Not What I Expected
A 20-Year Journey to Reclaim a Child's Voice
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Avremi Zippel
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Avremi Zippel
About this listen
Avremi Zippel always knew his life would be different. With a commitment to follow in his father's footsteps and serve as the Rabbi in Salt Lake City, he knew his life would defy stereotypes.
However, nothing could prepare him for the truly unexpected twists and turns reality had in store.
Not What I Expected tells the story of a young adult coming to terms with the decade of childhood sexual abuse experienced at the hands of the family caregiver and the decision to pursue a path of healing and embark on a perilous journey of seeking justice....
It is a tale of faith, hope, and belief, both in oneself and in something larger than self. It's a reminder that you can learn to find your voice when you commit to listening to yourself. Ultimately, it's a reminder that the most powerful and fulfilling life you can live is often the one you aren't expecting....
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On August 13, 1986, just one day after his 32nd birthday, Michael Morton went to work at his usual time. By the end of the day, his wife Christine had been savagely bludgeoned to death in the couple's bed - and the Williamson County Sherriff's office in Texas wasted no time in pinning her murder on Michael, despite an absolute lack of physical evidence. Michael was swiftly sentenced to life in prison for a crime he had not committed
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A must read
- By Kevlar314 on 04-23-15
By: Michael Morton
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Prisoner
- My 544 Days in an Iranian Prison—Solitary Confinement, a Sham Trial, High-Stakes Diplomacy, and the Extraordinary Efforts It Took to Get Me Out
- By: Jason Rezaian
- Narrated by: Jason Rezaian
- Length: 9 hrs and 34 mins
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The dramatic memoir of the journalist who was held hostage in a high-security prison in Tehran for 18 months and whose release - which almost didn’t happen - became a part of the Iran nuclear deal.
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Should have been much better given subject matter
- By Sample Sloth on 04-17-19
By: Jason Rezaian
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Because You Loved Me
- By: M. William Phelps
- Narrated by: J. Charles
- Length: 10 hrs and 46 mins
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Jeanne Dominico's fiancé found her body on her kitchen floor. More than forty stab wounds and blows to her head with a blunt instrument had cut her life short. What monster had struck in the heart of a peaceful New England town?
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"True?" Crime
- By Shelli on 09-30-09
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A Knock at Midnight
- A Story of Hope, Justice, and Freedom
- By: Brittany K. Barnett
- Narrated by: Karen Chilton
- Length: 13 hrs and 20 mins
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Brittany K. Barnett was only a law student when she came across the case that would change her life forever - that of Sharanda Jones, single mother, business owner, and, like Brittany, Black daughter of the rural South. A victim of America’s devastating war on drugs, Sharanda had been torn away from her young daughter and was serving a life sentence without parole - for a first-time drug offense.
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Riveting Listen, Inspiring, Change Your Mind
- By elena on 11-18-20
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Marked for Life
- One Man's Fight for Justice from the Inside
- By: Isaac Wright Jr., Jon Sternfeld - contributor
- Narrated by: Isaac Wright Jr.
- Length: 9 hrs and 21 mins
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An empowering memoir of courage and hope in the face of injustice—and the basis for the ABC television show, For Life—Marked for Life is the true story of Isaac Wright Jr.’s battle to win his freedom after being wrongfully imprisoned for crimes he didn’t commit, and a critical indictment of America’s judicial system.
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Outstanding Book!
- By JXL on 06-10-24
By: Isaac Wright Jr., and others
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God's Not Dead 2
- By: Travis Thrasher
- Narrated by: Dean Gallagher
- Length: 8 hrs and 51 mins
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Welcome back to Hope Springs...where Grace Wesley teaches high school history. She is on the hot seat with the school district after she answers Brooke Thawley's question about Jesus during a classroom discussion. Suddenly Brooke becomes a pawn in an epic court case that could cost Grace the career she loves.
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Women's voices should have been done by women.
- By Ceciole on 06-12-20
By: Travis Thrasher
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The Southern Lawyer
- The Southern Lawyer Series, Book 1
- By: Peter O'Mahoney
- Narrated by: Bradford Hastings
- Length: 8 hrs and 34 mins
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After more than twenty years away from the law, Joe Hennessy is forced back into the courtroom. Trying to save his vineyard after years of drought, Hennessy returns to practice in Charleston, South Carolina–the city he walked away from after the murder of his ten-year-old son. When one of South Carolina's most powerful men is charged with possessing stolen artwork, Hennessy steps forward to defend him. But as Hennessy digs into the evidence, as he navigates the truth, he finds that the criminal charges are only the start of their problems…
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Enjoyed it
- By Rick 73000 on 05-11-23
By: Peter O'Mahoney
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Deadly Dose
- The Untold Story of a Homicide Investigator's Crusade for Truth and Justice
- By: Amanda Lamb
- Narrated by: Chelsea Stephens
- Length: 7 hrs and 57 mins
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The death of promising young pediatric AIDS researcher Eric Miller stunned the Raleigh, North Carolina, community, largely because of the horrific way he was killed. For months, Eric was slowly tortured as arsenic consumed his body. No one thought that Eric Miller's wife, Ann - an attractive, demure, educated scientist - could be capable of such a horrible crime. No one except for veteran homicide investigator Chris Morgan, a man in the twilight of his career. But from the moment Morgan saw the 30-year-old widow in the police department interview room, he knew he was seeing pure evil.
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Sleepy narration
- By bethany on 02-10-20
By: Amanda Lamb
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Judgment Calls
- Samantha Kincaid, Book 1
- By: Alafair Burke
- Narrated by: Betty Bobbitt
- Length: 9 hrs and 42 mins
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Deputy District Attorney Samantha Kincaid walks into her office in Portland's Drug and Vice Division one morning to find the sergeant of the police bureau's vice unit waiting for her. A 13-year-old girl has been brutally attacked and left for dead on the city's outskirts. Given the lack of evidence, most lawyers would settle for an assault charge; Samantha, unnerved by the viciousness of the crime, decides to go for attempted murder.
