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Winston James
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Lauryn Nichols
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By:
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Charity Shane
About this listen
When you are handed a lifeline you grasp it tightly.
For seventeen years, the Army has been Nakara Dakota Willer's saving grace. Dakota has excelled, ranked, and changed her life for the better. As a decorated Chief Aviation Officer, she encompasses the skillsets and fortitude to handle any challenges, except, him.
Omari Kreed is a legacy. Born from a line of Kreed men who have served the highest ranks means his future in the Army is not only expected but destined. Regardless, his journey will be his own. Unlike the Kreed men before him, his mindset on acquiring Aviation wings.
Dakota and Kreed are bound by their discipline and focus until a game of darts and an undeniable attraction land them in the middle of a power shift.
The two quickly learn that love is like war: win or lose, there will always be casualties.
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