
If I Can't Have You
Susan Powell, Her Mysterious Disappearance, and the Murder of Her Children
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Kevin Pierce
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Best-selling author Gregg Olsen and co-author Rebecca Morris investigate one of the 21st Century's most puzzling disappearances and how it resulted in the murder of two children by their father.
Every once in a great while a genuine murder mystery unfolds before the eyes of the American public. The tragic story of Susan Powell and her murdered boys, Charlie and Braden, is the only case that rivals the Jon Benet Ramsey saga in the annals of true crime. When the pretty, blonde Utah mother went missing in December of 2009 the media was swept up in the story - with lenses and microphones trained on Susan's husband, Josh. He said he had no idea what happened to his young wife, and that he and the boys had been camping in the middle of a snowstorm.
Over the next three years bombshell by bombshell, the story would reveal more shocking secrets. Josh's father, Steve, who was sexually obsessed with Susan, would ultimately be convicted of unspeakable perversion. Josh's brother, Michael, would commit suicide. And in the most stunning event of them all, Josh Powell would murder his two little boys and kill himself with brutality beyond belief.
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A true-crime collection culled from the crime files of the New York Times best-selling series, Notorious USA.
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Great value
- By Xyz on 04-02-18
By: Gregg Olsen, and others
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A Killing in Amish Country: Sex, Betrayal, and a Cold-blooded Murder
- By: Gregg Olsen, Rebecca Morris, Linda Castillo - foreward
- Narrated by: Coleen Marlo
- Length: 7 hrs and 14 mins
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Thirty-year-old Barbara Weaver was content to live as the Amish have for centuries - without modern convenience - but her husband, Eli, wanted a life beyond horses and buggies. Soon he gave in to the temptation of technology and found ways to go Online and meet women. When Barbara was found dead, shot in the chest at close range, all eyes were on Eli... and his mistress, a conservative Mennonite named Barb Raber. Barb drove Eli to appointments in her car. She gave him everything he asked for: a laptop, rides to his favorite fishing and hunting spots, and sex.
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Solid True Crime novel
- By justin on 06-05-18
By: Gregg Olsen, and others
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The Sound of Rain
- Nicole Foster Thriller, Book 1
- By: Gregg Olsen
- Narrated by: Karen Peakes
- Length: 9 hrs and 54 mins
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Former homicide detective Nicole Foster has hit rock bottom. Driven off the force by her treacherous partner and lover, she's flat broke and struggling with a gambling addiction. All Nicole has left is the dream of a warm bed at a homeless shelter and the haunting memories of three-year-old Kelsey Chase—whose murder case ended her career. As Nicole obsesses over the old facts, she realizes everything about that case felt off.
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Tough story
- By Health Coach on 05-06-17
By: Gregg Olsen
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The Bone Box
- Waterman and Stark, Book 0.5
- By: Gregg Olsen
- Narrated by: Karen Peakes
- Length: 2 hrs and 9 mins
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They call it the Bone Box. A collection of old cases, solved and unsolved, that continue to haunt forensic pathologist Birdy Waterman. None is more disturbing than the first. After two decades, Birdy still remembers the screaming. The blood on the boy's hands. The body of a girl, butchered in the woods. Birdy's testimony helped put her own cousin behind bars. It was a sacrifice for what she thought was right - but now, 20 years later, she wants to reopen the box.
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Great short story
- By Hepcat89 on 06-25-21
By: Gregg Olsen
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If You Tell
- A True Story of Murder, Family Secrets, and the Unbreakable Bond of Sisterhood
- By: Gregg Olsen
- Narrated by: Karen Peakes
- Length: 10 hrs and 34 mins
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After more than a decade, when sisters Nikki, Sami, and Tori Knotek hear the word mom, it claws like an eagle’s talons, triggering memories that have been their secret since childhood. Until now. For years, behind the closed doors of their farmhouse in Raymond, Washington, their sadistic mother, Shelly, subjected her girls to unimaginable abuse, degradation, torture, and psychic terrors. Through it all, Nikki, Sami, and Tori developed a defiant bond that made them far less vulnerable than Shelly imagined.
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Horribly Depressing, Detailed Description of Abuse
- By Andrea on 12-20-19
By: Gregg Olsen
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Beyond Obsession
- The Shocking True Story of a Teenage Love Affair Turned Deadly
- By: Richard Hammer
- Narrated by: Charles Constant
- Length: 11 hrs and 13 mins
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Joyce Aparo seemed to be the perfect single mother. She doted on her sixteen-year-old daughter, Karin, encouraging her musical ability and lavishing affection on her. But behind closed doors, Joyce was a terror. For thirteen years, she beat Karin savagely and demeaned her relentlessly. When Karin met the troubled yet brilliant Dennis Coleman, the two fell head-over-heels. But Joyce disapproved—so she had to die.
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Take an anti- nausea pill . .
- By krystaldcox on 10-31-23
By: Richard Hammer
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A Cold Dark Place
- An Emily Kenyon Thriller, Book 1
- By: Gregg Olsen
- Narrated by: Karen Peakes
- Length: 11 hrs and 3 mins
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In a secluded farm house in the Pacific Northwest, a family has been slaughtered - and a teenage son has disappeared. Single mother and cop Emily Kenyon spearheads a dark hunt for a killer. But Emily's teenage daughter, Jenna, is one step ahead of her. Then another family is butchered, and another. As Emily fits the puzzle pieces together, she makes a chilling discovery: The killer is coming after her and her daughter....
