-
Toxic
- Lights of Peril, Book 3
- Narrated by: Aiden Snow
- Length: 9 hrs and 51 mins
Failed to add items
Add to Cart failed.
Add to Wish List failed.
Remove from wishlist failed.
Adding to library failed
Follow podcast failed
Unfollow podcast failed
Buy for $15.47
No default payment method selected.
We are sorry. We are not allowed to sell this product with the selected payment method
Publisher's summary
Told through Shame's point of view, the final installment of the Lights of Peril MC series takes place on the "implied" wedding day.
Shame is plagued with doubts surrounding his love for Mace. He loves her. He's loved her since she was five years old, but feels he doesn't deserve her. This uncertainty is surfacing while struggling to forget the loss of his tragic childhood.
"What if the trigger has already been set and I'm going to wake up one day and realize I'm my parents' son in their way of evil? The thought sickens me. I'm no good without Mace. I never have been. She's the one person in my life I would refuse to live without. If I ever treated her and Ryder like my father treated my mother and I, it would make for an easy decision. I would kill myself."
Shame's childhood wasn't filled with happiness and love. It was heart wrenching and abusive. Used by his father and resented by his mother, a young Neil struggles through his days waiting for an escape, a savior.
"As he seethes his anger onto me I feel the spit from his words land on my face and in it I smell his whiskey and coke coming down like rain over my blissful day. I'm working for them now. I'm nine and I've just been interviewed and hired for my very first job...running drugs."
Once meeting Doc, Lynda, Mace, Hem, and Sadey, his life changes from desolate to hopeful.
"At just five years old, she found her way into my heart and loved me in a way I never thought I could be loved. All that was before I ever even knew I needed her."
Throughout the story you learn why Shame has become the person that he is. Intense, raw, powerful, and most of all - protective of those he loves the most. In the end he finds himself surrounded by everything he had ever hoped for.
"The storms I waited out were violent and unstable, but once finding them I found the unconditional love that I'd ached for in my search for them. It's in this moment, among the sounds of monitors and babies crying and the feel of Mace in my arms, holding me tight, just as she always had, that I realize - I am finally well and truly home."
Related to this topic
-
Verity
- By: Colleen Hoover
- Narrated by: Vanessa Johansson, Amy Landon
- Length: 8 hrs and 10 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Lowen Ashleigh is a struggling writer on the brink of financial ruin when she accepts the job offer of a lifetime. Jeremy Crawford, husband of best-selling author Verity Crawford, has hired Lowen to complete the remaining books in a successful series his injured wife is unable to finish. Lowen arrives at the Crawford home, ready to sort through years of Verity's notes and outlines, hoping to find enough material to get her started. What Lowen doesn't expect to uncover in the chaotic office is an unfinished autobiography Verity never intended for anyone to read.
-
-
intriguing but skip if triggered by child abuse
- By Amazon Customer on 05-16-19
By: Colleen Hoover
-
The Glitch
- By: Leeanne Slade
- Narrated by: Sam Claflin, Daisy Edgar Jones
- Length: 11 hrs and 36 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Five Years Earlier: Henry Dunne knows three things: that agreeing to host this raucous house party was a terrible idea, that he absolutely cannot show up to his nursing shift tomorrow with a hangover, and that the beautiful redhead in the corner will be sleeping in his bed tonight.
-
-
A Love Story. A Predictable One.
- By AS on 09-13-24
By: Leeanne Slade
-
Den of Vipers
- By: K.A. Knight
- Narrated by: Cornell Collins, Hollie Jackson
- Length: 19 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Ryder, Garrett, Kenzo, and Diesel - The Vipers. Their deals are as sordid as their business, and their reputation is enough to bring a grown man to his knees, forcing him to beg for mercy. They are not people you mess with, yet my dad did. The old man ran up a debt with them and then sold me to cover his losses. Yes, sold me. They own me now. I’m theirs in every sense of the word. But I’ve never been meek and compliant.
-
-
Shrek
- By Shemika Holmes on 02-25-21
By: K.A. Knight
-
Drop Dead
- By: Lily Chu
- Narrated by: Phillipa Soo, John Cho
- Length: 11 hrs and 25 mins
- Original Recording
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Obituary writer Nadine Barbault doesn’t mind being called “Lady Death”. It suits the ice queen persona she’s cultivated to survive the fast-paced Toronto Herald. So when Nadine learns that famous (and reclusive) author Dot Voline has died, she doesn’t hesitate to run the obituary…only to discover that Dot is very much alive. Nadine’s screw-up has brought Wesley Chen of the rival Spear no end of joy—she’s been a thorn in his extremely ambitious side for years. But the renewed interest in Dot also surfaced chatter about a mysterious past scandal.
