
Desolation
A Heavy Metal Memoir
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Mark Morton
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A gritty, revealing heavy metal memoir by Lamb of God’s lead guitarist and co-lyricist, which explores both his life in music and his tumultuous path through addiction and into recovery.
DESOLATION is the story of Morton's lifelong quest for clarity and self-acceptance, and shows how the pressures of career success and personal battles eventually came into conflict with Morton's dedication to the creative process. Intertwined with addiction, self-destruction, and the path to eventual surrender and recovery, Morton also reveals the greatest personal tragedy of his life: the death of his two-day old daughter, plunging Morton further into hopelessness. Surrounded by bandmates living their wildest dreams, Morton wanted nothing more than to disappear, ingesting potentially lethal cocktails of drugs and alcohol into his system on a daily basis.
And yet, amidst the harrowing heartbreak, there were moments of triumph, hope, and incredible personal connection. Morton developed close relationships with his bandmates and crew members, sharing experiences that have made for some strange and hilarious tales. He's also gained a greater sense of purpose through interactions with his fans, who remind him that his work reaches people on a deeply personal level. Through the highs and the lows, Morton learns how to find presence and gratitude where he once found fear and resentment, a process that he considers a gift of spiritual awakening.
DESOLATION is, at its core, about Morton's journey as a musician navigating self doubt, anxiety and the progressive disease of addiction, and ultimately finding relative serenity. Perfect for fans, new and old, as well as anyone who has ever been tested and brought to their limits, DESOLATION is a highly satisfying, full-throttle investigation of the human experience.
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- Narrated by: Corey Taylor
- Length: 7 hrs and 12 mins
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For the first time, Slipknot and Stone Sour frontman Corey Taylor speaks directly to his fans and shares his worldview about life as a sinner. And Taylor knows how to sin. As a small-town hero in the early '90s, he threw himself into a fierce-drinking, drug-abusing, hard-loving, live-for-the-moment life. Soon Taylor's music exploded, and he found himself rich, wanted, and on the road. His new and ever-more-extreme lifestyle had an unexpected effect, however; for the first time, he began to actively think about what it meant to sin.
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Glad I didn't read this before buying concert tix
- By S. Adams on 07-23-19
By: Corey Taylor
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With My Eyes Wide Open
- Miracles and Mistakes on My Way Back to KoRn
- By: Brian "Head" Welch
- Narrated by: Brian "Head" Welch
- Length: 6 hrs and 5 mins
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A life-changing spiritual awakening freed Brian "Head" Welch from a stranglehold of drugs and alcohol and prompted him to leave the highly successful nu-metal band KoRn in 2005. What followed was a decade-long trial by fire, from the perils of fathering a teen lost in depression and self-mutilation to the harsh realities of playing solo and surviving the shattering betrayal of a trusted friend.
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He should read for a living
- By kamarr richée on 11-29-16
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Walking Disaster
- My Life Through Heaven and Hell
- By: Deryck Whibley
- Narrated by: Deryck Whibley
- Length: 8 hrs and 20 mins
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From his earliest days growing up in Canada, Deryck Whibley was a punk who loved music and couldn’t wait to achieve something bigger and better than the humble path that lay before him. Whibley was raised by a single mom and their small family constantly moved from place to place, so he was used to being the new kid, starting fights (or finishing them), and connecting with people who shared his sensibility for chaotic fun and loud music. Sum 41 was born of a group of friends who loved to jam, shared a DIY ethos, and were determined to be rock stars one day.
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You wont want it to end
- By Jesse R on 04-11-25
By: Deryck Whibley
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Mustaine
- A Heavy Metal Memoir
- By: Dave Mustaine, Joe Layden
- Narrated by: Tom Wayland
- Length: 11 hrs and 38 mins
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James Hetfield, with whom many years ago Mustaine founded a band known as Metallica, once observed, with some incredulity, that Mustaine must have been born with a horseshoe up his ass. That's how lucky he's been, how fortunate he is to be pulling breath after so many close calls. And Hetfield is right. Mustaine has been lucky. He has been blessed. But here's the thing about having a horseshoe lodged in your rectum: It also hurts like hell. And you never forget it's there.
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peace sells...I'm buying!!!
- By michael on 09-19-10
By: Dave Mustaine, and others
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I'm the Man
- The Story of That Guy from Anthrax
- By: Scott Ian, Jon Wiederhorn, Kirk Hammett - foreword
- Narrated by: Scott Ian
- Length: 11 hrs and 29 mins
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I'm the Man is the fast-paced, humorous, and revealing memoir from the man who co-founded Anthrax, the band that proved to the masses that brutality and fun didn't have to be mutually exclusive. Through various lineup shifts, label snafus, rock 'n' roll mayhem, and unforeseen circumstances galore, Scott Ian has approached life and music with a smile, viewing the band with deadly seriousness while recognizing the ridiculousness of the entertainment industry.
