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Narrated by:
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Adam Gold
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By:
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Nicky James
About this listen
Twenty-eight-year-old Oryn Patterson isn't like other people. Being an extremely shy social introvert is only part of the problem. Oryn has dissociative identity disorder. He may look like a normal man on the outside, but spend five minutes with him, and his daily struggles begin to show.
Oryn shares his life and headspace with five distinctively different alters. Reed, a protective, very straight jock. Cohen, a flamboyantly gay 19-year-old who is a social butterfly. Cove, a self-destructive terror, whose past haunts him. Theo, an asexual man of little emotion, whose focus is on maintaining order. And Rain, a five-year-old child whose only concern is Batman.
Vaughn Sinclair is stuck in a rut. When his job doesn't offer the same thrill it once did, he decides it's time to mix-up his stagnant, boring routine. Little does he know, the man he meets during an impromptu decision to return to college is anything but ordinary.
Vaughn's heart defies logic, and he finds himself falling in love with this strange new man. But how can you love someone who isn't always themself? It may not be easy, but Vaughn is determined to try.
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What an amazing ride
- By Maude Allen on 12-17-23
By: Nicky James
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Not What It Seems
- By: Nicky James
- Narrated by: Nick J. Russo
- Length: 12 hrs and 36 mins
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Renowned psychiatrist Dr. Cyrus Irvine takes his job and his life very seriously. He is well-respected in his field and has worked hard to get where he is. But he’s lonely. When called in to evaluate a murder suspect, the last person he expects to find is the man he slept with a few months ago. The man who ghosted him and wounded his fragile heart. Ethically, he should turn around and walk away, but he doesn’t. For as much as Cyrus understands the human brain, he can’t understand the pull he feels toward the patient.
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Amazing Thriller!!
- By RACHEL REED on 03-06-22
By: Nicky James
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The Devil Inside
- By: Nicky James
- Narrated by: Nick J. Russo
- Length: 10 hrs and 51 mins
- Unabridged
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Their love was innocent and pure…until they were forced to believe differently. Until they were brutally schooled on the “right” way to love.
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Another moving Nicky James book
- By Erryn Barratt on 06-11-22
By: Nicky James
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Skeletons in the Closet
- Shadowy Solutions, Book 1
- By: Nicky James
- Narrated by: Nick J. Russo
- Length: 10 hrs and 55 mins
- Unabridged
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The unlikely pair Tallus Domingo and Diem Krause find themselves together on a case, uncovering secrets they never expected. But doesn't everyone have skeletons in their closet?
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Good start
- By Rocinante on 06-05-24
By: Nicky James
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You're My Home
- By: Katie Moore
- Narrated by: Adam Gold
- Length: 17 hrs and 7 mins
- Unabridged
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Brady is my overprotective best friend, and I love him like this. He's so much bigger than me and makes me feel safe. We are opposites in so many ways, but when I'm cuddled up against him and he reads to me, all those differences fade away. Brady promises to be friends forever, but what will he say when he finds out my secret? Will I lose my best friend and the boy I love more than life itself?
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Creepy, get therapy
- By Jackson on 08-29-24
By: Katie Moore
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Romeo Falling
- By: Jesse H Reign
- Narrated by: Zachary Zaba
- Length: 7 hrs and 31 mins
- Unabridged
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Romeo and I were friends long before we were lovers. Best friends. Ride or die. What started as an innocent kiss slowly unraveled and shattered, giving way to years of tears and total obsession. Now I’m back in the small town I call home, staring straight into the face of the only man I’ve ever loved…or hated. To make matters worse, his wife stands at his side, smiling sweetly as my heart breaks all over again. When life throws us back together, cracks quickly start to appear in the perfect façade of their marriage, and I’m left fighting the unstoppable force that is my attraction to Romeo.
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Beautiful Story!
- By Ms.VioletGlikestoread on 05-18-25
By: Jesse H Reign
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Limerence
- Famous Young Things
- By: Scarlett Drake
- Narrated by: Nathan Wolfe, Harley Chase
- Length: 12 hrs and 46 mins
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Dancing is everything to me. It’s the mother I lost, the father who never sees me. It’s the fiery love of my life, and I’ll defend it to my last breath—that’s what it means to be the lead principal at one of the best ballet companies in the world. Just when I thought I was on top, my greatest rival—my eternal nemesis—waltzes back into my life: Nicoló Savini. The ache in my bones and the bane of my existence. If he thinks I’ll sit back and let him steal my spotlight, he’s sorely mistaken.
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Rivals to lovers ballet boys?! I AM OBSESSED
- By Jordan on 06-06-25
By: Scarlett Drake
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Covenant
- The Firm, Book 1
- By: Cora Rose, Lark Taylor
- Narrated by: Harley Chase
- Length: 10 hrs and 35 mins
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The exciting first installment in a brand new series by Cora Rose and Lark Taylor.
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This Was A Delight!