-
-
Clean and sweet
- By Momma Nae on 08-02-24
By: Lily Chu
-
As Luck Would Have It
- By: Sonya Lalli
- Narrated by: Amrit Kaur
- Length: 9 hrs and 37 mins
- Original Recording
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Hockey coach Ashley Jaswal doesn't take nonsense from anyone … except her overbearing and superstitious family. They believe she's a good luck charm for her brother Jas, the newest Vancouver Canucks draft pick, forcing Ash to attend all his games as he rises up the NHL ranks, sacrificing her personal life (not that she has one—who decided hockey season needed to be 10 months long anyway?). Ash also clashes with Jas’s teammate, Canucks captain Devin Snyder.
-
-
Felt more like a young adult book
- By Taa Palmer on 10-22-24
By: Sonya Lalli
-
The Striker
- By: Ana Huang
- Narrated by: Shane East, Stella Hunter
- Length: 15 hrs and 45 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Asher Donovan is a living legend—the darling of the Premier League, the (arguably) greatest footballer in the world. But his reckless antics and recent team transfer have caused much controversy, and when his feud with his rival-turned-teammate costs them a championship, they’re forced to “bond” during off-season cross-training. Surviving the summer shouldn’t be hard…until Asher meets their new trainer. She’s beautiful, talented, and no matter how hard he tries, he can’t take his mind off her.
-
-
Everything✨
- By Anonymous User on 10-30-24
By: Ana Huang
-
Verity
- By: Colleen Hoover
- Narrated by: Vanessa Johansson, Amy Landon
- Length: 8 hrs and 10 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Lowen Ashleigh is a struggling writer on the brink of financial ruin when she accepts the job offer of a lifetime. Jeremy Crawford, husband of best-selling author Verity Crawford, has hired Lowen to complete the remaining books in a successful series his injured wife is unable to finish. Lowen arrives at the Crawford home, ready to sort through years of Verity's notes and outlines, hoping to find enough material to get her started. What Lowen doesn't expect to uncover in the chaotic office is an unfinished autobiography Verity never intended for anyone to read.
-
-
intriguing but skip if triggered by child abuse
- By Amazon Customer on 05-16-19
By: Colleen Hoover
-
The Glitch
- By: Leeanne Slade
- Narrated by: Sam Claflin, Daisy Edgar Jones
- Length: 11 hrs and 36 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Five Years Earlier: Henry Dunne knows three things: that agreeing to host this raucous house party was a terrible idea, that he absolutely cannot show up to his nursing shift tomorrow with a hangover, and that the beautiful redhead in the corner will be sleeping in his bed tonight.
-
-
A Love Story. A Predictable One.
- By AS on 09-13-24
By: Leeanne Slade
-
Den of Vipers
- By: K.A. Knight
- Narrated by: Cornell Collins, Hollie Jackson
- Length: 19 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Ryder, Garrett, Kenzo, and Diesel - The Vipers. Their deals are as sordid as their business, and their reputation is enough to bring a grown man to his knees, forcing him to beg for mercy. They are not people you mess with, yet my dad did. The old man ran up a debt with them and then sold me to cover his losses. Yes, sold me. They own me now. I’m theirs in every sense of the word. But I’ve never been meek and compliant.
-
-
Shrek
- By Shemika Holmes on 02-25-21
By: K.A. Knight
-
Drop Dead
- By: Lily Chu
- Narrated by: Phillipa Soo, John Cho
- Length: 11 hrs and 25 mins
- Original Recording
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Obituary writer Nadine Barbault doesn’t mind being called “Lady Death”. It suits the ice queen persona she’s cultivated to survive the fast-paced Toronto Herald. So when Nadine learns that famous (and reclusive) author Dot Voline has died, she doesn’t hesitate to run the obituary…only to discover that Dot is very much alive. Nadine’s screw-up has brought Wesley Chen of the rival Spear no end of joy—she’s been a thorn in his extremely ambitious side for years. But the renewed interest in Dot also surfaced chatter about a mysterious past scandal.
-
-
Clean and sweet
- By Momma Nae on 08-02-24
By: Lily Chu
-
As Luck Would Have It
- By: Sonya Lalli
- Narrated by: Amrit Kaur
- Length: 9 hrs and 37 mins
- Original Recording
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Hockey coach Ashley Jaswal doesn't take nonsense from anyone … except her overbearing and superstitious family. They believe she's a good luck charm for her brother Jas, the newest Vancouver Canucks draft pick, forcing Ash to attend all his games as he rises up the NHL ranks, sacrificing her personal life (not that she has one—who decided hockey season needed to be 10 months long anyway?). Ash also clashes with Jas’s teammate, Canucks captain Devin Snyder.
