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A Memoir
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Kerry Cohen
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"For those of us wrestling with demons - and who isn't? - Lush is a solace as powerful as red wine."(Claire Dederer, best-selling author of Love and Trouble: A Midlife Reckoning)
When Kerry Cohen reached her early 40s, she realized she had a drinking problem - just enough to blur the edges of her life that had become a monotony of working, carpooling the kids to school, and everyday distractions. What she also realized was that she wasn't the only one.
Lush is a gripping memoir that examines Kerry's struggles with alcohol, a struggle that a rising number of middle-aged women are facing today, as alcohol dependency among females drastically increases. A wonderfully poignant and relatable follow-up to her best-selling memoir Loose Girl, Lush follows Kerry as she attempts to rediscover the awe in her life, leaving mistakes, regrets, and the bottle behind her.
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- Length: 6 hrs and 29 mins
- Unabridged
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Sexual assault, addiction, and other traumatic experiences can leave both physical and emotional scars. For Jennifer Storm, these scars serve as a reminder - both of the darkness and suffering she once experienced, and of how far she has come. Blackout Girl is the heartbreaking, enlightening, and inspiring story of Jennifer's narrow escape from her own self-destructive instincts when all of the odds, and systems, were stacked against her.
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Amazing for those in recovery and have SA trauma
- By Taylor on 03-29-25
By: Jennifer Storm
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Loose Girl
- A Memoir of Promiscuity
- By: Kerry Cohen PsyD LPC
- Narrated by: Anna Caputo
- Length: 7 hrs and 52 mins
- Unabridged
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Loose Girl is Kerry Cohen's captivating memoir about her descent into promiscuity and how she gradually found her way toward real intimacy. The story of addiction - not just to sex, but to male attention - Loose Girl is also the story of a young girl who came to believe that boys and men could give her life meaning. It didn't matter who he was. It was their movement that mattered, their being together. And for a while, that was enough.
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Well-written and moving
- By Anonymous User on 07-30-22
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Woman of Substances: A Journey into Addiction and Treatment
- A Journey into Addiction and Treatment
- By: Jenny Valentish
- Narrated by: Imogen Wilde
- Length: 8 hrs and 20 mins
- Unabridged
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Journalist Jenny Valentish investigates the female experience of drugs and alcohol, using her own story to light the way. Mining the expertise of leading researchers, she explores the early predictors of addiction, such as childhood trauma and temperament, and teenage impulsivity. Drawing on neuroscience, she explains why other self-destructive behaviours - such as eating disorders and high-risk sex - are interchangeable with substance use.
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What women have needed on their recovery journey!
- By Tiffany Dee on 02-23-25
By: Jenny Valentish
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Unwasted
- My Lush Sobriety
- By: Sacha Z. Scoblic
- Narrated by: Julie McKay
- Length: 6 hrs and 7 mins
- Unabridged
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The single glass of wine with dinner... the cold beer on a hot day... the champagne flute raised in a toast... what I'd drink if Hunter S. Thompson wanted to get wasted with me... these are my fantasies lately. Too bad I've gone sober. When Sacha Z. Scoblic was drinking, she was a rock star; the days were rough and the nights filled with laughter and blackouts. Then she gave it up. She had to. Here are her adventures in an utterly and maddeningly sober world... and how she discovered that nothing is as odd and fantastic as life without a drink in hand.
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Not good for audio
- By Cheri on 01-29-20
By: Sacha Z. Scoblic
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On the Edge of Shattered
- A Mother's Experience of Discovering Freedom Through Sobriety
- By: Kimberly Kearns
- Narrated by: Candace Fitzgerald
- Length: 10 hrs and 16 mins
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The true story of a wife and mother's descent into alcohol addiction. A harrowing and sometimes heartbreaking chronicle of habitual blackouts and unremembered nights, and her triumphant emergence into the light of recovery.
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From shattered to recovery
- By Brian Whisenant on 12-30-23
By: Kimberly Kearns
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Smashed
- Story of a Drunken Girlhood
- By: Koren Zailckas
- Narrated by: Ellen Archer
- Length: 10 hrs and 31 mins
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From earliest experimentation to habitual excess to full-blown abuse, 24-year-old Koren Zailckas leads us through her experience of a terrifying trend among young girls, exploring how binge drinking becomes routine, how it becomes "the usual". With the stylistic freshness of a poet and the dramatic gifts of a novelist, Zailckas describes her first sip at 14, alcohol poisoning at 16, blacked-out sexual experience at 19, and total disorientation after waking up in an unfamiliar New York City apartment at 22.
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Smashed
- By John Riggs on 07-14-05
By: Koren Zailckas
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That my sisters drinking problem has nothing to do with me
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