Soundtrack of Silence
Love, Loss, and a Playlist for Life
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Matt Hay
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Matt Hay
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An inspiring memoir of a young man who discovered he was going completely deaf just at the moment he’d fallen in love for the first time.
As a child, Matt Hay didn’t know his hearing wasn’t the way everyone else processed sound—because of the workarounds he did to fit in, even the school nurse didn’t catch his condition at the annual hearing and vision checks. But by the time he was a prospective college student and couldn’t pass the entrance requirements for West Point, Hay’s condition, generated by a tumor, was unavoidable: his hearing was going, and fast.
A personal soundtrack was Hay’s determined compensation for his condition. As a typical Midwestern kid growing up in the 1980s whose life events were pegged to pop music, Hay planned to commit his favorite songs to memory. He prepared a mental playlist of the bands he loved and created a way to tap into his most resonant memories. And the track he needed to cement most clearly? The one he and his new girlfriend, Nora—the love of his life—listened to in the car on their first date.
Made vivid with references to instantly recognizable songs—from the Eagles to Elton John, Bob Marley to Bing Crosby, U2 to Peter Frampton—Soundtrack of Silence asks listeners to run the soundtrack of their own lives through their minds. It’s an involving memoir of loss and disability, and, ultimately, a both unique and universal love story.
A Macmillan Audio production from St. Martin’s Press.
©2024 Matt Hay (P)2024 Macmillan AudioCritic reviews
"[P]oignant. . . [Hay's] optimism in the face of adversity is stirring. This moving memoir makes magic out of facing the music."—Publishers Weekly
“What’s a music lover to do when the music stops? …A medical odyssey told sensitively.”—Kirkus
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- Tammy Wright
- 03-08-24
Inspiring!!
I’ve lost my hearing due to Meniers Disease. Having Matt express his emotions & experiences that closely mirrored my own was so valuable to me. This was a beautiful story!
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- Savannah T
- 03-05-24
Incredible!
Matt’s story is one of determination and so much love. I laughed and cried hearing him read it. It’s an incredibly inspiring story. Thank you for sharing it with us!
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- Tarry
- 04-04-24
Just words of song but an excellent take
An excellent story too bad religion doesn't get any credit, might have missed it.
Best book I read this year
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- Chris Beavers
- 01-23-24
An amazing life story that tugs at your heart strings.
Outstanding in every way! Being able to hear the story told through the authors perspective is inspiring.
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- Laura M.
- 02-15-24
The motivation to succeed. Even though your ship didn't always come in you went out there and met it.
Wow!! Your story takes my breath away and I appreciate your candor An incredible drive in persistence.
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- Amazon Customer
- 01-25-24
Gripping, informative and heartfelt
Matt tells his story, and I don’t want to stop listening to it. I teared up hearing him talk about his wife, I laughed with him, I learned more about NF2 and the practicalities of living in a quiet world, and I wanted to create a new Spotify playlist. It’s well-written and hits all the right notes.
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- Christopher Daggy
- 01-17-24
Touching, funny and inspirational
Matt’s well told story is more than just his triumph over a devastating illness. It is a remarkable testimony of the power of the human mind, the strength of family, and the value of a wonderful sense of humor. Listen or read this book, it’s worth your time!
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- Leslie Hopkins
- 02-22-24
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Enjoyed this. I live in Indiana and the references are familiar in my own like. Music & Artists being the center of living life good & bad. It was a great listen.
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- Linda
- 03-07-24
What a remarkable story of continuing on even when an expected bad outcome gets even worse. The ending was perfect
I loved that the author read it himself. His emotions were clearly communicated and it really added to the experience.
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- Angela Joy Loucks
- 01-10-24
Wow! An incredible book read by the author ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
Matt Hay's audiobook is a masterfully crafted narrative that stands out among the hundreds I've listened to. The author's personal touch, reading it in his own voice and accentuating each section with renowned music lyrics, adds a poignant layer to the experience. Hay's bravery shines through as he shares his story, touching on relatable themes from hearing loss and navigating the frustrations of disease. This book resonates deeply with many, offering coping mechanisms and inspiration to thrive despite challenges. I loved this book and will undoubtedly revisit it; a solid 10 out of 10. Highly recommended and worthy of multiple listens.
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