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Well read above average book
- By Rajesh on 06-24-05
By: Alafair Burke
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The Last Plea Bargain
- By: Randy Singer
- Narrated by: Tavia Gilbert
- Length: 11 hrs and 52 mins
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“You learn early that you don’t get to prove your case with Boy Scouts and nuns. Yes, convicted felons will say anything to get out of jail, but they also know a lot.” Plea bargains may grease the rails of justice, but for Jamie Brock, prosecuting criminals is not about cutting deals.
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Worst genre classification error ever!!!
- By Wayne on 04-22-18
By: Randy Singer
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I Let Him Go
- By: Denise Fergus
- Narrated by: Siân Polhill-Thomas
- Length: 6 hrs and 36 mins
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A truly inspiring and heartbreaking book from the mother of little James Bulger - whose murder by two young boys shocked the world. On 12th February 1993, Denise's life changed forever. As she was running errands at New Strand Shopping Centre, she let go of her two-year-old son's hand to take out her purse. Denise never saw her son again. In this extraordinary and heart-wrenching audiobook comes the unflinching account of that terrible day from James Bulger's mother, Denise.
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I am with heavy heart after reading this
- By Amazon Customer on 01-30-19
By: Denise Fergus
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- Mariah Swift
- 06-02-23
Incredible story told by the author
It was a privilege to have any part in this story but hearing it told by Avremi himself is a different kind of special. Avremi’s story is both tragic and triumphant - a story no one could ever expect but one where the good guys do win in the end. Congratulations!
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- yossi rodal
- 05-25-23
Such a moving story. couldn't stop listening
I'm not a survivor of CSA, but there are so many life lessons for any human. We all have a responsibility to learn and understand how it can happen so we can break the stigma, validate and believe survivors and give everyone the tools to make sure it doesn't happen.
Ultimately, everyone's journey includes pain, so hearing about his pain through so many different stages of life with such eloquent and emotional telling, really made me feel seen, like when the beginning of Fatherhood broke him.
His focus on how many good people there are and how the little good things people do, was also a refreshing insight.
I cried a few good times, and laughed too.
my two favorite moments are when he says that "concern for what other people think about you, is a reflection of what you think about yourself" is so powerful. and the letter to his 8 year old self at the end of his impact statement inspired my first song on my upcoming album.
Avremi, when the time comes for someone to consider marrying one of your sons, I would tell them that their father is a modern day Hero.
Thank you for owning your journey. G-d bless you.
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- JD
- 05-25-23
Heartbreaking story told with grace and eloquence
Avremi’s abuse at the hands of his trusted babysitter is just the beginning. The abuse propelled him to be an advocate for victims everywhere
I cried and laughed and felt as if I was living through the drama of the trial along with Avremi and his family.
There are lessons for us all in this beautifully written and narrated book.
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- M L.
- 05-28-23
Really enjoyed reading this!
This is a truly moving story about perseverance and strength. With openness and honesty, the author brings his readers on his journey- the journey of many victims of abuse, giving them a voice.
When he finally realizes he was a victim of abuse after years of being manipulated to think that he was at fault, he chooses to turn his life into one with a mission- a mission of inspiration and hope for countless others. The shift he had in the moment it hit him that he needs to come out, even as he was still in such a vulnerable stage, is so powerful. He didn't come out for attention or revenge. He knew the world needed it. And he was so right!
I was also inspired how throughout his journey he chose to turn towards G-d instead of against G-d.
There is also lots of wisdom weaved into the book, such as how to truly care for another person (and how much it meant to him to have those people in his life).
I'm sure this book, with G-d's help, will help bring healing to all survivors of abuse and will help others understand them better.
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- James S Cannon
- 06-04-23
Moving and sad and inspiring. Wow!!
I found myself being amazed at the courage it must have taken to Rabbi Zippel to come forward and share his experience the way he did!
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- Michelle Z. Steinhart
- 06-01-23
Riveting.
Excellent audio recording in the author’s own words which brings an added dimension to a riveting story of sexual abuse and its life-long effects. Bravo, Avremi, for telling your story with pathos and with humor. I applaud you.
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- chana
- 06-02-23
An Enlightening and Inspiring Listen. A must read/listen to book!
I just finished listening to this incredibly compelling audiobook. The captivating nature of the story made it difficult to pause - it truly demands your attention.
The author's recounting of his personal experiences offers a profound perspective on the severity of abuse, the aftermath of living with such experiences, and the daunting process of reporting it. Although I had previously heard about his story, the depth and nuance presented in this book brought a newfound understanding to the gravity of the situation. The narrative goes beyond just recounting the events; it manages to humanize the struggles and imbue the reader with empathy and awareness.
The book stands out as an inspiration, a support, and an educational resource. It has the potential to resonate with many, whether they have faced similar situations or seek to understand the experiences of those who have.
Furthermore, the author's writing and storytelling skills deserve praise. Unlike many audiobooks, this one is not just read; it's performed with a level of narration that is truly engaging. The author's delivery is effortlessly listenable, making it an excellent companion for any activity, even a run.
The author's hard work and determination shine through in every word, leaving readers eagerly anticipating his next book. This work is a testament to the power of resilience and the importance of speaking one's truth.
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- Amazon Customer
- 05-28-23
Riveting!
Never got sucked into an audiobook like this one! Artfully narrated, powerful story, incredible takeaway messages. I’ll be telling all my family and friends about this one!
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