
A Fabulous Disaster
From the Garage to Madison Square Garden, the Hard Way
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Nicholas Tecosky
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Gary Holt
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From prolific metal guitarist and songwriter for Exodus (and formerly Slayer) Gary Holt comes a deeply personal memoir of his "destruction-laden" life, along with a firsthand account of the genesis of the Thrash Metal scene, from its origins in the Bay Area to its world domination.
As the guitarist and primary songwriter of Exodus and one of the originators of heavy metal, Gary Holt watched as his peers—Metallica, Megadeth, Slayer, Anthrax—soared to superstardom. As his fellow artists amassed millions of fans and record sales, Exodus' albums received critical recognition and inspired generations of listeners—but struggled to reach the same heights of success, as the band was plagued by years of bad management, bad luck, and bad decisions.
A Fabulous Disaster follows our narrator through the highest of highs and lowest of lows as he and his bandmates juggle major label contracts, MTV-sponsored tours and festivals, growing addictions to alcohol and meth, and the loss of key founding members. Ultimately, after the tragic death of one of his closest friends and former bandmates—Holt decides to save himself. Newly sober and determined to resurrect his career, he commits himself to Exodus, pushing the band to new heights.
An "unadulterated odyssey through decades of insanity," punctuated by Holt's unique insight and knack for storytelling, A Fabulous Disaster is a thrill ride from start to finish. His story proves that redemption—even from the pits of rock 'n' roll excess—is always possible.
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- Narrated by: Scott Ian
- Length: 7 hrs and 4 mins
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Scott Ian, famous for cofounding legendary thrash metal band Anthrax and only slightly less so for his iconic beard, has done and seen a lot in his decades of touring. Those of you who have heard Scott's memoir I'm the Man may know the history of the band, but Access All Areas divulges all the zany, bizarre, funny, and captivating tales of what went on when the band wasn't busy crafting chart-topping albums.
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Not another “I’m the Man”
- By Smarquezjr on 12-17-19
By: Scott Ian
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Memoir of a Roadie
- Axl Said I Made a Great Cup of Tea... Scott Weiland Liked the Carpenters... & Ozzy Drinks Rosé.
- By: Joel Miller
- Narrated by: Joel Miller
- Length: 13 hrs and 1 min
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Joel Miller is an ex-roadie for Guns N’ Roses, Poison, Stone Temple Pilots, and the Cranberries. The book is an often-hilarious personal account of a young man in his early 20s trying to be a “good” roadie while also trying to understand life’s big picture. Through the advice of rock stars and career roadies Joel tries to find the pathway to roadie righteousness.
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Meh
- By Jason on 08-20-24
By: Joel Miller
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Raising Hell
- Backstage Tales from the Lives of Metal Legends
- By: Jon Wiederhorn, Gary Holt - foreword
- Narrated by: Michael Butler Murray
- Length: 16 hrs and 16 mins
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In his song "You Can't Stop Rock and Roll" Ozzy Osbourne sings, "Rock and roll is my religion and my law". And that's why Raising Hell is a must-have for anyone who wants to hear about the iconoclastic culture of headbangers and the wild lives they lead. The book contains the crazy, funny, and sometimes horrifying anecdotes musicians have told about a lifestyle both invigorating and at times self-destructive.
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buyers remorse
- By Channing P. on 05-29-20
By: Jon Wiederhorn, and others
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Just Beyond the Light
- Making Peace with the Wars Inside Our Head
- By: D. Randall Blythe
- Narrated by: D. Randall Blythe
- Length: 8 hrs and 16 mins
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In his gripping, bestselling debut memoir Dark Days, Lamb of God vocalist D. Randall (Randy) Blythe unflinchingly wrote about some of the most harrowing episodes of his past. Now, in his highly anticipated follow-up Just Beyond the Light, Blythe shares how he works daily to maintain positivity in a world that feels like it is spinning out of control. In his own words, Just Beyond the Light is a "tight, concise roadmap of how I have attempted to maintain what I believe to be a proper perspective in life, even during difficult times."
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There's Something for Everyone
- By andreas on 05-06-25
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Heartbreaker
- A Memoir
- By: Mike Campbell, Ari Surdoval - contributor
- Narrated by: Mike Campbell
- Length: 15 hrs and 37 mins
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Mike Campbell was the lead guitarist for Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers from the band’s inception in 1976 to Petty’s tragic death in 2017. His iconic, melodic playing helped form the foundation of the band’s sound, as heard on definitive classics like “American Girl,” “Breakdown,” “Don’t Come Around Here No More,” “Mary Jane’s Last Dance,” “Learning to Fly” and “Into the Great Wide Open.”
