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Living with Loss and Moving Forward with Faith
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Rickey Smiley
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Rickey Smiley
About this listen
How do you live with the pain of watching someone you love suffer from addiction? How do you cope with the grief of losing them especially when your job is to make people laugh every day?
Comedian Rickey Smiley has dealt with these immensely difficult questions for years—first with his father, then with his son. Both battled drug addictions. Both died from overdoses. Both left Rickey weary and wounded.
Far from healed, Rickey has learned how to find moments of peace. He's practicing how to hold the good with the grief, the past gifts with the present heartache, the hope with the hurt. It's the "sideshow" he's living. It's anything but a smooth path, but he's on it, and he's moving forward. And he invites you to come with him.
Join a fellow hurting soul as he sits with his trauma, leans into therapy, and relies heavily on his faith and Scripture, which give him solace and strength. Rickey and his story will help you:
- Feel seen and know you are not alone
- Process your pain and manage weariness and grief
- Invite God's strength into your weakness
- Find a way forward and move toward peace
Our pain may take hold of us in ways that are crippling, out of nowhere, and impossible to control. But there is One who can hold us tighter and keep us grounded, who gives the gift of peace that goes beyond understanding and guides us through each day.
©2024 Rickey Smiley (P)2024 Thomas NelsonListeners also enjoyed...
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Keke Palmer thought she knew who she was. What it means to be a good person and what it takes to be a success. It all seemed so simple, until she realized the challenges she would have to face to prove to herself who she wanted to be. From feeling alienated to having to restart her career after ten years in to becoming a single mother just months after her son was born—everything she worked for in life that she felt granted her what she wanted now also reminded her that “life is going to life” and throw curveballs regardless of what you deserve.
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Self-Help Book in Disguise
- By Anonymous User on 03-28-25
By: Keke Palmer
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Around the Way Girl
- A Memoir
- By: Taraji P. Henson
- Narrated by: Taraji P. Henson
- Length: 7 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
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With a sensibility that recalls her beloved screen characters, including Yvette, Queenie, Shug, and the iconic Cookie from Empire, yet is all Taraji, the screen actress writes of her families - the one she was born into and the one she created. She shares stories of her father, a Vietnam vet who was bowed but never broken by life's challenges, and of her mother, who survived violence both in the home and on DC's volatile streets. Here, too, she opens up about her experiences as a single mother.
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Around My way, Your Way & Every Woman's way
- By Yolanda on 10-26-16
By: Taraji P. Henson
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Unsuccessful Thug
- One Comedian's Journey from Naptown to Tinseltown
- By: Mike Epps
- Narrated by: J.D. Jackson
- Length: 5 hrs and 55 mins
- Unabridged
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Mike Epps is one of America’s favorite and funniest people, but the path to fame was paved with opportunities to mess it up. And mess it up he did. Growing up in “Naptown” - what people who live there really call rough-around-the-edges Indianapolis - Epps was drawn to a life of crime, but as he quickly discovered, stealing and dealing didn’t really fit his sweet sensibilities. Not to mention he wasn’t very good at it - take, for example, the day he had to call the cops on himself when a dog wouldn’t let him leave a house he was burgling.
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The performer is not good
- By Sgamble on 04-11-18
By: Mike Epps
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Walking in My Joy
- In These Streets
- By: Jenifer Lewis
- Narrated by: Jenifer Lewis
- Length: 7 hrs and 27 mins
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Walking in My Joy is a collection of electric stories by the one and only, super hilarious Jenifer Lewis. Her commentary on what’s happening in the world today, told through her outrageous real-life adventures, will have you laughing out loud, while her insightful messages touch your soul. A self-described “traveling fool and nature freak,” Jenifer takes listeners with her all over the world, from Cape Town to Bali; Washington, DC, to the Serengeti; Mongolia to St. Petersburg; and Argentina to Antarctica to demonstrate how she walks in her joy by seeking pleasure in everyday encounters.