- By Kymora78 on 06-10-25
By: Cora Rose, and others
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Unbreak Me
- A First Love, Coming Out Story
- By: Jesse H Reign
- Narrated by: Nathan Wolfe
- Length: 10 hrs and 1 min
- Unabridged
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I'm trapped in the middle of nowhere with the sexiest man I've ever seen... what could possibly go wrong? My family sent me here thinking it would help lift my mood. When I think about it now, I realise I didn’t give nearly enough thought to what it would be like, or what I’d be doing on a farm. If anything, I had a vague, nebulous notion that it would be like some sort of retreat. Boy, was I wrong. Far from relaxing, I now find myself tending to actual sheep. If you knew me at all, you’d know how preposterous that is.
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Beautiful Story Exceptional Narration
- By Jess on 05-14-25
By: Jesse H Reign
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Inside
- Death Row Chronicles, Book 1
- By: Nicky James
- Narrated by: Nick J. Russo
- Length: 10 hrs and 20 mins
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All it took was a single moment for Anson Miller’s life to fall apart. His only hope of finding solid ground again is to uproot everything he knows and start over. New house, new job, new life.
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✫✫ 5 Stars ✫✫
- By ❤️Cyndi Marie❤️🎧Audiobook Addicts🎧 on 03-31-23
By: Nicky James
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Death Eternal
- Necromancer Rising, Book 1
- By: Richard Amos
- Narrated by: Cooper North
- Length: 8 hrs and 24 mins
- Unabridged
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On my first day in the town, I get caught up in a strange murder case, and Death saves my life. Yes, the Death. The delectable, mysterious Death. Goodness, he is hotness personified. But what happened to make him walk away from his responsibilities? And why is he so deliciously tempting, my desire a raging inferno every time he looks at me with those incredible eyes? I shouldn't be thinking of an immortal being like this, but with every passing hour I can't stop myself from falling deeper into infatuation.
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Great story. Great narration.
- By Aethena Drake on 12-21-24
By: Richard Amos
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Shiver
- By: Brooke Blaine, Ella Frank
- Narrated by: Biff Summers
- Length: 9 hrs and 21 mins
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Wide-eyed and innocent, you stumbled into my world, never knowing the danger that lurked within. The Wolfe’s Den is no place for a little lamb, but you came anyway, and from the moment you stepped inside, you were mine. In my life there are no happy accidents. Every move is carefully orchestrated. Every situation premeditated. That’s what makes the hunt so intoxicating. What you need, I become. What you crave, I will give. Except the one thing you desire above all else - love.
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Warning - disturbing and weirdly engaging...
- By Erryn Barratt on 12-26-17
By: Brooke Blaine, and others
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Until I Saw You
- By: Dianna Roman
- Narrated by: Greg Boudreaux, Iggy Toma
- Length: 9 hrs and 18 mins
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Harper Reid has no money and nowhere to go, but he can't spend one more day under the same roof as his abusive boyfriend. Desperate to start fresh, he takes on a special case through the caregiver agency that contracts him. The client has fired everyone else, but this job includes lodging, so Harper will find a way to make it work until he's back on his feet.
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Humorous and Heartfelt!
- By K-Me on 04-04-23
By: Dianna Roman
The story itself is amazing and it's not hard to fall in love with all the characters.
Incredible story and narration
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Amazing!
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No words
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Adam Gold's narration is award-worthy. Perfectly paced, wonderfully nuanced and both vulnerable and strong at the same time. I listened to Love Me Whole feeling wholeheartedly that the narrator *got* this story and understood these characters at a molecular level.
I could not recommend this story more. 5/5 stars and a whole lot of love!
If only I could give this a million stars
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Just wow!
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Absolutely adore these characters ❤️
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From a DID system’s perspective
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This was a tough road story with lots of tears, but so worth it to feel this representation of DID.
Absolutely Beautiful Love Story
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There are some real nice people out there.....
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It's different, and it's difficult, and it's beautiful.
This is the story of Vaugh and Oryn... an all his alters. Oryn suffers from disassociative personality disorder (DID), and he has developed five other personalities withing himself.
Vaughn is the narrator, and we see how his and Oryn's story develops. We meet all the alters through his eyes, we feel his confusion, his struggles, his guilt and his love.
It's amazing how the author manages to write the voices of all the alters in such a distinctive way, all of them an important part of the protective system built to protect Oryn from the abuse he sustained in his childhood. We are never told what happened then, Cove is the alter who holds those memories, and he will never tell. We meet all these people, and we feel different about all of them, and it's... mind-blowing.
It was really hard for me to understand Vaughn and Cohen relationship. I know it helped Oryn to feel safer, and more sure about Vaughn. And, intellectually, I understand that it wasn't exactly cheating, and yet... I really struggled through it.
And about the narration... I mostly enjoyed it. Adam Gold did a superb job giving every character a particular voice, but all the sighs and breathing... it got too much, too soon. I wish he would have done it more subtly.
Nevertheless, this is an astonishing good story. This is a new author for me, and I sure will be reading more of her books.
An extraordinarily moving story
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