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Anthony Oliveira
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NATIONAL BESTSELLER • WINNER OF THE 2024 DAYNE OGILVIE PRIZE FOR LGBTQ2S+ EMERGING WRITERS • One of Indigo's Top 10 Literary Fiction Books of 2024 and Top 100 Books of 2024 • One of CBC's Best Canadian Fiction of 2024
A singular, stunning debut that transcends and transfigures genre—at once a bold retelling of biblical tales and an unforgettable contemporary coming-of-age story, connected in collapsing time across millennia.
There are few love stories in the holy books. Love is what ruins. Love is what costs. Love is a flaming sword at our backs, a garden left to ruin and to wild.
In Dayspring, Anthony Oliveira brings to vibrant, glorious life the gospel according to the disciple Christ loved—his companion in the days before the crucifixion, the only instrument that remembers with fidelity his sound.
Sacred, profane, and rich with explicit desire and a poetic attention to form, Dayspring weaves electric and heart-wrenching stories of passion, grief, destruction, and survival into a narrative unmoored in space and time, one that re-examines and re-frames great and doomed figures from scripture and history, even as it casts its keen eye on the trials of modern life.
Seamlessly blending fiction, memoir, and verse in the exhilarating tradition of Anne Carson and Madeline Miller, Dayspring is an immersive, mesmerizing work, one that wrenches beauty from cataclysm and finds bliss in apocalypse.
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Critic reviews
“Ambitiously and audaciously, Anthony Oliveira transforms scripture into a poetic and erotic queer love story. Dayspring crosses centuries and genres, bends fan fiction into dazzling verse, and mixes the sacred and the profane with the sublime and the perverse. In a sly nod to red letter bibles, Oliveira uses blood-coloured ink to render the words of Jesus, who emerges as fallible and playful, horny and tender. With the heft of a tome, the lure of a page-turner, and the sweep of an epic poem, Dayspring is an effervescent and poignant work about love and humanity.”
—2024 Dayne Ogilvie Prize for LGBTQ2S+ Emerging Writers jury (Jillian Christmas, Adam Garnet Jones, and Hazel Jane Plante)
"What can one say about a masterpiece? Refracting and recombining Christ's journey in the Gospels with the contemporary queer experience—very often the author's own—Anthony Oliveira commingles the earthly and the divine in a deliciously daring work that defies categorization. God is love, we are told, and Dayspring celebrates and interrogates that love in all its forms, illuminating the sacred and the profane in equal measure. Bracing and breathtaking, it is a glorious gift to the soul and the senses. This is a magnificent debut!"
—David Demchuk, author of Red X
“Anthony Oliveira’s literary debut delivers a deluge of erotic and sensuous love that challenges our expectations of religious devotion. ‘the body is a leaky vessel’ announces the beloved disciple in a melancholic meditation on the crucifixion, and Dayspring, in all its carnality, overflows with the passion of Oliveira’s appeal for a Christian love that is unapologetically queer. In a masterful display of literary experimentation that explodes the boundary between verse and prose and that shuttles its readers between pre- and postmodernity, Dayspring highlights the eroticism of the Christian mystical tradition and, like Hadewijch, Mechthild, and Teresa before it, teaches that ecstatic love can be both joyful and excruciatingly painful, sacred and profane, human and divine.”
—Kris J. Trujillo, Assistant Professor, Department of Comparative Literature and Director of Studies, Center for the Study of Gender and Sexuality, The University of Chicago
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Cana, Massachusetts: a utopian vision of 18th-century Puritan New England. To the outside world, Reverend Nathaniel Whitfield and his family stand as godly pillars of their small-town community, drawing Christians from across the New World into their fold. One such Christian, physician Arthur Lyman, discovers in the minister’s words a love so captivating it transcends language. As the bond between these two men grows more and more passionate, their families must contend with a tangled web of secrets, lies, and judgments which threaten to destroy them in this world and the next.
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Couldn't listen to any more preaching!
- By Swellguy22 on 04-20-24
By: Garrard Conley
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The Future Was Color
- A Novel
- By: Patrick Nathan
- Narrated by: Oscar Reyes
- Length: 6 hrs and 28 mins
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As a Hungarian immigrant working as a studio hack writing monster movies in 1950s Hollywood, George Curtis must navigate the McCarthy-era studio system filled with possible communists and spies, the life of closeted men along Sunset Boulevard, and the inability of the era to cleave love from persecution and guilt. But when Madeline, a famous actress, offers George a writing residency at her estate in Malibu to work on the political writing he cares most deeply about, his world is blown open.
