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Zack Smedley
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"A superb story, told in an original and masterly way. Smedley navigates the novel's refreshing ideas about sexuality and religion with grace and intelligence." (The New York Times)
"A heartbreaking and important read." (Caleb Roehrig, author of Last Seen Leaving)
"[A] layered, complex depiction of questioning (bi)sexuality.... A heartbreaking case worth revisiting again and again." (Kirkus Reviews, starred review)
For 16 years, Nate was the perfect son - the product of a no-nonsense upbringing and deep spiritual faith. Then he met Cam, who pushed him to break rules, dream, and accept himself. Conflicted, Nate began to push back. With each push, the boys became more entangled in each others' worlds...but they also spiraled closer to their breaking points. And now all of it has fallen apart after a fistfight-turned-near-fatal-incident - one that's left Nate with a stab wound and Cam in jail.
Now Nate is being ordered to give a statement, under oath, that will send his best friend to prison. The problem is, the real story of what happened between them isn't as simple as anyone thinks. With all eyes on him, Nate must make his confessions about what led up to that night with Cam...and in doing so, risk tearing both of their lives apart.
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- Length: 9 hrs and 21 mins
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Almost 16-year-old Aria Jones is starting over. New postal code, new last name, new rules. Now she can leave her painful regrets behind. In the bustling town of Eastmonte, she can become someone else. Someone better. With the Hartford family living next door, it seems she will succeed. Sure, Cassie Hartford may be the epitome of social awkwardness thanks to her autism, but she also offers an innocent and sincere friendship. And Cassie's older brother, Emmett - a popular Junior-A hockey player - well...Aria wishes that friendship could lead to something more.
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✫✫ 4.5 Stars ✫✫
- By ❤️Cyndi Marie❤️🎧Audiobook Addicts🎧 on 06-01-19
By: K. A. Tucker
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Traitor
- Loxley Prep, Book 1
- By: Hattie Jude
- Narrated by: Brooke Daniels, J.F. Harding
- Length: 6 hrs and 15 mins
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I've lost my family, my wealth, and the place I've called home for the past five years. Now I’ve moved back to where it all began...with the guys I thought I’d never see again. Abel, Ronan, Wells, and Bishop were my friends at one time. I was the only girl they would let into their inner circle. Now they hate me. They think I’m a traitor. And I don’t know why. But I am bound and determined to find out.
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The story is fun!
- By Amazon Customer on 12-03-23
By: Hattie Jude
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Shut Out
- By: Kody Keplinger
- Narrated by: Kate Reinders
- Length: 7 hrs and 14 mins
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Most high school sports teams have rivalries with other Schools. At Hamilton High, it’s a civil war: the football team versus the soccer team. And for her part, Lissa is sick of it. Her quarterback boyfriend, Randy, is always ditching her to go pick a fight or haze a freshman. And on three separate occasions Randy’s car has been egged while he and Lissa were inside, making out. She is done competing with a bunch of sweaty boys for her own boyfriend’s attention. Lissa decides to end the rivalry once and for all: She and the other players’ girlfriends go on a hookup strike.
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A great read
- By Valerie StuckInBooks on 01-29-12
By: Kody Keplinger
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The Start of Me and You
- By: Emery Lord
- Narrated by: Angela Goethals
- Length: 10 hrs and 39 mins
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It's been a year since it happened - when Paige Hancock's first boyfriend died in an accident. After shutting out the world for two years, Paige is finally ready for a second chance at high school...and she has a plan. First: Get her old crush, Ryan Chase, to date her - the perfect way to convince everyone she's back to normal. Next: Join a club. But when Ryan's sweet, nerdy cousin, Max, moves to town and recruits Paige for the Quiz Bowl team, her perfect plan is thrown for a serious loop.