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This book ****ing rocks--nearly literally
- By Melissa Abdallah on 03-08-19
By: Scott Ian, and others
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Confess
- The Autobiography
- By: Rob Halford, Ian Gittins - contributor
- Narrated by: Rob Halford
- Length: 13 hrs and 2 mins
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Most priests hear confessions. This one is making his. Rob Halford, front man of global iconic metal band Judas Priest, is a true "Metal God." Raised in Britain's hard-working, heavy industrial heartland, he and his music were forged in the Black Country. Confess, his full autobiography, is an unforgettable rock 'n' roll story—a journey from a Walsall council estate to musical fame via alcoholism, addiction, police cells, ill-fated sexual trysts, and bleak personal tragedy, through to rehab, coming out, redemption...and finding love.
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Pretty small % of this book is about his music
- By JA3 on 12-17-20
By: Rob Halford, and others
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Runnin' with the Devil
- A Backstage Pass to the Wild Times, Loud Rock, and the Down and Dirty Truth Behind the Making of Van Halen
- By: Noel Monk, Joe Layden
- Narrated by: Fred Berman
- Length: 11 hrs and 1 min
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Van Halen's rise in the 1980s was one of the most thrilling the music world had ever seen - their mythos an epic party, a sweaty, sexy, never-ending rock extravaganza. During this unparalleled run of success, debauchery, and drama, no one was closer to the band than Noel Monk. Throughout Van Halen's meteoric rise and abrupt halt, this confidant, fixer, friend, and promoter saw it all and lived to tell. Now, for the first time, he shares the most outrageous escapades.
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Van Halen ❤️
- By Diane Rodriguez on 09-01-17
By: Noel Monk, and others
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A History of Heavy Metal
- By: Andrew O'Neill
- Narrated by: Andrew O'Neill
- Length: 8 hrs and 18 mins
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The history of heavy metal brings us extraordinary stories of larger-than-life characters living to excess, from the household names of Ozzy Osbourne, Lemmy, Iron Maiden and Metallica to the brutal notoriety of the underground Norwegian black metal scene and the New Wave of British heavy metal. It is the story of a worldwide network of rabid fans escaping everyday mundanity through music, of cutthroat corporate arseholes ripping off those fans and the bands they worship to line their pockets.
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Entertaining but very Biased
- By Nick on 04-10-19
By: Andrew O'Neill
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A Perfect Union of Contrary Things
- By: Maynard James Keenan, Sarah Jensen
- Narrated by: Devon Sorvari, Maynard James Keenan
- Length: 11 hrs and 11 mins
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This is the official authorized biography of musician and vintner Maynard James Keenan, the enigmatic vocalist for Tool, A Perfect Circle, and Puscifer. Co-author Sarah Jensen's 30-year friendship with Keenan gives her unique insight into his history and career trajectory. The book traces Keenan's journey from his Midwest childhood to his years in the army to his time in art school, from his stint at a Boston pet shop to his place in the international spotlight and his influence on contemporary music and regional winemaking.
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a wonderful read!
- By CAROL on 11-23-16
By: Maynard James Keenan, and others
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Got The Life
- By: Fieldy
- Narrated by: William Dufris
- Length: 7 hrs and 16 mins
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By all appearances, Fieldy had the life. But he was on the dark path of excess, alienating friends, families, and loved ones, nearly destroying himself and the band. It took an unexpected tragedy to straighten him out: the death of his father, a born-again Christian, to a mysterious illness. Following his father's dying wish, Fieldy found God. Filled with the spirit of his new faith, Fieldy quit drugs and drinking cold turkey, and found the best part of himself.
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Good story, poor Narrator!
- By Aaron on 11-01-11
By: Fieldy
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Save Me from Myself
- How I Found God, Quit Korn, Kicked Drugs, and Lived to Tell My Story
- By: Brian "Head" Welch
- Narrated by: Ray Porter
- Length: 6 hrs and 22 mins
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In February 2005, more than 10,000 people in Bakersfield, California, watched as Brian “Head” Welch—the former lead guitarist of the controversial rock band Korn—was saved by Jesus Christ. The event set off a media frenzy as observers from around the world sought to understand what led this rock star out of the darkness and into the light.
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Another Way
- By jerry on 04-22-14
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Memoir of a Roadie
- Axl Said I Made a Great Cup of Tea... Scott Weiland Liked the Carpenters... & Ozzy Drinks Rosé.
- By: Joel Miller
- Narrated by: Joel Miller
- Length: 13 hrs and 1 min
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Joel Miller is an ex-roadie for Guns N’ Roses, Poison, Stone Temple Pilots, and the Cranberries. The book is an often-hilarious personal account of a young man in his early 20s trying to be a “good” roadie while also trying to understand life’s big picture. Through the advice of rock stars and career roadies Joel tries to find the pathway to roadie righteousness.
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Meh
- By Jason on 08-20-24
By: Joel Miller
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Son of Southtown
- My Life Between Two Worlds
- By: Sonny Sandoval, Jon Foreman - foreword
- Narrated by: Sonny Sandoval
- Length: 6 hrs and 27 mins
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Born and raised on the streets of Southtown, two exits from the Mexico border, Sonny Sandoval was always going to go his own way. And as frontman of the platinum selling nu metal band P.O.D.—a group too Christian for the world and too secular for the church—he has broken every mold, defied every expectation, and reached into the hearts and minds of hundreds of thousands of people who wanted to belong to something but never felt like they fit in.