By: Patrick Nathan
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Four Squares
- By: Bobby Finger
- Narrated by: David Pittu
- Length: 9 hrs and 21 mins
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In 1992, on his thirtieth birthday, Artie Anderson meets the man who will change his life. Artie spends his days at a tedious advertising job, finding relief in the corner of New York City he can call his own, even as the queer community is still being ravaged by HIV. But when his birthday celebration brings Artie and his friends to his favorite bar, a chance encounter with Abe, an uptight lawyer and Artie’s opposite in almost every way, pushes Artie to want, and to ask for, more for himself.
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Subtle, heart wrenching, excellent writing
- By Anonymous User on 07-09-24
By: Bobby Finger
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Providence
- A Novel
- By: Craig Willse
- Narrated by: Marcus Zarco
- Length: 9 hrs and 38 mins
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Mark Lausson has everything he thought he wanted: a coveted job at elite Sawyer College in Ohio. But at the start of his second year, stuck in a small town with deadlines piling up and paychecks falling short, Mark can already feel the fantasy crumbling. And then, a few weeks in, sophomore Tyler Cunningham shows up in class. In Tyler—confident, mysterious, and popular—Mark glimpses another way of being in the world. He finds Tyler’s self-possession both compelling and unsettling. Caught in the rush of sex and secrets, Mark ignores the increasing evidence that Tyler can’t be trusted.
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Time I can never get back
- By A. Gaglione on 07-09-24
By: Craig Willse
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Army of Lovers
- A Novel
- By: K.M. Soehnlein
- Narrated by: Kevin R. Free
- Length: 12 hrs and 36 mins
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Arriving in New York City full of idealism, Paul discovers the queer community gathering strength in the face of government inaction and social stigma. As he protests, parties, and makes a new home, he finds himself pulling away from his HIV-negative boyfriend to pursue an intense bond with a passionate, HIV-positive artist. Paul’s awakening parallels ACT UP’s rise, successes, and controversies. And then everything shifts again, as his family is thrust into their own life-and-death struggle that tests him even further.
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Loved this story
- By Sara Dillinger on 10-19-23
By: K.M. Soehnlein
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Hombrecito
- A Novel
- By: Santiago Jose Sanchez
- Narrated by: André Santana
- Length: 9 hrs and 45 mins
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In this groundbreaking novel, Santiago Jose Sanchez plunges us into the heart of one boy’s life. His mother takes him and his brother from Colombia to America, leaving their absent father behind but essentially disappearing herself once they get to Miami. In America, his mother works as a waitress when she was once a doctor. The boy embraces his queer identity as wholeheartedly as he embraces his new home, but not without a sense of loss.
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Seems like the story of a sick young man
- By John Who on 09-27-24
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Anyone's Ghost
- A Novel
- By: August Thompson
- Narrated by: Lee Osorio
- Length: 10 hrs and 19 mins
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It took three car crashes to kill Jake. Theron David Alden is there for the first two: the summer they meet in rural New Hampshire, when he’s fifteen and anxious, and Jake’s seventeen and a natural; then six years later in New York City, those too-short, ecstatic, painful nights that change both their lives forever—the end of the dream and the longing for the dream and the dream itself, all at once. Theron is not there for the third crash.
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No redeeming characters - they're all awful
- By C. on 09-26-24
By: August Thompson
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Union Atlantic
- By: Adam Haslett
- Narrated by: David Aaron Baker
- Length: 10 hrs and 8 mins
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Prolific short story author Adam Haslett was a finalist for the Pulitzer Prize. His much-anticipated first novel, Union Atlantic brilliantly captures the me-first consumerism mentality of the early 21st century. Banker Doug Fanning begins building a massive mansion on land formerly owned by retired teacher Charlotte Graves' grandfather. The land was once donated to the local town, and now Charlotte is trying to stop Doug's construction efforts by any means necessary.
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Disappointing
- By Howard on 04-14-10
By: Adam Haslett
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Just by Looking at Him
- A Novel
- By: Ryan O'Connell
- Narrated by: Ryan O'Connell
- Length: 6 hrs and 34 mins
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Elliott appears to be living the dream as a successful TV writer with a doting boyfriend. But behind his Instagram filter of a life, he’s grappling with an intensifying alcohol addiction, he can’t seem to stop cheating on his boyfriend with various sex workers, and his cerebral palsy is making him feel like gay Shrek.
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Must read
- By Matthew Walker on 06-08-22
By: Ryan O'Connell
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The Boy in the Rain
- By: Stephanie Cowell
- Narrated by: Philip Battley
- Length: 9 hrs and 54 mins
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It is 1903 in the English countryside when Robbie, a shy young art student, meets the twenty-nine-year-old Anton who is running from memories of his brutal childhood and failed marriage. Within months, they begin a love affair that will never let them go. Robbie grows into an accomplished portraitist in the vivid London art world with the help of Anton's enchanting former wife, while Anton turns from his inherited wealth and connections to improve the conditions of the poor.
