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The greatest way we are kept from freedom is not anything on the outside, but the brokenness we feel inside when who we ARE is shamed, manipulated, suppressed. Our sexuality is who we are, our power to live the life we want to, the means by which we find our destiny. This power of ours has been crippled by abuse, one on one as well as mass abuse of humanity. We have blocks in our subconscious or sleeping mind that we CAN release. These writings are realizations that have rehabilitated me and helped me walk again. Some of the topics covered in this book are: Sexual Shame Sexual Shame is ...

This is my own autobiography, detailing how I was used as a child of 8 and then 15 to produce trauma hormones for use to create the trauma atmosphere used for emotional and consciousness terrorism through the media and otherwise. It is not the accepted story for a subject of ritual of such brutality and cruelty as I have been through, to even have survived this long, let alone speak without shame of it. My name is Caraf Avnayt, and I write this book, to tell my true to my spirit story with Ed, who I love, and to share my understanding based on 39 years of being used as a source of trauma ...

This is Book 2 of the "Spirit Warrior" Series. I was asked what was the one most serious block to spiritual vision, or third eye vision and spiritual powers like clairvoyance, clairaudience. That block happens to be sexual energy block. Sexual energy is spiritual energy. When the energy nadis in our sexual core are mangled, our spiritual vision is mangled. Black Moon Lilith is the furthest point on the Moon's orbit above us. It is a magnetic field that has a pivotal influence in our energy fields. The place in our birth chart where Black Moon Lilith sits reveals things about how we manage ...

Rituals that involve harvesting the emotional energy of whole populations are the very root of why the world's mainstream media even exists and are given the powers they are given to promote an entity or agenda even against the interests of the people. The extent to which these rituals are rooted in human blood sacrifice, ritual abuse are known to few as well as they are to the Jews, who through history have been a favorite sacrificial object. The use of human hormones in the perfume industry is well known but very little has been written about hormones of trauma taken from those ...

Your most potent weapon, is your nature. If you are born a human in this time, you are born a warrior. A warrior who doesn’t know or live his or her identity, becomes depressed, fatigued and even suicidal. In this book I have described my spiritual vision of the warrior, as well the demons (in human bodies) who are born under certain placements of the heavenly bodies in the sky above. I have described my inherited method of understanding the effect of the THRONES or planets in our bodies and psyches. You will find your unique spiritual warfare strengths described, your weaknesses that ...

How can you remember what you've forgotten, if you've forgotten it so well, you don't know you've forgotten it? I have shared in this book the eight elements of the soul, the sort of memory each carries, and how we can release blocked memories of the primary five elements of water, earth, fire, air and friction to release energy blocks in our consciousness and lives. In my experience as a traditional herbalist coming from a background of traditional healers, I have found that most of the illnesses and life energy blocks that do not resolve with the usual treatment, resolve when blocked soul...

Passion and Inherited Energy Patterns - you could wonder what the connection was. In fact passion IS life energy, IS sexual energy and its suppression is carried on in the consciousness from generation to generation, as the spirit simply refuses to be thwarted. The energy patterns resulting from suppressed passion - whether of our lifetime or our ancestors' - causes serious and debilitating problems with our health, life energy expression and just about every area of our lives. Those who need this information will know it by instinct. I present my favorite seven herbs that help in powerful ...

After I published my previous book, "Sexual Energy Healing", I got a lot of questions about how to heal energetically after an abusive relationship; how to energetically cut off from an ex. The Womb, or the Bowel matrix or crystal area of the body is where life energy in the body originates. This area is drastically affected by the relationships and interactions we have, especially those who vampirize our energy. This book is about my experiences taking back my energy, so to speak, understanding how my Womb works, closing portals that were allowing in attacks on my sexual energy, my ...

When I was twenty, one day sitting in my bed listening to music, I suddenly had a strong and powerful memory of a previous lifetime that shook my very existence. I wasn't into pretending to be someone else or imagining I'd ever been, to escape the realities of this life. But the memories came to me so strong and affected my being and life so powerfully, that I couldn't help but start recording them in my diary. A time came, when I actually found photos and writings from the past published in archives on the internet that 100% matched my memory. This truly shook my life view and I realized ...

In my previous book, "Soul Memory" I wrote about memory carried in the elements of Air, Water, Fire, Earth and Friction. I left for later, as a more advanced topic, the other three lesser known elements of; Time Focus, which is what makes us manifest at a particular point in eternity, that manifests in our bodies primarily as Phosphorus; Dream-Sleep which is the element noticed as that which makes our eyelids heavy and increases the weight of a sleeping baby, a potent element both of soul and physique that plays a huge role in our biorhythms and life; and the element of Buoyancy, most often...

John Waltham was born in 1778 and was last seen in 2007. At one time a magistrate in England, after decades of service in the Army, he faked his own death, escaping to the jungles of India. He thought he had come there to die in peace. He was sixty three, then, in 1841. But instead he started a new life. He met Vina, the woman of his dreams and had three daughters. Just when they were of the age to get married, John traveled back to Britain to settle his sister's estate. On his return, he found the entire settlement where he and his family lived, a tribal one, of Semitic origin, wiped out ...

A first-hand account of the harvesting of human pain by entities that masquerade as humans, to control, manipulate vital emotional energy for their consumption. Topics include: The Producers of Pain and the Telecasters How I came to know of Synthetic Humans and how they’re used Why make clones at all? The use of clones and event orchestration to get emotional trauma energy and emotionally destroy a human The Use of Physical Substances like Water, Blood, Flesh to carry human energy Every "Great Reset" is a "Great Harvest"

There is a no way a baby could ever develop in the womb, or a child grow, or a wound heal, if not for the natural ability of the body to repair and regenerate, not just cells, but cells made according to the original pattern of cell there first. Our bodies would not function at all if not for this ability. When we are bombarded by poisons, DNA patterns not our own, and assault that makes us weak in making new cells according to our own patterns, we can get tired and produce truncated or substandard cells. This is a root of most cancer, decay, dysfunction, auto-immune conditions we face. ...

"Yeast will tell you the time," my Granddad John Waltham said to me. He started me off on a journey that hasn't ended, a journey into understanding the magic of my own body, host to millions of these little living beings with their own spirit, choice and memory, affecting my health, my moods, my smell, my Life. An female emanation of our Mother Earth, Yeast manages the times of our life, like the moon calls the tides. The wrong Yeast was what the Israelites had to put aside in Egypt so they could change from slaves into conquerors. The right Yeast on a bunch of grapes told them they'd come ...

The modern anti-aging pharmaceuticals as well as a big part of the beauty industry and all medical treatments use human tissue, hormones, urea (from which urine gets its name), stem cells and so on. At the same time, we humans have been taught to view our bodies as unholy producers of waste and filth. Centuries of false religious conditioning has made us look on everything associated with our bodies as evil and harmful. This has resulted in so many disorders as our body esteem is the basis of our ability to live and function confidently and grow robustly. The flowing of our vital energy is ...

To recover from the energy drains of life takes more than affirmations and chamomile tea. This book goes the distance in describing the holes in our foundations, that allow energy drains to keep happening. We can plug the holes in our consciousness, and change our ways, our habits and lifestyle to become aware of energy assault, energy stealing; by understanding why is happening. Caraf Avnayt is a survivor of ritual energy harvesting. As in insider in the industry of energy draining, she is able to describe the methods of relationship abuse and covert forms of energy stealing that can hold ...