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On Her Knees
- Memoir of a Prayerful Jezebel
- Narrated by: Brenda Marie Davies
- Length: 7 hrs and 2 mins
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Publisher's summary
"The problem was, because purity is an idol (a validated and worshiped idol), I didn’t know who or what I’d be without my totem. My Christianity depended on purity.”
Going to a conservative Christian church when she was young, Brenda Marie Davies heard a consistent message - save yourself for marriage - that instilled in her fear and shame about sex. But after moving to Los Angeles at 19 and finding herself suddenly exposed to a world far outside her comfort zone, she was forced to wrestle with the power and perversity of Christian purity culture.
On Her Knees chronicles Brenda’s spiritual journey over the course of a decade in LA through marriage, divorce, unlikely friendship, and sexual exploration. Through it all, she began tearing down the false idol of purity while refusing to abandon her faith. Told with raw honesty, sans obligatory shame, this is a story for anyone who wonders if it’s possible to love God without fearing sex, in all its shades of grey.
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Jenny Mollen is an actress and writer living in Los Angeles. She is also a wife, married to a famous guy (which is annoying only because he gets free shit and she doesn't). She doesn't want much from life. Just to be loved - by everybody: her parents, her dogs, her ex-boyfriends, her ex-boyfriends' dogs, her husband, her husband's ex-girlfriends, her husband's ex-girlfriend's new boyfriends, etc.
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Hmm...Why am I listening to a bio of Jenny Mollen?
- By Elisabeth W. on 09-16-15
By: Jenny Mollen
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The Southern Education of a Jersey Girl
- Adventures in Life and Love in the Heart of Dixie
- By: Jaime Primak Sullivan
- Narrated by: Jaime Primak Sullivan
- Length: 6 hrs and 38 mins
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Jaime Primak Sullivan, a Jersey-bred, tough-as-nails PR maven - and unlikely transplant in an upscale suburb of Birmingham, Alabama - has spent her entire life crossing the line: whether she's pushing the boundaries of what proper Southern ladies consider to be "polite behavior" or literally traversing the Mason-Dixon line in the name of love. She isn't afraid to say what everyone is thinking when it comes to love, sex, friendship, and many other topics that are all too often sugar-coated in polite Southern company.
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Awesome book
- By Gwendolyn on 09-23-16
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I Can Barely Take Care of Myself
- Tales from a Happy Life Without Kids
- By: Jen Kirkman
- Narrated by: Jen Kirkman
- Length: 6 hrs and 20 mins
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"You'll change your mind." That's what everyone says to Jen Kirkman - and countless women like her - when she confesses she doesn't plan to have children. But you know what? It's hard enough to be an adult. You have to dress yourself and pay bills and remember to buy birthday gifts. You have to drive and get annual physicals and tip for good service. Some adults take on the added burden of caring for a tiny human being with no language skills or bladder control.
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Funny. Not fall down laughing funny, but funny
- By david on 05-22-13
By: Jen Kirkman
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The One You Want
- The Original Heartbreakers, Book 0.5
- By: Gena Showalter
- Narrated by: Savannah Richards
- Length: 4 hrs and 24 mins
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Kenna Starr will do anything to overcome her bad-girl past in Gena Showalter's The One You Want. Dane Michaelson is rich, sexy and plays hard, exactly the kind of guy she needs to avoid, but he's used to getting what he wants, and he wants her.
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The one you DON'T want
- By SIMARA on 05-13-15
By: Gena Showalter
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Drinking and Tweeting
- And Other Brandi Blunders
- By: Brandi Glanville, Leslie Bruce
- Narrated by: Brandi Glanville
- Length: 5 hrs and 31 mins
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Fans have been waiting for Brandi’s scoop on one of the biggest divorces of the decade since her husband of eight years abandoned her and their two sons to marry country singer LeAnn Rimes. Not only does Brandi spill the beans about her side of the split, but the lovable housewife also shares the incredible wild ride that took her from a life in the ghetto to Hollywood’s most elite circles.