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Made me feel like I was in the band
- By tyler303 on 04-09-25
By: Mike Campbell, and others
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Lollapalooza
- The Uncensored Story of Alternative Rock's Wildest Festival
- By: Richard Bienstock, Tom Beaujour
- Narrated by: Dylan Reilly Fitzpatrick, Joshua Quinn, Kelli Tager, and others
- Length: 12 hrs and 50 mins
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Bestselling authors Richard Bienstock and Tom Beaujour tell the no-holds-barred history of the iconic music festival. Through hundreds of new interviews with artists, tour founders, festival organizers, promoters, publicists, sideshow freaks, stage crews, record label execs, reporters, roadies and more, Lollapalooza chronicles the tour’s pioneering 1991-1997 run, and, in the process, alternative rock’s rise–as well as the reverberations that led to a massive shift in the music industry and the culture at large.
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A tough listen
- By Amazon Customer on 04-28-25
By: Richard Bienstock, and others
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Turn It Up!
- My Time Making Hit Records in the Glory Days of Rock Music
- By: Tom Werman
- Narrated by: Tom Werman
- Length: 8 hrs and 38 mins
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As an A&R man at Epic Records, Tom Werman helped introduce the world to REO Speedwagon, Boston, Ted Nugent, and Cheap Trick; he also discovered KISS, Rush, and Lynyrd Skynyrd, but his record label passed on all of them. Then, as an independent producer, he oversaw landmark albums by Mötley Crüe, Twisted Sister, Lita Ford, Jeff Beck, Poison, and many more. All in all, his record-making resume includes twenty-three gold- or platinum-selling albums and cumulative sales of more than fifty-two million copies.
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Great behind the scenes descriptions of some historic recordings.
- By MeLisa Owens on 05-28-24
By: Tom Werman
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Fathers, Brothers, and Sons
- Surviving Anguish, Abandonment, and Anthrax
- By: Frank Bello, Joel McIver
- Narrated by: Frank Bello
- Length: 5 hrs and 46 mins
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Born into a family of five, Frank Bello grew up in difficult circumstances. His father abandoned his wife and children. Left with no male role model, Frank found inspiration in heavy metal bass players, following their example and forging a career with Anthrax from his early teens - first as a roadie, and then as the group's bass player.
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Marked as finished to get it out of my queue
- By B.Maisano on 12-20-21
By: Frank Bello, and others
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Dreaming Japanese
- By: Marty Friedman, Jon Wiederhorn
- Narrated by: Eric Michael Summerer, Marty Friedman
- Length: 13 hrs and 45 mins
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Marty Friedman's upbringing was as atypical as his career. Growing up in a Jewish household in Maryland, the son of an NSA executive, he lacked motivation until he discovered the guitar. Enjoying a hazy adolescence overflowing with partying, music, and teen antics, he achieved local stardom in Deuce, then burst onto the national scene by pioneering a radically new style of playing, bringing attention to the guitar aficionado label, Shrapnel Records. Friedman moved to California and scored a gig in Megadeth.
By: Marty Friedman, and others
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Long Road
- Pearl Jam and the Soundtrack of a Generation
- By: Steven Hyden
- Narrated by: Ron Hippe
- Length: 8 hrs and 47 mins
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Ever since Pearl Jam first blasted onto the Seattle grunge scene three decades ago with their debut album, Ten, they have sold 85M+ albums, performed for hundreds of thousands of fans around the world, and have even been inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame. In Long Road: Pearl Jam and the Soundtrack of a Generation, music critic and journalist Steven Hyden celebrates the life, career, and music of this legendary group, widely considered to be one of the greatest American rock bands of all time.
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Just ok
- By IndyMATT on 11-06-23
By: Steven Hyden
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Biblical
- Rob Halford's Heavy Metal Scriptures
- By: Rob Halford
- Narrated by: Rob Halford
- Length: 12 hrs and 38 mins
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Rob Halford has long been known for his legendary voice. As the front man of Judas Priest, his vocals have been tremendous, and tremendously influential. In 2020, he brought his voice to the page with a glorious autobiography. Fans, readers, and listeners loved Halford’s frank and open narrative, as well as his terrific insight and sense of humor. In an ideal follow-up, Halford runs his lively eye over all facets of the hard rock history and the heavy metal world. Biblical is an encyclopedia and manifesto.
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Rob Halford is my big gay superhero kids!!
- By Jeff Williams on 11-07-22
By: Rob Halford
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What Does This Button Do?