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I could not stop listening!
- By Du Wayne Denton on 03-31-25
By: Sonny Sandoval, and others
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Down with the System
- A Memoir (of Sorts)
- By: Serj Tankian
- Narrated by: Serj Tankian
- Length: 9 hrs and 57 mins
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Serj Tankian will be the first to admit that his band, System of a Down, was “unlikely a chart-topper as had ever existed in modern music history: a band of Armenian-Americans playing a practically unclassifiable clash of wildly aggressive metal riffs, unconventional tempo-twisting rhythms, and Armenian folk melodies, with me alternately growling, screaming, and crooning lyrics that could pivot from avant-garde silliness to raging socio-political rants in the space of a single line.” After all, as Serj concedes, “it’s not easy listening.”
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Preachy narcissist. Difficult listen at times
- By Jake43 on 08-08-24
By: Serj Tankian
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Access All Areas
- Stories from a Hard Rock Life
- By: Scott Ian
- Narrated by: Scott Ian
- Length: 7 hrs and 4 mins
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Scott Ian, famous for cofounding legendary thrash metal band Anthrax and only slightly less so for his iconic beard, has done and seen a lot in his decades of touring. Those of you who have heard Scott's memoir I'm the Man may know the history of the band, but Access All Areas divulges all the zany, bizarre, funny, and captivating tales of what went on when the band wasn't busy crafting chart-topping albums.
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Not another “I’m the Man”
- By Smarquezjr on 12-17-19
By: Scott Ian
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Iron Man: My Journey through Heaven and Hell with Black Sabbath
- By: Tony Iommi
- Narrated by: Bev Bevan
- Length: 11 hrs and 27 mins
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Iron Man chronicles the story of both pioneering guitarist Tony Iommi and legendary band Black Sabbath, dubbed "The Beatles of heavy metal" by Rolling Stone. Iron Man reveals the man behind the icon yet still captures Iommi's humor, intelligence, and warmth. He speaks honestly and unflinchingly about his rough-and-tumble childhood, the accident that almost ended his career, his failed marriages, personal tragedies, battles with addiction, bandmates, famous friends, newfound daughter, and the ups and downs of his life as an artist.
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The story: interesting; The narration-terrible.
- By Natalie on 12-26-12
By: Tony Iommi
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- Jay H. Runyan Jr.
- 07-18-24
fantastic
Mark does an excellent job narrating his book first and foremost. His story is structured very well, giving us a glimpse through his life, where he came from to where he is now. He didn't seem to hide any of the darkside and his battle with addiction and the struggles associated that we all have come to see from so many people.
Highly recommend.
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- Chris
- 02-26-25
Love the Epilogue
Great memoir, and a great arrival at the value of recovery. Thanks for sharing, Mark!
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- Sergio
- 12-23-24
Mark Morton and his battles
Mark Morton chronicles his career, family tragedy and battles with addiction. Listen directly his story in his words.
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- Robert Reza
- 07-05-24
Tragic commonality of life
This book was phenomenal. I thank Mark Morton for bearing his soul and giving an honest accounting of his life as he remembers it. Each and every one of us have faced what we think is our own unique tragedies in life. But the more you listen to strangers' stories the more you realize these tragedies are unfortunately more universal than they should be. It is very comforting when someone that you have never met and probably will never meet has found a way to put into words they're pain and they're suffering and it somehow rings so true to your own. A hand has reached out and grasped yours and you know that you wasn't alone.
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- Ryan Drummond
- 08-11-24
Painful entertainment!
I feel like I know Mark now. Just an honest overview of a valuable life. Every audiobook should strive to be like this.
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- Anonymous User
- 03-04-25
Narrated by author
Great listen. The narration was clear and articulate. Content was honest and relatable. Would recommend.
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- Alex Lopez
- 03-02-25
Completely relatable
I’ve been a longtime fan of Mark and his artistry, he pretty much influenced all metal musicians who got into the scene in the early 2000’s. One of my favorite things as a musician/artist is to know the story of people who’ve influenced me substantially, this book is one of those stories.. it’s humbling to know what even if we’re a decade apart, we still all grew up very similar before playing music changed everything. We all get to the same path, we just all take different trails.
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- Madison Crews-Vishy
- 07-22-24
Loved the book
Great for any Metalhead. This was a great perspective on many things but as a fan, especially to the history of Lamb Of God
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- GReese
- 08-12-24
Honest and Revealing
Mark's reading of the book was tremendously engaging and clear. I've loved his work from the beginning and had no idea of the depths of loss and addiction. Following him on Twitter gave me some insight, however he bares all here. Thank you Mark. I sincerely hope you write more. I would love to know more about the albums.
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- Anonymous User
- 11-02-24
Great usage of a variety of words.
This book is amazing front to back. A roller coaster of emotions. Lamb of god forever!
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