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Better for MG readers
- By Pink Amy on 06-21-24
By: Emery Lord
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The DUFF: Designated Ugly Fat Friend
- By: Kody Keplinger
- Narrated by: Ellen Grafton
- Length: 7 hrs and 33 mins
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Seventeen-year-old Bianca Piper is cynical and loyal, and she doesn’t think she’s the prettiest of her friends by a long shot. She’s also way too smart to fall for the charms of man-slut and slimy school hottie Wesley Rush. In fact, Bianca hates him. And when he nicknames her “the Duff,” she throws her Coke in his face. But things aren’t so great at home right now, and Bianca is desperate for a distraction. She ends up kissing Wesley. Worse, she likes it.
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Different (and better) story from the movie
- By J. Afa on 05-02-19
By: Kody Keplinger
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Truly Mine
- By: Kennedy Fox
- Narrated by: Aiden Snow
- Length: 10 hrs and 8 mins
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The night we met in the dimly lit bar, she looked like a brunette bombshell, and I wanted to learn her deepest secrets. With sun-kissed skin and soulful bedroom eyes, she was pure temptation, and I was mesmerized. As one drink led to two, I craved more of her playful banter and taunting lips. Resisting her wasn't an option, and we quickly became a desperate mess of tangled limbs and hot kisses. She tasted like the sweetest sin, but I was no saint.
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- By Bottmetoo on 02-05-21
By: Kennedy Fox
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The Cursed Series, Parts 1 & 2
- If I'd Known/Knowing You
- By: Rebecca Donovan
- Narrated by: Phoebe Strole
- Length: 16 hrs and 55 mins
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It was supposed to be a Friday night like any other for Lana and her best friends. Three girls out to cause a little trouble. Break a few hearts. And try not to get caught. Except on this night, Lana Peri is the sole witness to a horrific crime, and she can’t say a word. Not if she wants to protect her friends. No one will believe her word over his, so he gets away with it. And she’s forced to pay for her silence. Instead of serving time in juvie, Lana is sentenced to a boarding school for privileged teens, Blackwood School in Vermont....
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Great story-terrible narration
- By Alexis Randles on 01-27-21
By: Rebecca Donovan
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The Last Time We Say Goodbye
- By: Cynthia Hand
- Narrated by: Julia Whelan
- Length: 9 hrs and 19 mins
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The last time Lex was happy, it was before. When she had a family that was whole. A boyfriend she loved. Friends who didn't look at her like she might break down at any moment. Now she's just the girl whose brother killed himself. And it feels like that's all she'll ever be. As Lex starts to put her life back together, she tries to block out what happened the night Tyler died. But there's a secret she hasn't told anyone--a text Tyler sent that could have changed everything.
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Such sweet sorrow
- By Lesaly on 04-26-15
By: Cynthia Hand
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Foolish Hearts
- By: Emma Mills
- Narrated by: Stephanie Willing
- Length: 7 hrs and 22 mins
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When Claudia accidentally eavesdrops on the epic breakup of Paige and Iris, the it-couple at her school, she finds herself in hot water with prickly, difficult Iris. Thrown together against their will in the class production of A Midsummer Night's Dream, along with the goofiest, cutest boy Claudia has ever known, Iris and Claudia are in for an eye-opening senior year.
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So cute and heartwarming!
- By Kimmy on 01-17-24
By: Emma Mills
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The Fill-in Boyfriend
- By: Kasie West
- Narrated by: Shannon McManus
- Length: 6 hrs and 33 mins
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When Gia Montgomery's boyfriend, Bradley, dumps her in the parking lot of her high school prom, she decides to do the unthinkable...convince the cute guy waiting to pick up his sister to pretend to be her boyfriend for the night. The task is simple: two hours, zero commitment, a few white lies.
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I <3 this book!
- By Chasina McGee on 07-07-16
By: Kasie West
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We Now Return to Regular Life
- By: Martin Wilson
- Narrated by: Will Ropp, Whitney Dykhouse
- Length: 10 hrs and 10 mins
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Sam Walsh had been missing for three years. His older sister, Beth, thought he was dead. His childhood friend Josh thought it was all his fault. They were the last two people to see him alive. Until now. Because Sam has been found, and he's coming home. Beth desperately wants to understand what happened to her brother, but her family refuses to talk about it - even though Sam is clearly still affected by the abuse he faced at the hands of his captor.