-
-
Felt more like a young adult book
- By Taa Palmer on 10-22-24
By: Sonya Lalli
-
The Striker
- By: Ana Huang
- Narrated by: Shane East, Stella Hunter
- Length: 15 hrs and 45 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Asher Donovan is a living legend—the darling of the Premier League, the (arguably) greatest footballer in the world. But his reckless antics and recent team transfer have caused much controversy, and when his feud with his rival-turned-teammate costs them a championship, they’re forced to “bond” during off-season cross-training. Surviving the summer shouldn’t be hard…until Asher meets their new trainer. She’s beautiful, talented, and no matter how hard he tries, he can’t take his mind off her.
-
-
Everything✨
- By Anonymous User on 10-30-24
By: Ana Huang
People who viewed this also viewed...
-
Holding On
- Lights of Peril Series, Book 1
- By: A.C. Bextor
- Narrated by: Lidia Dornet, Aiden Snow
- Length: 12 hrs and 58 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Shame holds onto a past that haunts him. He was damaged by the parents that should have taught him unconditional love; they imprisoned him with violence and disregard. Even now, Shame struggles to find both the independence and love he deserves. Knowing the blood that runs through him is stained merely by reputation, Hem seeks acceptance while he searches for ways to redeem himself in the eyes of those that have judged him his entire life.
-
-
REALLY REALLY ENJOYABLE AND ACTION PACKED
- By Ya Book Girl on 10-10-17
By: A.C. Bextor
-
Torch
- A Second Chance Romance
- By: Roxie Noir
- Narrated by: Kasha Kensington, Aiden Snow
- Length: 10 hrs and 16 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Fighting wildfires is dangerous as hell, but it's still the best damn job in the world. And women? They practically line up to slide down my pole. I never did like repeating myself. Not since she broke my heart into a thousand pieces, anyway. Clementine's that ex. The one I haven't seen in eight years. The one I thought I was going to marry until she dumped my ass while I was on active duty in Afghanistan.
-
-
Wonderful Story!l
- By Jan M on 07-19-17
By: Roxie Noir
-
The Perversion Trilogy
- Perversion, Possession & Permission
- By: T. M. Frazier
- Narrated by: Aiden Snow, Stephanie Wyles
- Length: 16 hrs
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Love is supposed to be a fairy tale. Ours is a death wish. I'm the executioner for the Bedlam Brotherhood. She's a con artist working for my greatest enemy. I use her. She manipulates me. We find ourselves on opposite sides of a bloody war. My heart and head tell me I have to stay away. My lust for her says otherwise. Eventually, war breaks out in Lacking. Just when I think things can't get any worse, an unexpected guest arrives. I'm forced to make a choice between the life I've always wanted and a life I never knew I could have.
-
-
🌻Not quite as good as “The King Series”!
- By V from Kansas on 06-24-23
By: T. M. Frazier
-
Lock & Key
- Lock & Key Series, Book 1
- By: Cat Porter
- Narrated by: Vikas Adam, Lucy Rivers
- Length: 12 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
I suppose some of us have to get really dirty before we can become truly clean. I was allegedly South Dakota's most famous Old Lady. Sixteen years ago, I had survived my Old Man's murder. Never again. Never again will I surrender my heart. Never again will I sacrifice to the Club. But that all changed in one night. I came home and crashed into him, and my past and present blew up in my face.
-
-
AN MC ROMANCE WHERE SPARKS FLEW & DANGER LOOMED
- By CAROLYN 🔹🔹🔹🔹🔹🔹 on 12-12-16
By: Cat Porter
-
Hetch
- Men of S.W.A.T., Book 1
- By: River Savage
- Narrated by: Lidia Dornet, Aiden Snow
- Length: 10 hrs and 58 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Saving lives is the end goal. It's a responsibility I live with every day, the reason I wear the badge. Built on a brotherhood that runs deeper than blood, this way of life has become my very existence.... Until Liberty. I thought I was saving her. I never expected her to be the one saving me.
-
-
Combustible ~ Chemistry Off The Charts!
- By Cheri on 09-07-16
By: River Savage
-
Wasp
- Uncommon Enemies, Book 1
- By: Fiona Quinn
- Narrated by: Sean Crisden
- Length: 7 hrs and 5 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Zoe Kealoha's work as a military scientist was supposed to change the way America hunted terrorists. It should not have made her a target. But it did. Now, if she has any hope of surviving, she needs help. She needs her boyfriend, Gage - the man who, up until now, had no idea what she actually did for a living....
