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Cynthia Ruchti
About this listen
Clinical psychologist Camille Brooks isn't put off by the lifestyle of her hoarder clients and the distress of their families. She lost her mother to the crippling anxiety disorder - so she'll go a long way to help others avoid the same pain.
Despite Camille's expertise, her growing audience for her Let In the Light podcast, and the recognition she's gaining for her creative coaching methods, she's not prepared for the pushback. A client who looks uncannily like her mom catches her off guard and raises long-dormant issues. And the revelation that Camille has her own hoarding problem sends her spinning.
With the help of a cadre of unexpected friends, an enigma of a man who refuses to be discouraged, and the God who created and loves her, can she face her fears, pull back the curtains, and let the light into her own life?
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- Yapsters
- 04-29-23
Got Sucked Into This Awesome Story Quickly!
This was an excellent book! The author does so well at inner dialogue. Loved the subject matter. Learned something new, gained compassion for a subset of people I rarely consider in my day to day life for lack of interaction. Beautiful faith filled story.
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- kitchen lady
- 07-08-22
really meaning story
thought provoking and inspiring..this one makes you think...really grew to care about the characters
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- Amazon Customer
- 08-17-21
Great story but a little slow-moving
I love that it had a Jesus aspect. God is good and has the power to heal. He's really the only way to true freedom.
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- Sharon Brooks
- 02-24-23
Well written, enjoyable read.
Cynthia Ruchti has become one of my favorite authors. Each novel is unique and thought provoking. The word pictures she uses are so rich with meaning.
I enjoyed the characters and their journey toward healing.
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- Liberty Bell
- 08-13-23
I couldn't stop listening...
This story really did suck me in. It was so good, and I might actually listen again, which is something I rarely do.
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- L. G. Lewis
- 10-23-22
would recommend this book
Empathy and understanding of a destructive human condition. I did enjoy reading. Narration lovely.
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- Rozalynne
- 02-02-23
Really wonderful book
Wondering why these are free.
Ruchti is a great author.
I am also a therapist so this story was especially fun for me, I learned new things about working with hoarders.
I love the story teller, Peterson, she is amazing. Miss her reading when listening to other Ruchti books.
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