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S.C. Stephens
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After a lifetime of feeling alone, Kellan Kyle never thought he'd end up with the girl of his dreams. Now that he knows true love, he's determined to keep his future with Kiera, no matter how many times his past creeps back in.
But Kellan's life is quickly changing...and trusting one another will put their love through the ultimate test. Kellan swore he'd do whatever it took to never hurt Kiera again, but he soon realizes he might not have a choice.
Can their love withstand secrets and lies...especially when telling the truth is just too painful?
Please note: Painful is a retelling of the book Effortless. It is that story told from Kellan's point of view.
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- Anonymous User
- 04-01-23
Loved getting Kellan’s side of the tour !
It was great hearing his POV, I found myself grinning at the tour conversations and the bonding. I really love getting more of the band.
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- Pamela Goodrich
- 04-24-23
Painful
I love this book...
Pleased write more
on reckless.
love to here on his point of view.
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- Stephanie Hardin
- 11-06-22
Kellan’s POV
It’s so heart breaking yet so fulfilling to hear this from Kellan’s point of view. Loved J. F. Harding’s narration.
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- Michelle Maxcy
- 11-09-22
❤❤❤
I was so happy to see Kellan Kyle's POV of this love story, now I will be going back to listen the series again. thank you!!!!
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- Collin Kee
- 11-02-22
Outstanding
I’ve been waiting for this for soooo long. Kellen and Kiera’s love blows me away everytime I read it. SC Stephens you have done it again. Absolute brilliance!
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- Cynn123TX
- 01-09-23
Next, Please!
omg, I didn't even know this book was out! I love Kellan! Love his point of view and I can't wait till the next one!
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- Renee
- 12-09-22
Fantastic
This series and the original series is definitely the best romance I have ever read!!!
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