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- By Jessica on 11-02-20
By: Brandi Glanville, and others
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Dirty Thirty
- By: Asa Akira
- Narrated by: Veronica Worthington
- Length: 5 hrs and 57 mins
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As she contemplates turning 30 years old while still being in the adult film trade, Asa Akira, author of the best-seller Insatiable, delves into her past, present, and future, exploring the events that brought her to where she is now and the surprising and insightful plans she has for her future. Internationally known as a porn star, Akira's perceptive, funny, and straightforward writings on love, sex, death, marriage, and celebrity come together in a surprising book of essays.
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this was fun I'm going to buy her other book 2
- By Sir Lawrence on 01-09-19
By: Asa Akira
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Down with Love
- Laws of Attraction
- By: Kate Meader
- Narrated by: Pippa Jayne, Jason Clarke
- Length: 7 hrs and 35 mins
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If you ever get married, remember my name: Max Henderson. In my line of work, you acquire a certain perspective on supposedly everlasting unions. But some guys are willing to take a chance. Like my brother, who thinks he’s going to ride off into the sunset with the woman of his dreams in a haze of glitter on unicorns. And the wedding planner - the green-eyed beauty who makes a living convincing suckers to shell out thousands of dollars on centerpieces - is raking it in on this matrimonial monstrosity. As the best man, I know her game - and I can play it better than her.
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A HEARTFELT ROMANCE WITH A DELICIOUS SLOW BURN
- By CAROLYN 🔹🔹🔹🔹🔹🔹 on 12-11-19
By: Kate Meader
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Miss Fortune
- Fresh Perspectives on Having It All from Someone Who Is Not Okay
- By: Lauren Weedman
- Narrated by: Lauren Weedman
- Length: 8 hrs and 33 mins
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Lauren Weedman is not okay. She's living what should be the good life in sunny Los Angeles. After a gig as a correspondent with The Daily Show with Jon Stewart, she scored parts in blockbuster movies, which led to memorable recurring roles on HBO's Hung and Looking. She had a loving husband and an adorable baby boy. In these comedic essays, she turns a piercingly observant, darkly funny lens on the ways her life is actually not okay.
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Good
- By Ajules29 on 04-02-16
By: Lauren Weedman
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True Stories from an Unreliable Eyewitness
- A Feminist Coming of Age
- By: Christine Lahti
- Narrated by: Christine Lahti
- Length: 5 hrs and 30 mins
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For decades, actress and director Christine Lahti has captivated the hearts and minds of her audience through iconic roles in Chicago Hope, Running on Empty, Housekeeping, And Justice for All, Swing Shift, Law & Order: Special Victims Unit, God of Carnage, and The Blacklist. Now, in True Stories from an Unreliable Eyewitness, this acclaimed performer channels her creativity inward to share her own story for the first time.
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Christine Lahti, Actress, Activist and A+ Author!
- By L. Cat Schultz on 10-26-18
By: Christine Lahti
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Scars and Stilettos - 2nd Edition
- By: Harmony Dust
- Narrated by: Harmony Dust
- Length: 7 hrs and 12 mins
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Scars and Stilettos: At 13, after being abandoned by her mother one summer and left to take care of her younger brother, Harmony becomes susceptible to a relationship that turns out to be toxic, abusive, and ultimately exploitative. She eventually finds herself working in a strip club at the age of 19, and her boyfriend becomes her pimp, controlling her every move and taking all of her money. Ultimately, she discovers a path to freedom and a whole new life.
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A religious book
- By Amazonbuyer on 10-12-21
By: Harmony Dust
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Petal Plucker
- By: Iris Morland
- Narrated by: Samantha Brentmoor
- Length: 6 hrs and 4 mins
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Confession: I, Dandelion “Dani” Wright, am 26 years old and have yet to be deflowered. My excuse? I was too busy running my family’s flower shop and winning floral-design competitions. Suddenly that whole pesky virginity thing becomes a big deal when Jacob West walks back into my life. He’s the boy I once loved - the boy who once humiliated me when he stood me up for prom. This Jacob is no boy though: he’s all man now - confident, charming, and so sexy my metaphorical blossoms are getting scorched.