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So, patience is needed but boy let me tell you...
- By Ma'at Nefer Ra on 01-26-21
By: Gregg Olsen
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Fatal Jealousy
- The True Story of a Doomed Romance, a Singular Obsession, and a Quadruple Murder
- By: Colin McEvoy, Lynn Olanoff
- Narrated by: Roger Wayne
- Length: 7 hrs and 35 mins
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June 26, 2010. A Pennsylvania state trooper witnesses a car speeding and crashing into trees. Stopping to help, he finds that the driver, Michael Ballard, is alive - and drenched in blood. When asked what happened, the man answers, "I just killed everybody." Not far from the accident, police make a gruesome discovery. In the home of Michael's ex-girlfriend, Denise Mehri, they find four bodies that had been stabbed repeatedly with a knife.
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Great listen!
- By Brandy on 03-03-15
By: Colin McEvoy, and others
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The Last Thing She Ever Did
- By: Gregg Olsen
- Narrated by: Karen Peakes
- Length: 9 hrs and 49 mins
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The community along Oregon’s Deschutes River is one of successful careers and perfect families. For years, up-and-comers Liz and Owen have admired their good friends and neighbors, Carole and David. They appear to have it all - security, happiness, and a beautiful young son, Charlie. Then Charlie vanishes without a trace, and all that seemed safe is shattered by a tragedy that is incomprehensible - except to Liz.
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I'm late, I'm late for a very important test...
- By shelley on 01-05-18
By: Gregg Olsen
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- Mark M.
- 10-06-19
Suspenseful, tragic true crime.
Prior to listening to “If I Can’t Have You”, I was largely unfamiliar with the Susan Powell case, I remembered some fragments from news coverage from when the case was new, but nothing more. Thankfully, authors Gregg Olsen and Rebecca Morris do not presume the reader/listener has any familiarity with the case, and instead provide a thorough account of the many twists and turns in the case. Events unfold in a suspenseful way, with an engaging, detailed narrative. Kevin Pierce - who is the primary narrator - has an excellent, authoritative voice, perfect for true crime. And Laural Merlington - who voices Susan’s journal entries and other recollections at the beginnings of chapters - adds a nice, sometimes haunting element.
The fact that “officially” much of this case remains unsolved (no confession, no body), will make aspects of it linger in your mind. It’s easy to apply hindsight and say that much of the tragedy and injustice in the case should have been preventable. But I suppose that’s the problem with hindsight.
All in all, this was a suspenseful, detailed account of an increasingly tragic, frustrating series of events. I received a free promo copy of this audiobook, in exchange for an honest review.
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- M. I. Se
- 07-06-16
Typical Olsen
Same style, same solid research, same trail of characters. Mr. Olson has this down to a science.
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- Judah's Darling
- 06-30-16
Tragedy
Would you listen to If I Can't Have You: again? Why?
I'm not sure....such a heartbreaking story
What was one of the most memorable moments of If I Can't Have You:?
What happened to the little boys...
What about Laural Merlington and Kevin Pierce ’s performance did you like?
An excellent narrative mix
If you were to make a film of this book, what would the tag line be?
A Husband's Greed
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Such a tragic story, but compelling Kept waiting for a better outcome
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- China
- 02-12-18
if you enjoy any crime show, you'll enjoy this
Fascinating and tragic. Yet it also has important lessons about community, faith, domestic abuse, male dominance, and the shortcomings of our legal system. I'm glad I made the purchase. I think it's the first of many in this genre!
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- Amazon Customer
- 01-07-16
Sickening and raw. Josh personified evil.
Learned so much more than I knew about this devistating case. May Susan, Charlie and Braden rest in peace; and may Chuck and Judy find comfort in knowing that they are THE example of strength, love, courage. Every daughter should be blessed with parents like them.
As for Josh and Stephen ......not worth my breath.
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- Randy Snyder
- 01-17-20
Murder, perversion, insanity all wrapped up in one
Beautiful Susan Powell went missing in December of 2009. This was an amazing true story very well written by Gregg Olsen that tells the story of how Susan went missing after being so mentally abused by her husband Josh Powell. Many more details in this book that I didn't know happened. Josh swore he had nothing to do with her disappearance but as each bombshell was revealed there story got more sickening. How can people do the things they do to someone they are supposed to love is beyond me. The poor children Charlie and Braden paid the ultimate price for having a psychotic father and sickening grandfather.
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- Sandy Kressner
- 06-24-20
If I Can’t Have You
Thank you for this presentation of
One of the most tragic events in recent times.
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- DEIDRE V DAWSON
- 11-05-21
Heart wrenching
I can't help but wonder if they searched the Dinosaur park by the crystals, mentioned or a closer place that the children might think was that park because how it looked.(It was at night)
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- J, Ali
- 07-29-21
couldn't stop listening
infuriating and tragic. well researched and narrated. sad story, and thoughts and prayers go out to the Cox family.
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- Brian Linek
- 07-05-17
old woman for Susan?
woman's voice for susan was distracting because she sounds like an old lady however susan was 30 yrs old
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