
Turn Your Magic All the Way Up
A Ridiculous Guide to Discovering Yourself After Narcissistic Abuse
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Lindsay Waller
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Lindsay Waller
About this listen
Sex, drugs, rock n' roll, narcissistic abuse, and a spiritual awakening...what more could you possibly want from a book? Come along with me as I spin the ridiculous tale of the last three years of my life experiencing three toxic narcissistic relationships and my subsequent enlightenment on the other side of rock bottom so that you, too, can learn how to heal. This book is no holds barred and no subject too taboo to discuss. It's high time we tell our stories without shame so that we can finally place that burden on the shoulders of those who deserve to carry it—our abusers.
I wrote this comedy self-help memoir for those who wish to laugh through the tears, for the ones who don't shy away from a curse word and instead embrace it, for the people who want to listen to a self-help book but don't want to feel like they need a dictionary handy just to decipher it. I wrote this book to entertain as well as to enlighten. I wrote it to bring the prevalence of narcissism and narcissistic personality disorder (NPD) to the forefront to help spread the word so that we, as a society, can recognize and end their toxic cycles of abuse.
Join me for this wild ride, won't you? I'm hoping by sharing my stories on how I found true happiness I can help others do the same. I hope you enjoy listening to it as much as I enjoyed writing it! I hope I can help you to heal and help you feel that you are never alone because you will always be a part of my tribe.
©2022 Lindsay Waller (P)2022 Lindsay WallerListeners also enjoyed...
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