
Waiting for Happy
A Gay Love Story
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Guy Veryzer
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Guy Veryzer
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My name is Trevor and I love male models, and they often love me - at least, for a while.
I’ve had a lot of boyfriends in my quest for happiness, beauty, and pleasure. Is there such a thing as a male model groupie? Yes, and I guess I’m it...if you need to label it. If you do, if you are the kind of fixated person who needs to label everything and everyone, you might need therapy. I should know; I have had almost as many therapists as model boyfriends.
I’m looking for happiness, and it is an interesting treasure hunt.
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