Rwandan capital, Kigali, and the madness that followed with an analytic eye and, at times, a lyrical honesty. . . . Wamariya is piercing about her alienation in America and her effort to combat the perception that she is an exotic figure, to be pitied or dismissed. . . . Wamariya tells her own story with feeling, in vivid prose. She has remade herself, as she explains was necessary to do, on her own terms.”—Alexis Okeowo, New York Times Book Review

"Like Ishmael Beah’s A Long Way Gone, on being a boy soldier in Sierra Leone, or Joseph Kim’s Under the Same Sky, on escaping North Korea, The Girl Who Smiled Beads is at once terrifying and life-affirming. And like those memoirs, it painstakingly describes the human cost of war."—Washington Post

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I did struggle a bit but it was not the narrator. it is my own shame of being me. it is an accountable story line of Clemantine and her truth and wanting to fight anyone who seems to care. Noone really cares, everyone cares. What do we xare about truly ? It is a most difficult poignant necessary truth of beauty. As I say I am broken and beautiful.

beautiful and worthy

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Loved it, touched every emotion. One of the best books I have listened to in a long time. Shows how there should be more love and understanding of each other.

We are all created equal.

Great Book

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beautiful story of life and innate resilience. i learned so much about history, too.

Moving Story

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just finished listening and the epilogue has me crying my eyes out. finishing this book is like saying goodbye to a dear friend.

such a profound novel

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Listening to this book has been a gift. The best gift is at the very end when I got to hear the author speaking. I was so moved by her voice and what she had to say...but her voice pulled me into a place of deep connection.

Clementine

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This story captivated me from beginning until the end. I learned so much about so many migrant’s stories, especially your small joys and many pains. I thank you for determining that you could share your story. I must say too I loved Robin Miles narration as I listened on Audible. I will think more about my childhood lullabys.❣️

Thank you Clementine!

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One does not always know what one does not know. I knew I knew little of refugee life, but this book while enlightening me with details of things that occurred, also enlightened me to the knowledge that I cannot grasp the enormity of the trauma involved in the life that came about out of absolute necessity. While trying to understand, I also know that I cannot. What I do know is that I am grateful that Clementine was willing to tell her story with such honesty and transparency. I can only say thank you.

Gripping, humbling, heart-rending

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Honest. Raw. Gripping. A heartbreaking masterpiece of a story about the genocide that happened in Rwanda. A story about strength and humanity at its best and at its worst. A story about how two sisters had the determination to survive and rise up together to overcome the brutality they saw their country turn into. this is a must-read book.

Beautifully written

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The writer is both a powerful storyteller as well as someone who has a story we all need to hear. If you want to read a genuinely good book and listen to an authentically human story that the world needs to remember, read this book.

Powerful storytelling.

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It has been a long time since I found a book so completely captivating that I couldn’t push “stop”. Her accounts of her experiences, how she continually overcomes, simply beautiful. I even started it over and had my 3 daughters listen, too.
5+ STARS!!!

Completely Captivating

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