-
-
Great
- By Suzanne on 01-04-24
By: Fiona Quinn
-
Holding On
- Lights of Peril Series, Book 1
- By: A.C. Bextor
- Narrated by: Lidia Dornet, Aiden Snow
- Length: 12 hrs and 58 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Shame holds onto a past that haunts him. He was damaged by the parents that should have taught him unconditional love; they imprisoned him with violence and disregard. Even now, Shame struggles to find both the independence and love he deserves. Knowing the blood that runs through him is stained merely by reputation, Hem seeks acceptance while he searches for ways to redeem himself in the eyes of those that have judged him his entire life.
-
-
REALLY REALLY ENJOYABLE AND ACTION PACKED
- By Ya Book Girl on 10-10-17
By: A.C. Bextor
-
Torch
- A Second Chance Romance
- By: Roxie Noir
- Narrated by: Kasha Kensington, Aiden Snow
- Length: 10 hrs and 16 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Fighting wildfires is dangerous as hell, but it's still the best damn job in the world. And women? They practically line up to slide down my pole. I never did like repeating myself. Not since she broke my heart into a thousand pieces, anyway. Clementine's that ex. The one I haven't seen in eight years. The one I thought I was going to marry until she dumped my ass while I was on active duty in Afghanistan.
-
-
Wonderful Story!l
- By Jan M on 07-19-17
By: Roxie Noir
-
The Perversion Trilogy
- Perversion, Possession & Permission
- By: T. M. Frazier
- Narrated by: Aiden Snow, Stephanie Wyles
- Length: 16 hrs
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Love is supposed to be a fairy tale. Ours is a death wish. I'm the executioner for the Bedlam Brotherhood. She's a con artist working for my greatest enemy. I use her. She manipulates me. We find ourselves on opposite sides of a bloody war. My heart and head tell me I have to stay away. My lust for her says otherwise. Eventually, war breaks out in Lacking. Just when I think things can't get any worse, an unexpected guest arrives. I'm forced to make a choice between the life I've always wanted and a life I never knew I could have.
-
-
🌻Not quite as good as “The King Series”!
- By V from Kansas on 06-24-23
By: T. M. Frazier
-
Lock & Key
- Lock & Key Series, Book 1
- By: Cat Porter
- Narrated by: Vikas Adam, Lucy Rivers
- Length: 12 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
I suppose some of us have to get really dirty before we can become truly clean. I was allegedly South Dakota's most famous Old Lady. Sixteen years ago, I had survived my Old Man's murder. Never again. Never again will I surrender my heart. Never again will I sacrifice to the Club. But that all changed in one night. I came home and crashed into him, and my past and present blew up in my face.
-
-
AN MC ROMANCE WHERE SPARKS FLEW & DANGER LOOMED
- By CAROLYN 🔹🔹🔹🔹🔹🔹 on 12-12-16
By: Cat Porter
-
Hetch
- Men of S.W.A.T., Book 1
- By: River Savage
- Narrated by: Lidia Dornet, Aiden Snow
- Length: 10 hrs and 58 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Saving lives is the end goal. It's a responsibility I live with every day, the reason I wear the badge. Built on a brotherhood that runs deeper than blood, this way of life has become my very existence.... Until Liberty. I thought I was saving her. I never expected her to be the one saving me.
-
-
Combustible ~ Chemistry Off The Charts!
- By Cheri on 09-07-16
By: River Savage
-
Wasp
- Uncommon Enemies, Book 1
- By: Fiona Quinn
- Narrated by: Sean Crisden
- Length: 7 hrs and 5 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Zoe Kealoha's work as a military scientist was supposed to change the way America hunted terrorists. It should not have made her a target. But it did. Now, if she has any hope of surviving, she needs help. She needs her boyfriend, Gage - the man who, up until now, had no idea what she actually did for a living....
-
-
Great
- By Suzanne on 01-04-24
By: Fiona Quinn
-
Shameless
- Playboys in Love Series, Book 1
- By: Gina L. Maxwell
- Narrated by: Avery Reid, Aiden Snow
- Length: 5 hrs and 12 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
I like my sex dirty. It takes a hell of a lot to tilt my moral compass, and I always follow when it's pointing at something I want. That goes double when it points straight at the one girl in all of Chicago who's not dying for a piece of me.
-
-
OMG!!
