The Psychedelic Diaries
Confessions of a Professional Dominatrix and a Calling to My People
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Kaitlin Tilotta
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The Psychedelic Diaries marries traditional memoir to today’s conversations around sex, drugs, and current world events by following 24-year-old Kaitlin Tilotta’s adventures as a professional dominatrix on a deliberate five-month experimental psychedelic drug bender. Upon immersing herself in various roleplays and bizarre psychedelic scenarios, she begins to discover an even deeper level of perspective on not only herself, but the true, unspoken nature of our reality as well. The experiences she acquires, along with the friends and clients she meets along the way, provide a range of character traits and perspectives—by design, encouraging listeners to keep thinking about the audiobook and the world around them long after it ends.
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brilliant and tragic
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Waiter to the Rich and Shameless
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Waiter to the Rich and Shameless is not just a peek into the secretive inner workings of a legendary five-star restaurant; it is not just a celebrity tell-all or a scathing corporate analysis. It is a top-tier waiter's personal coming-of-age story, an intimate look into the complicated challenges of serving in the country's most elite, Hollywood-centric dining room while fighting to maintain a sense of self and purpose.
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Not what I imagined
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My Appetite for Destruction
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TERRIBLE NARRATION
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Author's voice unbearable
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Joke, joke, joke. Boring, boring, boring.
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dark, real, & exceptional
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I didn't find much lasting value.
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An Enjoyable Listen
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Shallow
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Hold the shrieking !
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Hilarious and deeply engrossing
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Enigmatic Euphoria on Every Page!
The Psychedelic Diaries is a literary masterpiece that unfolds enigmatic euphoria on every page. The author's prose is a mesmerizing dance that captivates the imagination. Reading this book is not just an act; it's an immersive experience that transcends the ordinary, leaving readers in a state of awe and contemplation.
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Enter the realm of 'Wordsmith's Alchemy' within 'The Psychedelic Diaries.' The author transforms language into a potent elixir, distilling the essence of human experience into words. This book is a literary crucible—an exploration of the alchemical process that transmutes ordinary words into the extraordinary gold of storytelling.
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Metaphysical Maps of the Mind
In 'The Psychedelic Diaries,' the author draws metaphysical maps of the mind, guiding readers through uncharted territories. This book is a cartographer's dream—an exploration of the mental landscape with detailed annotations of thoughts, emotions, and the profound intersections of consciousness. A must-read for those who seek to navigate the intricacies of the human psyche.
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Prophetic Pages
In 'The Psychedelic Diaries,' the pages are prophetic, foretelling a narrative that transcends the boundaries of conventional storytelling. The author's insights read like ancient prophecies, guiding readers through a maze of profound revelations. This book is a visionary masterpiece—an oracle of words that unveils the mysteries of existence.
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In this book, there are so many applications of this drug and honestly use it for meditation, introspection, and shamanism. The author writes pretty well to boot.
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Worth It..!
I found this book compelling in the author's details in his diary - lighter moments into dark and very unsettling moments. All credit goes to the author.
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