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The Not-Outcast

By: Tijan
Narrated by: Andi Arndt, Jason Clarke
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Cutler Ryder was everything I wasn’t.

He was the hockey star. I was an outcast. He was best friends with my stepbrother, that same stepbrother who hated me. His two parents loved him. My mom was a junkie. My dad barely knew me.

Years passed. I got my life together. Cut went onto NHL stardom. Then there was a text.

I was drinking. There was a party. Cut was there....

I loved Cutler Ryder since the first moment I saw him.

The only problem? He never knew I existed.

©2020 Tijan (P)2020 Tijan Contemporary Contemporary Romance Romance Tearjerking Heartfelt Sports Hockey
Mental Health Representation • Complex Characters • Emotional Depth • Compelling Storyline • Authentic Relationships
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The story makes you have the main character in your heart, through her struggles and her courage it makes you root for her from the start. I really enjoyed this story, it was worth the credit

Such a great story

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Tijan did it again! Write complex characters into a deep story. Hehe, sammich...😊
F*cking f*ck Chad! 🤬 Seriously, I'd react the same way. Chapter 51 was difficult for me.

So good.

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Thank you Tijan for writing a book about somebody who is not perfect but can still be loved. Too many times do we see the perfect girl fall in love with the perfect guy. But to have a story about a girl who has issues and learns to "deal" with said issues was amazing to read. Thank you! You will always be my favorite Author!

Perfect

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This might be one of my very favorite books of yours. The emotions and struggles are so real and hit so hard.

One of the best

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I never write a review, and I listen to a lot of books. This was amazingly written.

Love this book!!!

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Listener received this title free

I loved listening to this audiobook. I loved how it was brought to life. Cheyenne struggles with mental health and it’s evident from the very beginning. She does explain what happened to her.
Cut is her brother’s best friend. Cut sees Cheyenne and he is ready to claim her. And she’s afraid once he finds out about her mental health disorder he won’t want her after they meet.
I haven’t read the book but I did love the audio. I highly recommend listening to this audio. Cut is wow. I loved him.

Loved this book

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Excellent book and narration. Loved the build up of the characters and how not everything was perfect. Epilogue was great!

Worth the read

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love the story...lots of love
will recommend. Best narrator and loving couples. love the strippers

Amazing!!

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This book was fantastic and seeing the relationships between her and her friends was so great and acceptance of differences especially to those things a person cannot help was fantastic as well.

Character development

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it is a good book, it tell you how ppl get jugde on wrong terms.

this is a great book, it show how ppl get judged but with wrong substance

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