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Another great work from Jenifer Mfkng Lewis
- By TonyaA6 on 09-20-22
By: Jenifer Lewis
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I Did a New Thing
- 30 Days to Living Free
- By: Tabitha Brown
- Narrated by: Tabitha Brown
- Length: 4 hrs and 53 mins
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Years ago, Tabitha Brown started a 30-day personal challenge that she called “I Did a New Thing!” The challenge was simple. Every day she would do something she’d never done before. Sometimes it was something small like trying a new food. Other times, she’d step it up a bit and speak to someone she’d never spoken to before. Still other times, she’d do the hard thing—facing a fear that she had, like having that tough conversation with a friend. No matter what it was, the point was that she was going to take a leap of faith and watch God open up a new lane for her.
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Very Good
- By Jennifer Pete on 02-07-24
By: Tabitha Brown
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Armed with Good Intentions
- By: Wallo267, Iyanla Vanzant
- Narrated by: Wallo267
- Length: 4 hrs and 57 mins
- Unabridged
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Named after his well-respected father who disappeared when he was two, Wallo grew up in North Philadelphia with his mom, brothers, and grandmother, feeling pressure to achieve the success and reputation his father had on the streets. Wallace “Wallo267” Peeples spent twenty years in and out of the prison system before restarting his life and catapulting himself to unforeseen levels of social impact, cultural influence, and success. Now he shares his story with the trademark honesty that’s made him an inspiration to those who need it most.
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Never quit
- By Amazon Customer on 09-21-24
By: Wallo267, and others
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Growing Up Urkel
- By: Jaleel White
- Narrated by: Jaleel White
- Length: 8 hrs and 14 mins
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At the tender age of twelve, Jaleel White auditioned for the role of Steve Urkel, the socially inept genius, who was in love with his next-door neighbor, Laura. Though Steve Urkel was intended to be in only one episode, Jaleel’s indelible performance catapulted Urkel into the pantheon of American pop culture. But success can cost as much as it pays. After nine years on the popular sitcom Family Matters, Jaleel is twenty-one, a UCLA undergrad, and adjusting to a world and industry that sees him as the nasally nerd in high water pants, suspenders, and coke bottle glasses.
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Jaleel’s Truth
- By David Ortiz on 11-22-24
By: Jaleel White
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Lovely One
- A Memoir
- By: Ketanji Brown Jackson
- Narrated by: Ketanji Brown Jackson
- Length: 18 hrs and 26 mins
- Unabridged
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Named “Ketanji Onyika,” meaning “Lovely One,” based on a suggestion from her aunt, a Peace Corps worker stationed in West Africa, Justice Jackson learned from her educator parents to take pride in her heritage since birth. She describes her resolve as a young girl to honor this legacy and realize her dreams.
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I never read this genre, but…
- By Clare Kelly on 09-21-24
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I Curse You with Joy
- By: Tiffany Haddish
- Narrated by: Tiffany Haddish
- Length: 8 hrs and 55 mins
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It’s been a minute since listeners last sat down with Tiffany Haddish. Since The Last Black Unicorn, Haddish has catapulted to A-List fame as the breakout star of Girls Trip. She’s walked the Oscars red carpet, released a hit stand-up special with Netflix, and made history as the first black female comedian to host Saturday Night Live and Shark Week.
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Unlistenable
- By NinjaDEMUS on 08-17-24
By: Tiffany Haddish
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Get Honest or Die Lying
- Why Small Talk Sucks
- By: Charlamagne Tha God
- Narrated by: Charlamagne Tha God, Elliot Connie, Landon Woodson
- Length: 6 hrs and 14 mins
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For over a decade, Charlamagne Tha God has cohosted iHeartRadio’s nationally syndicated morning radio show The Breakfast Club and has proven his power as a culture mover and thought leader, by being his completely authentic self on-air. From his famous “You ain't black” moment with President Biden, to heartfelt chats with cultural icons like Sean “Jay-Z” Carter and Judy Blume, to viral classics with Kamala Harris and Soulja Boy, his reach and impact on American culture continues to grow. In Get Honest or Die Lying: Why Small Talk Sucks, Charlamagne takes full command of his new perch.
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Plot formatting and intention
- By Philly on 05-01-25
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Lazy Love
- By: Keion Henderson
- Narrated by: Keion Henderson
- Length: 7 hrs and 53 mins
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We so often fail in our relationships with our families, our partners, our friends, and fellow humans because we are lazy in our love for one another, says Keion Henderson, pastor of the mega-church Lighthouse Church in Houston. Lazy love prevents us from experiencing the deep, soulful fulfillment we long to know. It keeps us from being known and enjoyed by those around us. In his new book Lazy Love, Henderson unpacks the four kinds of love mentioned in the Bible and shows listeners how each shapes our relationships and our lives.
