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Narrated by:
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Katharine Lee McEwan
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Fiona Hardingham
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By:
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Mary Torjussen
About this listen
The acclaimed author of Gone Without a Trace returns with a new novel of twisting psychological suspense in which a woman is forced to face down her blackmailer.
Someone's been sending Gemma compromising photos. Photos she doesn't remember posing for. She can't recall much about that night during a work conference - she'd written off her headache the next morning as the result of too much drinking at the hotel bar. But then increasingly disturbing photos start appearing in her email, along with bills and other items she can't account for. As the blackmailer grows bolder and events start to escalate beyond her control, Gemma fears for her already shaky marriage and worries that the truth of what really happened that night must be more twisted than she imagines.
Unable to go to the police for fear that she will lose her family, Gemma resolves to hunt down the blackmailer on her own. But not everyone in Gemma's life is who they seem, and as she gets closer to the truth, she discovers just how far the shadows from her past can reach.
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New friends Sam, Margaret and Diana are thrilled to be getting out of the city for a girls’ weekend - they’ve bonded over their messy divorces, and every mile on the odometer feels like another step towards putting their exes in the past. But when car trouble halfway into their trip strands them in the most unlikely of mountain towns, they come face-to-face with the hurts and betrayals they were so desperate to leave behind. When Diana doesn't return home after a night out, Sam and Margaret's search for her reveals just how little they know about their friend.
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Don’t listen if you’re in your 30s
- By Nikki Rose on 05-09-22
By: Leah Konen
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Do Not Disturb
- A Novel
- By: Claire Douglas
- Narrated by: Hannah Daniel
- Length: 9 hrs and 19 mins
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Following a traumatic event in London, Kirsty Woodhouse packs up her family and moves back to her native Wales. There she sets up her new home with her husband and two young daughters, and goes into business with her difficult mother managing a guesthouse in the Brecon Beacons. But when the guesthouse is ready to be occupied, Kirsty encounters the last person she ever expected to see: her estranged cousin Selena. It has been seventeen years since they last talked—when Selena tore everything apart between them. Why has she chosen now to walk back into Kirsty's life?
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Good story line, gullible main character
- By Anonymous User on 06-25-23
By: Claire Douglas
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Not a Happy Family
- A Novel
- By: Shari Lapena
- Narrated by: Ellen Archer
- Length: 9 hrs and 11 mins
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Brecken Hill in upstate New York is an expensive place to live. You have to be rich to have a house there, and Fred and Sheila Merton certainly are rich. But even all their money can't protect them when a killer comes to call. The Mertons are brutally murdered after a fraught Easter dinner with their three adult kids. Who, of course, are devastated.
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Liked the story, didn't like narration
- By SB on 07-29-21
By: Shari Lapena
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- Sherri E. Drogue
- 01-08-24
Kept me guessing
I think I like the Scottish accent, the best! The story was good and kept me interested.
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- chewbecca
- 05-02-23
Unpredictable for sure
It was a slow burn at first and I almost lost interest, but it gained traction and never slowed down. A great story, and very unpredictable. There were times when it was mildly frustrating that the main character isn’t being honest with her husband about some things, but I got over that. *Trigger warning for SA survivors.
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- Rico Lalli
- 02-07-22
Great Read
This is the 3rd book I’ve listened to by this author. The start to this one was a little slow & I was concerned it might not be suspenseful enough to keep me interested. The slow start quickly rolled into a very good book with just enough details to paint the picture & keep me tuned in. Loved it!
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- Irene Rumsey
- 09-26-22
Super good book
All I can say is wow! Kept me listening until the end. I made up reason to be in my car to listen to this book!
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- Debbie
- 08-22-23
Really good
Very enjoyable book. I thought certain things that happened seemed pretty unlikely, but that's true with lots of stories. I stayed very involved and enjoyed the way the story turned out too
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- Karolina
- 05-14-18
Phenomenal
This book is absolutely amazing. Very well written and keeps you guessing. I typically guess pretty quickly “who did it” but I was completely wrong at the beginning. A lot of unexpected twists. Narrator was great as well!
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- JenniferLOVESThrillers
- 05-26-18
Drags On, Too Slow, Boring
It’s amazing how this author took an interesting premise and turned into boring, repetitive mind chatter. I am three hours in and all the main character does is drone on and on about the same topic. One event happens and the main character is just dissecting this event in her mind. Hardly anything is happening and for every small interaction she has, she spends too much time thinking about.
I am not enjoying the narrator either. She uses the same cadence throughout and it really amplifies how boring this story is to hear.
I won’t be finishing this story.
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