
The Color of Dad
A Short Story
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Narrated by:
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Neil Hellegers
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By:
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Sara Davis
About this listen
Told in the form of a letter from an academic to his estranged brother, The Color of Dad is a darkly comic short story of a married couple, Nathaniel and Cate, in crisis, from the critically acclaimed author of The Scapegoat.
I don’t agree with many of the words you’ve used, but I will give you this: They do have a way of looking at you sideways that can be unsettling. So begins a letter from Nathaniel, a PhD candidate who’s recently moved from the east coast to Orinda, California. Nathaniel knows that his brother, Brice, who still lives near their mother in Michigan, couldn’t possibly understand the nuances of his and Cate’s new life: their eclectic community, their work in academia, and the liberal, alternative thinking that shapes the way they’ve handled their fertility issues. But here, he will do his best to explain, and in the process, unravel a poignant psychological portrait of a man desperate for a happy family.
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I was left speechless.
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Quirky
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Not worth the listen.
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Odd
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Strangely the narration was great.
sad... odd, about the loss of achieving fatherhood
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After finishing the book, I wondered how the married couple could move past their grief. Should they set aside societal expectations and embrace their “children” (rabbits) by creating an unconventional family? Or would it be better for them to send their rabbits to another family, knowing that they will never view them as true pets or true children?
The protagonists in this story are stuck in an impossible situation. They will never be normal. The beautiful life they hoped for years ago seems entirely out of reach. Even if they cover up the strangeness of their situation to save face in the world, THEY will know that their life is disastrously far from the ideal, normal life held by others in their family. So, why try?
There is so much to be gleaned from this book—I only highlighted a few themes and questions. I hope those who read this book will take the time to intentionally analyze its content before critiquing it.
An enigmatic book about grief and infertility
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Huh?
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Fertility Rant
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a freebie, so not able to be choosy! 😃
hmmm...
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What Did I Just Listen To???
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