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Trashy
- By Marilyn Doherty on 05-21-20
By: Iris Morland
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- Amazon Customer
- 09-09-21
Vulnerable, Raw, & Captivating
Brenda does an amazing job at telling her story about the ups and downs of her spiritual journey. Her story certainly commands your attention and ends on an encouraging note.
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- Isabelle McCauley
- 05-11-21
I need more!
Brendaaaa 😭 thank you for sharing this story with us.
Why did it end?! We need so much more please! Thank you for sharing all the scary parts. I’m proud to be in your GIG community. Can you please write another book like..ASAP?!
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- Carl Hayes
- 08-04-21
already want to read it again!
Brenda's story is captivating, relatable, and beautifully told. I'm definitely going to buy the print copy as well! I highly recommend this book if you're someone who has any experience with the evangelical church and/or purity culture. So many people are starting to become aware of the harms of purity culture, and Brenda's personal story raises awareness is an honest way. Beyond all that, On Her Knees is a GOOD story that captured my attention from start to finish. Please, get this book and enjoy!
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- Jessie
- 04-24-21
I didn’t know how much I needed this!
This book was so open and honest! I didn’t know that I needed to hear this message as much as I did. I l connected in so many ways to the message- I could literally feel it.
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- Irina Phoenix
- 09-05-21
Made me feel like I'm not alone.
Brenda is vulnerable and honest in a way that is so refreshing and relatable. She said so many things out loud that I was afraid to admit I was even thinking. This book is a great expression of why love and relationships and faith is about more than checking boxes or following rules.
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- Andrew&Lindsey
- 06-18-21
A real perspective of the damage purity culture can cause
I love this book. Brenda is a natural storyteller. I’ve been an atheist for as long as I can remember, but I still enjoy hearing other people’s perspectives. Even though I wasn’t raised with religious purity messages, I definitely noticed some of the secular messages that are similar. This book makes me wonder just how many people have had similar experiences and all because of “purity.”
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- Erika Muir
- 04-27-21
Thank you Brenda!
Absolutely amazing. Just finished this book and I am speechless. All I can say is that you must read it for yourself!
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- Amazon Customer
- 05-24-21
On Her Knees
Brenda you are the most courteous woman I know. As a parent we want the best for our children. When Purity Culture came up in our lives, I thought, wow she won’t have to go through all the hurt and pain that I did. Although we are very close and you shared most of your life experiences with me. I had no idea of the depth of what Purity Culture taught you and how it made you feel. This was such an eye opener. I learned so much from your honesty and courage.
We are all learning what we misunderstood, didn’t realize, put up with and sacrificed through the “Me too” movement and how important it is to share the experiences we may have thought were OK but damaged our spirits. Your book has opened the conversations to healing one another. You bared your soul to enlighten our understanding of things that we were unable to look at in a healthy way. My eyes are now open and processing my own life experiences and I have you to thank for that. I feel that women of all ages can relate and see themselves somewhere in this book. As your mother I am so proud of all that you are doing on your YouTube channel “God is Grey” and all other platforms. You are a remarkable woman! All my love and support. Mom
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- E&R Smith
- 05-02-21
Keeping it real
I so appreciate brenda’s story. She could have shied away from the darkest parts but she shares it all. I felt a sense of freedom as I read like, oh it’s not just me? The schism that develops when we are unable to accept and forgive all the parts of ourselves.. she speaks to that and I cannot thank her enough for her candor and openness and the grace which she offers herself, lets others know there is grace for them too. That maybe, just maybe, we’ve been sold a bill of goods with this purity stuff. And maybe just maybe, it’s patriarchal bullshit. Yeah, in fact, f*ck purity culture!
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- Anonymous User
- 05-23-21
Love, love, love
Thank you so much for this Brenda! You're a great storyteller and I'm hooked on the one you're telling.
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