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Erin Bennett
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"I was desperate.... I couldn't turn off the dark thoughts, no matter how hard I tried or how much I prayed.
And then I spent a whole weekend in bed, and the crying wouldn't stop, and I got really scared. I've had bouts with depression before - it's kind of a cloud I've learned to live with - but this time was different. I felt like I was going under, like I'd never feel hopeful again, and then that just made my anxiety worse, and it all spiraled from there."
Wren Crawford is a social worker who finds herself overwhelmed with the troubles of the world. Her lifelong struggles with anxiety and depression are starting to overcome her. She finds solace in art, spiritual formation, and pastoral care along with traditional therapeutic interventions. But a complicated relationship from her past also threatens to undo her progress.
Fans of Sharon Brown's best-selling Sensible Shoes Series will be delighted to discover some old friends along the way. As Wren seeks healing in this beautifully written novel, listeners are invited to move beyond pat answers and shallow theology into an experience of hope and presence that illuminates even the darkness.
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Understanding darkness
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Exploring the forbidden world of mental illness. Illuminating.
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Thank you for writing this book. I will definitely be reading this one again.
Right book at just the right time
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I’m still reading but had to say this is good!
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Awesome book
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Enjoyable and encouraging book
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A book to help you know you’re not alone
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But representation matters and different accounts of accurate representation are crucial to reducing mental health stigma
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Devastatingly Beautiful
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Hope
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