
Diary of a Submissive
A Modern True Tale of Sexual Awakening
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Narrated by:
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Tatiana Sokolov
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By:
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Sophie Morgan
About this listen
In Diary of a Submissive, Sophie Morgan candidly explains what exactly an independent, 21st-century woman gets out of relinquishing her power and personal freedom in a submissive relationship with a dominant man for their mutual sexual pleasure.
In the wake of Fifty Shades of Grey, here is a memoir that offers the real story of what it means to be a submissive and follows Sophie's story as she progresses from her early erotic experiences to experimenting with her newly awakened sexuality. From the endorphin rush of her first spanking right through to being collared, she explains in frank and explicit fashion her sexual explorations.
But it isn't until she meets James, a real life Christian Grey, that her sexual boundaries are really pushed. As her relationship with James travels into darker and darker places, the question becomes: Where will it end? Can Sophie reconcile her sexuality with the rest of her life? And is it possible for the perfect man to be perfectly cruel?
Daring, controversial, and sensual, Diary of a Submissive possesses a captivating warmth and astounding honesty. Once you listen to this book you will understand why "Sophie Morgan" is a pseudonym.
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Critic reviews
Definitely a learning experience!!
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Fantastically written
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well written and narrated
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Uncomfortable
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Fascinating
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This book is nearly identical in places to the first book in E.L. James' famous trilogy.
Presentation and editing is better in the present story. I like that it doesn't present D/s relationships as "sick" in some way.
Here is an engaging first person story of one woman's experience of discovering and living D/s relationships. Highly recommended.
50 Shades edited
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Copy of 50 shades
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loved it
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I don't believe in passing judgement on others kink, that being said I didn't feel the same about humiliation. While Sophie seems to get off on it, it's not something I enjoyed through her eyes. While honest and interesting, I didn't mind the book, I just couldn't get past the humiliation aspect.
Definitely a Diary
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Other than that important aspect, I liked the story and I was captured by it as well as the descriptions of the scenes.
I would recommend it with the disclaimer about clear consent, limits, and safe word.
Great story but missing key elements of BDSM
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