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Mundane and predictable.
- By Mark on 10-27-17
By: Martin Wilson
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The Voting Booth
- By: Brandy Colbert
- Narrated by: Robin Eller, Cary Hite
- Length: 6 hrs and 5 mins
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Marva Sheridan was born ready for this day. She's always been driven to make a difference in the world, and what better way than to vote in her first election? Duke Crenshaw is so done with this election. He just wants to get voting over with so he can prepare for his band's first paying gig tonight. Only problem? Duke can't vote. When Marva sees Duke turned away from their polling place, she takes it upon herself to make sure his vote is counted. She hasn't spent months doorbelling and registering voters just to see someone denied their right.
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I vote yes for the Voting Booth!
- By Nikia Marie on 07-13-20
By: Brandy Colbert
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- Amazon Customer
- 06-30-23
Felt very realistic
I am not a YA reader, but this book was recommended to me by one and I thought it was packed with a lot of heavy, hard-hitting emotional themes. Between sexual expression, struggling with identity, and bullying, abuse and manipulation, as well as conflicting religious beliefs and the general independence seeking of adolescence, Deposing Nathan fills a tall order of being approachable reading that gets the reader emotionally invested in the character's lives. No one is perfect. Everyone struggles with doing what they feel is right versus what is easier to go along with. This would make good discussion between teens and adults about what's considered healthy in relationships of all kinds and what isn't.
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- Dee
- 10-05-19
Beautiful Must Read
Deposing Nathan is a story that is funny, Heavy, light and very dramatic all wrapped into one. Nate and Cam’s journey into understanding who they are is heartbreaking and heartwarming. Awesome read.
I look forward to more books by Zack Smedley
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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- Pink Amy
- 04-10-21
Intense
I hated this book. And it was phenomenal.
I honestly can’t remember having so many visceral negative emotions about a book as DEPOSING NATHAN.
Narrator Nathan is the opposite of a Profile in Courage. He’s deceitful, mostly to himself, but also to those he loves. Who wouldn’t be brainwashed by a church to believe bisexuality would send him to hell? Who wouldn’t be living with the most controlling, emotionally abusive aunt (Lori), his dead mother’s sister who functions as a parent? Who wouldn’t be with a dad who was never home and ceded parental decision to his brutal aunt?
When he meets Cameron on the first day of junior year, he doesn’t expect to start experimenting sexually. Nate has a girlfriend, after all. Somehow, not a year later, Nathan is being deposed at Cam’s pretrial hearing for having stabbed Nate. But, facts aren’t always as they seem and over the next three days Nathan tells the story of his relationship with Cam and the events that transpired that lead up to the hearing.
Zack Smedley had me angry for nearly the entire book. I didn’t expect religion to play such an important component of DEPOSING NATHAN, if I had, is probably not have preordered it. I didn’t expect the controlling, emotional abuse perpetrated by Lori to hit me so hard. Her brutality hit a little too close to home and was entirely believable. Smedley did a fantastic job portraying the love a child feels for an abusive parent (aunt), taking on the burden of deserving the maltreatment and not realizing the parent (abuser is to blame).
Every word of DEPOSING NATHAN was believable, difficult and important. The only caveat I have is that if we were talking about an opposite sex relationship, Cam’s behavior would have been seen as coercive. I don’t believe in double standards between genders or with LGBT couples. Smedley portrayed both boys as in the questioning, experimental stage of understanding their sexualities. No balance of power existed any more than two friends trying out any form of teenage rebellion (sexual orientation isn’t rebellion, but it felt so to Nathan and Cameron).
The ending of DEPOSING NATHAN blew me away in the best possible way. I’m not suggesting sunshine and roses, far from it. DEPOSING NATHAN will stay with me for a long, long time.
ETA: The audiobook was one of my favorites from a male narrator.
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