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Christie Coran
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Alyssa Lynn
About this listen
Elliott Greene is just a 15-year-old kid from northern Texas asking for someone to care. Living in a family that often reminds him he's an outcast, bullied by the jocks at school who use him as a punching bag, and alone in a world of friends who don't seem to put in the effort. While enduring the verbal and physical lashings of those around him, he finally crumbles and decides that being dead is better than the life he was given. This is the story of what could have happened had one person...just one person, reached out to him that day.
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