- An Autobiography
- By: Bruce Dickinson
- Narrated by: Bruce Dickinson
- Length: 11 hrs and 6 mins
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Pioneers of Britain's nascent rock and metal scene back in the late 1970s, Iron Maiden smashed its way to the top, thanks in no small part to the high-octane performances, operatic singing style, and stage presence of its second but twice-longest-serving lead singer, Bruce Dickinson. As Iron Maiden's front man - first from 1981 to 1993 and then from 1999 to the present - Dickinson has been, and remains, a man of legend.
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Iron Maiden Still Rules The World
- By Michael on 11-15-17
By: Bruce Dickinson
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Hard to Handle
- The Life and Death of the Black Crowes - A Memoir
- By: Steve Gorman, Steven Hyden
- Narrated by: Steve Gorman
- Length: 13 hrs and 37 mins
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An insider biography of the Black Crowes by drummer and cofounder Steve Gorman. In his first-person history of the Black Crowes, Hard To Handle - the first ever account of this great American rock band's beginning, middle, and end - Gorman makes it clear just how impossible that job was. Fortunately, Gorman tells the tale with great insight, candor, and humor. They don't make bands like the Black Crowes anymore: crazy, brilliant, self-destructive, inspiring, and, ultimately, not built to last. But, man, what a ride it was while it lasted.
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Please just narrate.
- By keeling on 10-11-19
By: Steve Gorman, and others
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Nöthin' but a Good Time
- The Uncensored History of the '80s Hard Rock Explosion
- By: Tom Beaujour, Richard Bienstock
- Narrated by: Amy McFadden, Gary Furlong, Richard Bienstock, and others
- Length: 15 hrs and 59 mins
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From the do-or-die early days of self-financed recordings and D.I.Y. concert productions that were as flashy as they were foolhardy, to the multi-platinum, MTV-powered glory years of stadium-shaking anthems and chart-topping power ballads, to the ultimate crash when grunge bands like Nirvana forever altered the entire climate of the business, Tom Beaujour and Richard Bienstock's Nothin' But a Good Time captures the energy and excess of the hair metal years in the words of the musicians and industry insiders who lived it.
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Nothin but a Good Time/Yes it Was
- By Anonymous User on 04-06-21
By: Tom Beaujour, and others
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- jessica
- 05-08-25
Good book
It's a good book it went fast I enjoyed it I will leave it in my library I wish I could share it with somebody
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- david fawcett
- 04-26-25
The honesty in the telling
If you are a fan of Thrash Metal this is a great look into its birth. It also show the gritty reality of being in a band that is revered worldwide yet somehow missed the fortune piece of fortune and fame. Well worth the read.
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- Gary S
- 04-03-25
Love these type of bio’s
Great book and the narrator even kinda sounds like Gary Holt.
Well written and love these type of Bio’s because it really sets the record straight on things that have been said or done supposedly and gives the Fan a real true inside look into the life and career of their idols or musicians they enjoy or look up to.
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- Brittany Griffin
- 04-03-25
The quality of detail in stories and content topics
Great book! Huge Exodus / Slayer fan and huge Gary Holt fan! Hearing these stories and experiences is so awesome!
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- Cameron Cox
- 04-04-25
Holt is a lovable maniac
I’m a fan of Exodus and big listener of thrash metal. Hearing Gary’s story was really fun and at times sad. He may be a crazy head banger, but he’s also got a soft side.
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- Amazon Customer
- 04-19-25
its pretty good
it was pretty good, I think it may have been better with a different reader. overall a 3.5 out of 5.
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- Mind Your Business
- 04-26-25
Enthralling rock memoir.
This is one of the best rock memoirs I've read. Great story; was worried when I found out Gary wasn't narrating the entire book, but the narration was excellent.
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- Isaac Donovan
- 04-29-25
The crazy life of a thrash God
Gary is a thrash God, and his story is one that needs to be heard if you’re a fan of his in any capacity.
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- goats run south
- 04-02-25
Honest tale of Thrash metal history then and now
This is by far one of the best music autobiographies I’ve listened too or read… whether u are into thrash metal or not this is very interesting inspiring and easy listen ..Gary Holt is true American musical
Success story and pioneer of thrash metal ..I learned a lot from this book besides of lesson in the history of thrash metal .. his honesty about his drug addiction is worth listen alone .. he is well spoken and entertaining and no one else could tell this story accept him… obviously I loved it and u will do Get it 🔥🤘
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- Anonymous User
- 04-22-25
Killer
Garys' story is pretty interesting, been a thrasher since the mid 80s and it was a tril down memory lane..
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