
Love Is Darkness
Valerie Dearborn, Book 1
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Emily Woo Zeller
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By:
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Caroline Hanson
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Valerie Dearborn wants a life as light and fluffy as cotton candy, but it's more like a puffer fish: pointy, unusual, and - if not prepared exactly right - deadly. In London for graduate school, Val knows she's finally free. Her father and ex-almost-boyfriend are back in California and she's out of the Vampire hunting biz for good. Or is she? She draws the attention of Lucas, a 1600 year old Vampire, and King to his kind. He's also wicked hot.
As golden as Lucifer, and just as tempting, he makes Valerie an offer she can't refuse - help him find out if the Others (Empaths, Fey, and Werewolves) still exist or he'll stop protecting those she loves. Lucas tells her that Empaths were a Vampire's biggest weakness before going extinct hundreds of years ago.
While the Fey or a Werewolf might kill a Vampire, an Empath could enslave them, seducing or harming with emotions at will. The one detail he leaves out? Valerie is an Empath. And after 1600 years of an emotionless existence, Lucas wants Valerie like a recovering alcoholic wants a wine cooler. Can she keep those she loves alive, stop Lucas from munching on her, survive a fanged revolution, and still find a way to have that boring, normal life she's always wanted? Probably not, but boy is she gonna try!
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What did you love best about Love Is Darkness?
I like the love scenes...it could have been a bit more descriptive....some of the actions, feelings etc was repetative as if the characters can't make up their minds on what they want and then stick to it!! "I love him" he does something the "I don't love him" just going back and forth..Would you recommend Love Is Darkness to your friends? Why or why not?
yes..overall it's a good romance novel..for adults keep you listening to every word!What about Emily Woo Zeller’s performance did you like?
she enthrals you...only negative some parts when she speaks it barely audible i have to rewind to hear what was said..Was there a moment in the book that particularly moved you?
when Lucas and Val finally got together and it was intense...not very sexually descriptive though as if the aurthor was afraid to shock readers by being explecit!Sizzling...
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Great narrator
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Great book worth a credit!
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Would you recommend this audiobook to a friend? If so, why?
Yes, I read the series before I fell for audio books, I read them multiple times and now I can listen to the bloody chaos, murder,kings you don't mess with who patiently crave beautiful empaths full of sexual fustration...Addicting stuffWhich character – as performed by Emily Woo Zeller – was your favorite?
Emily Woo is Amazing at what she does, but well, she did make Lucas seem more delicious...Did you have an extreme reaction to this book? Did it make you laugh or cry?
OMG, The sex, made me jealous it wasn't me in that dark chamber with King Lucas... blushingExcited its in Audio !!!!
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Probably the best way I spent my weekend
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looking forward to the next one! tried a new series and fell in love
Something snarky this way comes!
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Not a strong female lead.
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love the whole story
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it just kept going and going with nothing. I was kinda bored. it's soo I want him wait no I dont... this charter doesn't know herself and that bothers me. I not sure about this series i want to give it another shot but I don't want another book like this one. I mean pick a direction and stick with it already.
talk about a cliffhanger...
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