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An entrancing, unforgettable journey into the past
- By echolocation345 on 09-08-23
By: Stephanie Cowell
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Ways and Means
- By: Daniel Lefferts
- Narrated by: John Skelley
- Length: 16 hrs and 44 mins
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Young, handsome, intelligent, and gay, he hopes to escape his Rust Belt poverty and give his mother a better life by pursuing a career in high finance. But by the spring of 2016, Alistair’s plan has come undone: His fantasy banking job has eluded him, he’s mired in student debt, and in his desperation he’s gone to work for an enigmatic billionaire whose ambitions turn out to be far darker than Alistair could have imagined. By the time Alistair uncovers his employer’s secret, his life is in danger and he’s forced to go on the run.
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Wow!
- By Justin L. Conforti on 03-04-24
By: Daniel Lefferts
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Icarus
- By: K. Ancrum
- Narrated by: Kirt Graves
- Length: 8 hrs and 32 mins
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Perfect for fans of Adam Silvera and Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe, this suspenseful queer YA romance from critically acclaimed author K. Ancrum reimagines the tale of Icarus as a star-crossed love story between a young art thief and the son of the man he’s been stealing from....
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Good!
- By Anonymous User on 08-20-24
By: K. Ancrum
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Housemates
- A Novel
- By: Emma Copley Eisenberg
- Narrated by: Marin Ireland
- Length: 9 hrs and 14 mins
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When Bernie replies to Leah’s ad for a new housemate in Philadelphia, the two begin an intense and defiantly uncategorizable friendship based on a mutual belief in their art, and one another. Both aspire to capture the world around them: Leah through her writing; Bernie through her photography. After Bernie’s former photography professor, the renowned yet tarnished Daniel Dunn, dies and leaves her a complicated inheritance, Leah volunteers to accompany Bernie to his home in rural Pennsylvania.
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A gutting love story for today.
- By Kitty on 09-23-24
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The World of Normal Boys
- A Novel
- By: K.M. Soehnlein
- Narrated by: Blake Kevin Dwyer
- Length: 12 hrs and 47 mins
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As his family falls apart day by day, Robin finds himself pulling away from the unquestioned, unexamined life that has been carefully laid out for him. Small acts of rebellion lead to larger questions of what it means to stand on his own. Falling into a fevered triangle with two other outcasts, Todd Spicer and Scott Schatz, Robin embarks on an explosive odyssey of sexual self-discovery that will take him beyond the spring-green lawns of suburbia, beyond the fraying fabric barely holding together his quickly unraveling family, and into a complex future, beyond the world of normal boys.
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Sweet but maybe a little too sexy
- By Richard Stewart on 04-27-23
By: K.M. Soehnlein
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Small Rain
- A Novel
- By: Garth Greenwell
- Narrated by: Garth Greenwell
- Length: 9 hrs and 55 mins
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A poet's life is turned inside out by a sudden, wrenching pain. The pain brings him to his knees, and eventually to the ICU. Confined to bed, plunged into the dysfunctional American healthcare system, he struggles to understand what is happening to his body, as someone who has lived for many years in his mind. This is a searching, sweeping novel set at the furthest edges of human experience, where the forces that give life value—art, memory, poetry, music, care—are thrown into sharp relief.
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A Masterpiece
- By Herluf Kanstrup on 09-22-24
By: Garth Greenwell
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- Lloyd J Calegan
- 07-10-24
An overwhelming experience
Reading the book alone would have been an illuminating experience, but reading along with this flawless narration raises it even higher.
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- Andy Randolph
- 05-05-24
The Unholy Divine
This book feels like it was written *for me* in a way no other book ever has. It is beautiful, funny, horny, sacrilegious, sincere, devout, and unflinchingly honest. The recording does a tremendous job bringing it to life. I am extremely grateful it exists and cannot wait to reread it.
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- J.
- 11-23-24
Your mileage will vary
what this ultimately comes down to is a thesis regarding our experience with the world and what happens when the profane and the prophetic collide. this is not a mere retelling of Christian scriptures, but a tale of connection and finding family. it is a genuinely queer work. as I put in the title, this will not be for everyone and your mileage will vary depending on your personal views and prior experiences. this book combines and rice at her most lowered and her most pious, and I mean that with the highest praise possible.
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- Nanci White
- 04-19-24
An Excellent Marriage of Story and Art
This book reminds me that the Gospel is both shocking and beautiful. Well informed. Well written. Well performed.
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- Amazon Customer
- 08-28-24
In love with gay Jesus
I’m a 40 year old ex-vangelical gay-thiest.
Which is to say I grew up loving Jesus but had it beat out of me after coming out of the closet.
That said, gosh this book was beautiful!
It’s not that it’s just a partial view of the gospels written with two men in love. The face that it’s finally told, erotically, truthfully, and completely is what means so much.
Maybe this won’t be a hit with everyone. But I highly reccomend the audio version of this tale.
Thanks for sharing it Anthony!
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