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WOW
- By OLSKOOLDIVA on 09-24-24
By: Keion Henderson
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Above the Noise
- My Story of Chasing Calm
- By: DeMar DeRozan, Dave Zarum - contributor, Gregg Popovich - foreword
- Narrated by: Aaron Goodson, John Patrick Walsh
- Length: 6 hrs and 48 mins
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DeMar DeRozan, six-time NBA All-Star, has been called a “basketball savant” (ESPN) and “the best closer in the NBA” (GQ)—but when he went public with his depression, it sparked a conversation that reached far beyond the court. By breaking the stigma of speaking out, he added a new, seldom-heard voice to the mental health dialogue: a successful Black male athlete, openly naming his pain and advocating for others to do the same.
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Very insightful
- By Dr. Chartae on 01-10-25
By: DeMar DeRozan, and others
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- permelia gibson
- 11-03-24
The passion in his voice which made me feel every word . And the fact he went back to scripture through out his book.
I like how open he was to tell us all his feelings without holding back.
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- Jennifer
- 11-18-24
There is no timeline for grieving
I loved it all. My husband passed in 1999 and I still grieve the loss. Thanks to God the pain in my heart which sent me to the ER many times has subsided but the loss of him is present.
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- Monique Parks Lewis
- 10-16-24
heartfelt and powerful
the amount of depth, vulnerability, truth, and lesson of getting through grief or even a tough time through gratitude and laughter. loved this book.
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- Sonya Hines
- 12-17-24
Although Mr. Smiley went through a lot. He still stands tall. Amen!
This book was humorous and heartwarming memoir that took me on a journey through Mr. Smiley life, showcasing his unique perspective on family, fame, and the ups and downs of the entertainment industry. Mr Smiley storytelling is engaging mixing laughter with poignant moments that resonate deeply.The anecdotes are both relatable and entertaining, revealing the man behind the laughter. His ability to connect with readers through candid reflections on his challenges and triumphs makes this book not just a memoir but a celebration of resilience and authenticity. Overall it’s a delightful read that lets me know Mr. Smiley blessings come from God.
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- GOLD DUST
- 09-21-24
He Got It Off His Chest
This was a good read. It was like sitting in the living room with Rickey as he tells his side of the story. I kept wondering if any of this was really written in the book. He focuses a lot on the tragedy of losing his son, but there was another irritation that I sensed from this read. It was like he heard what they were saying, so now he's addressing it. The vibe I got was "for those who wanted to know, here it is". He's talking to the celebrities, the family and the neighborhood and he didn't hold back. Get the book, it's inspirational, funny, sometimes sad and the shade is really classy.
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- Anonymous User
- 10-24-24
The honesty and open heart
I loved the entire narration from Ricky Smiley himself. I feel like I know him personally now. I cried through the entire book because I too, lost my youngest child, a Son, to Cancer 2/19/22. I am still grieving, and I thought that no one knew the depth of my pain... until this book. The holidays are approaching. I may have to listen to this again to get me through each day. Thank you, Ricky Smiley. I hope to meet you one day and hug you personally for writing everything I am going through that I cannot write myself, or share with the world. But... I sing my pain every time I go on stage. May God bless you over and over again. ❤️🙏🏽❤️🩹
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- kerri
- 10-01-24
So inspiring
For anyone who has suffered a loss and trying to naviagate through life this is for you. After this read I am better equipped to help family and friends myself during their time of transition.
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- Rochelle
- 10-15-24
be ready for life changes
this book was so good. I never read a hole book in one day. it definitely helps you to understand that in this life that your living you still have to balance your self out for yourself, kids, family etc. it's ok to seek help ( Counseling) when your going thru thing and don't know how to get thru it. also
don't expect for people to show you the same love that you give out when your going thru thing.
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- Amazon Customer
- 11-25-24
Helpful
This book was very helpful for me dealing with an unexpected loss of a first cousin who passed away 10 years ago.
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- Angela
- 01-24-25
What I needed..
Words cannot express how this book helped me deal with grief. Rickey, you most definitely did an awesome job!
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