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Jason Portnoy
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Jason Portnoy
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From modest roots in the suburbs of New Jersey, Jason Portnoy followed a script carefully crafted by society and found himself in the middle of the PayPal Mafia, launched into a Silicon Valley career of wealth and prestige he never dreamed of. Stock options, flashy cars, an amazing family. On the outside, his life looked perfect, but unhealed traumas from his past left him tortured, descending into a dark world of pornography and sex that eventually pushed him to the edge.
In Silicon Valley Porn Star, Jason willingly shares his personal transformation from a life of extramarital affairs and superficial excess to one of chosen values and renewed relationships. His journey sheds light on a crisis of masculinity in our modern world, where quests for unlimited power and success are gateways to addiction, dependency, and unhinged behavior. No matter your profession or position in life, Jasons story will inspire you to look within and find your own path toward success, fulfillment, and becoming the man you truly want to be.
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- Randolph Martin
- 02-22-24
 a remarkable journey 
The portrayal of the author’s journey is stunning. I appreciate his eloquence and ability to reach an audience. This is required reading for anyone who can relate to the devastation and suffering that’s so many of us have gone through.. 
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- Tmoffitt
- 01-14-24
What a beautiful story of healing and redemption
I am grateful for the honestly and truth in this story. And the brutiful journey of truth telling and healing that can come from overcoming shame and understanding our childhood wounds. Forgiveness surrender restorative love. I feel hopeful for our world after reading this book.
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- Jere Hille
- 01-07-25
Life changing book
Jason lays bare the struggles that most men are facing and the pressures that produce them. He gives a path forward for finding your true self and breaking through addiction.
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