- By Gigot on 07-30-24
By: Gina L. Maxwell
-
Made for Sin
- By: Stacia Kane
- Narrated by: Aiden Snow
- Length: 8 hrs and 7 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
A lot of bad hands get dealt in Vegas, but E. L. Speare may be holding one of the worst: He's cursed with the need to commit sins, and if he misses his daily quota, there's hell to pay - literally. Fortunately, his hometown affords him plenty of chances to behave badly. But Speare's newest case really has him going out on a limb. The right-hand man of a notorious crime boss has been found dead in a dumpster - minus his right hand, not to mention the rest of his arm.
-
-
I didn't like this novel at all
- By piewacki on 04-23-17
By: Stacia Kane
-
Empires and Kings
- A Mafia Duet, Book 1
- By: A. C. Bextor
- Narrated by: Lidia Dornet, Iggy Toma
- Length: 10 hrs and 36 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
I was known as the traitor's daughter. When I was five years old, my father was tortured, branded with the letter Z, then beaten and left for dead. The grueling punishment for his crime was a reminder to all others who dared threaten the Russian's reign. I was the young girl left behind. A living piece of the traitorous puzzle the Russian leader tried so diligently to ignore - until I grew up. No longer could he deny how much my existence had always been intertwined with his. And in order to survive the life I was thrown into, I was forced to learn my place inside of it.
-
-
I DEVOURED IT.. SAVORED IT.. AND LONGED FOR MORE
- By CAROLYN 🔹🔹🔹🔹🔹🔹 on 09-04-17
By: A. C. Bextor
-
Redemption River
- Men of Mercy Series, Book 1
- By: Lindsay Cross
- Narrated by: Aiden Snow
- Length: 8 hrs and 26 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Hunter James didn't want or need redemption - until one mission turns his world upside down. He left Mercy to fight for his country and escape a broken heart. Years later, he is hard. Cold. A man without mercy. Part of an elite task force, he tracks a brutal terrorist to his hometown. And runs into the woman who betrayed him. Evangeline Videl was destroyed when Hunter left. Determined to move on, she finds another man, but discovers too late the monster hidden beneath his smooth smile. Then Hunter returns.
-
-
Ho-hum book and worse narration..
- By Trish R. on 09-24-16
By: Lindsay Cross
-
Blackjack
- Reapers MC Series, Book 1
- By: Elizabeth Knox
- Narrated by: Jillian Macie, Aiden Snow
- Length: 7 hrs and 18 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
With marriage, there are things you can and can't live with. Harry, my abusive husband, made that clear enough when he beat me like a dog, forced a miscarriage on me, and tried posing me as a hostage to my father's notorious biker gang, The Reapers. I was lucky enough to get out of my marriage in one piece but it's only a matter of time before he picks up my trail and hunts me down. Blackjack swears he'll kill him the second he steps foot in town. I know he means well but there's something about his stare when he tells me I deserve better.
-
-
Boring not well thought out plot
- By Cre O. on 08-14-18
By: Elizabeth Knox
-
Dangerous Secrets
- Callaghan Brothers Series, Book 1
- By: Abbie Zanders
- Narrated by: Aiden Snow
- Length: 7 hrs and 56 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Taryn Malone is stranded, broke, and desperate for help. But even if the sexy bartender she's been eyeing offers her a job for the evening...even if he seduces her with his impossibly intense blue eyes...even if every fiber of her heart tells her to stay with him, she can't. Because Taryn Malone doesn't exist. Jake Callaghan has been running the family's Irish pub for years now. When he sees Taryn standing out alone in the rain, he does what he's been trained to do as a SEAL - he rescues her.
-
-
Great Story, Lots of Heroes!
- By Cheri on 04-12-17
By: Abbie Zanders
What listeners say about Toxic
Average customer ratingsReviews - Please select the tabs below to change the source of reviews.
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Jeffrey Williams
- 04-07-19
On Going Story
really enjoyed the ongoing story line...peaks of prior story occurances and explanations so to fully understand characters. good job
Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.
You voted on this review!
You reported this review!
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- Kindle Customer
- 10-26-22
very good
Loved it !! this story. the narrator is so fantastic it's like your really there!! After listening to this story,. I totally enjoyed reading this book. It’s well written and the characters were uniquely fantastic. I would suggest this book to my friends that like this sort of genera. this was a good book. The narration was great.
Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.
You voted on this review!
You reported this review!
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
- JJ
- 03-06-20
Story really should’ve stopped at 2nd book
Really this book was unnecessary as they cover Shame’s story through book 1 and 2.
Something went wrong. Please try again in a few minutes.
You voted on this review!
You reported this review!