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Jen Hatmaker
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From Jen Hatmaker—beloved New York Times bestselling author and host of the For the Love podcast—a brutally honest, funny, and revealing memoir about the traumatic end of her twenty-six-year-long marriage, and the beginning of a different kind of love story.
At 2:30 a.m. on July 11th, 2020, Jen Hatmaker woke up to her husband of twenty-six years whispering in his phone to another woman from their bed. It was the end of life as she knew it. In the months that followed, she went from being a shiny, funny, popular leader, to a divorced wreck on antidepressants and anti-anxiety meds parenting five kids alone with no clue about her own bank accounts. Having led millions of women for over a decade—urging them to embrace authenticity, find radical agency, and create healthy relationships—this seemed nothing less than total failure.
In Awake, Jen shares for the first time what happened when she found herself completely lost at sea—and how she made it to shore. In candid, surprisingly funny vignettes spanning forty years of girlhood, marriage, and parenting, Jen lays bare the disorienting upheaval of midlife—the implosion of a marriage, the unraveling of religious and cultural systems, and the grief that accompanies change you didn’t ask for. And, drawing on all her resources—from without and from within—Jen dares to question the systems beneath the whole house of cards, and to reckon with the myths, half-truths, and lies that brought her to this point.
More than one woman’s story, Awake is a critical analysis of the story given to all of us: the story of gender limitations, religious subservience, body shame, self-erasure. With refreshing candor, Jen explores a Midlife Renaissance—grieving what’s lost, cherishing possibility, and entering the second half of life wide awake.
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Why do we pursue more when we’d be happier with less? In this updated edition of 7, New York Times best-selling author Jen Hatmaker tells the story of how she and her family tried to combat overindulgence - and what they learned along the way about living a truly meaningful life.
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Food for thought
- By nedmac mama on 04-01-21
By: Jen Hatmaker
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Worthy
- By: Chris Davis
- Narrated by: Chris Davis
- Length: 3 hrs and 40 mins
- Unabridged
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In Worthy: The Memoir of an Ex-Mormon Lesbian, Davis tells her story of growing up in a Mormon household in Maine. Her nostalgic and sometimes humorous childhood memories of family and friends provide life lessons that influence her during the traumatic experiences she has as a woman and as a closeted queer person in the church. It isn't until one of her children comes out that Davis is forced to choose between religion and family. She chooses love.
By: Chris Davis
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The Tell
- A Memoir
- By: Amy Griffin
- Narrated by: Amy Griffin
- Length: 7 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged
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For decades, Amy ran. Through the dirt roads of Amarillo, Texas, where she grew up; to the campus of the University of Virginia, as a student athlete; on the streets of New York, where she built her adult life; through marriage, motherhood, and a thriving career. To outsiders, it all looked, in many ways, perfect. But Amy was running from something—a secret she was keeping not only from her family and friends, but unconsciously from herself. “You’re here, but you’re not here,” her daughter said to her one night. “Where are you, Mom?”
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Audiobook Redundant Wording
- By Sheryl's Review on 03-15-25
By: Amy Griffin
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Holy Runaways
- Rediscovering Faith After Being Burned by Religion
- By: Matthias Roberts, Jen Hatmaker - foreword
- Narrated by: Matthias Roberts
- Length: 6 hrs and 52 mins
- Unabridged
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In Holy Runaways, psychotherapist Matthias Roberts reaches out to those who, like him, want to understand the religion they've run from and erect a new faith on firmer foundations. He concludes that the best blueprint for a new spiritual home requires reimagining ourselves, God, and our very definition of faith.
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Made me feel seen
- By Ember on 01-07-24
By: Matthias Roberts, and others
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Maya Blue
- A Memoir of Survival
- By: Brenda Coffee
- Narrated by: Brenda Coffee
- Length: 7 hrs and 58 mins
- Unabridged
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MAYA BLUE: A Memoir of Survival is Working Girl meets Taken, a true story of love, cocaine, abduction, and survival, and in the end, Brenda Coffee is the last one standing. Recipient of the coveted Kirkus starred review and nominated for the prestigious 2025 Kirkus Prize, MAYA BLUE is a memoir that reads like a thriller, a compelling, fast-paced story that underscores the power of our voice. "It was a fairy tale until it wasn't... " For a long time, that's what successful businesswoman Brenda Coffee told herself whenever she dared to look back on her twenties and thirties.
By: Brenda Coffee
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We Can Do Hard Things
- Answers to Life's 20 Questions
- By: Glennon Doyle, Abby Wambach, Amanda Doyle
- Narrated by: Glennon Doyle, Abby Wambach, Amanda Doyle, and others
- Length: 12 hrs and 1 min
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The #1 New York Times bestselling authors and award-winning podcasters Glennon Doyle, Abby Wambach, and Amanda Doyle created We Can Do Hard Things—the guidebook for being alive—to help fellow travelers find their way through life.
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I love Glennon but this was way too hard to follow with all the voices, it may be better as a book
- By Amanda Newton on 05-11-25
By: Glennon Doyle, and others
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A Modern Girl’s Guide to Bible Study: A Refreshingly Unique Look at God’s Word
- Modern Girl's Bible Study, Book 1
- By: Jen Hatmaker
- Narrated by: Monique Makena
- Length: 6 hrs and 8 mins
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Written specifically for today's busy women, this book offers user-friendly advice on how to get the most from personal Bible study time. Transform the academic nature of Bible study into a fresh, simple format that will radically change the way you interact with scripture forever. This great leader's resource can be used with the Modern Girl's Bible Study series or as a tool for discipleship ministry.
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Not into being called "Girl!" every other page.
- By Josi on 05-15-19
By: Jen Hatmaker
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7: An Experimental Mutiny Against Excess
- By: Jen Hatmaker
- Narrated by: Rebecca Gallagher
- Length: 9 hrs and 56 mins
- Unabridged
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Do you feel trapped in the machine of excess? Jen Hatmaker was. Her friends were. And some might say that our culture is. Jen once considered herself unmotivated by the lure of prosperity, but upon being called "rich" by an undeniably poor child, evidence to the contrary mounted, and a social experiment turned spiritual journey was born. 7 is the true story of how Jen took seven months, identified seven areas of excess, and made seven simple choices to fight back against the modern-day diseases of greed, materialism, and overindulgence.
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Wish the author had narrated the book herself.
- By Theresa on 06-15-13
By: Jen Hatmaker
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That's a Great Question, I'd Love to Tell You
- By: Elyse Myers
- Narrated by: Elyse Myers
- Length: 12 hrs
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Elyse Myers is known to her twelve million followers as “The Internet’s Best Friend,” sharing her relatable stories and comedic sketches and serving as an advocate for topics such as neurodivergence, impostor syndrome, body image, and more. Whether she’s making people laugh with tales of disastrous dates or giving a voice to that awkward internal monologue many of us have, she has three simple goals behind everything she makes: To make people feel known, loved, and like they belong.
By: Elyse Myers
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I Thought It Would Be Better than This
- Rise from Disappointment, Regain Control, and Rebuild a Life You Love
- By: Jessica N. Turner
- Narrated by: Jessica N. Turner
- Length: 7 hrs and 22 mins
- Unabridged
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What happens when you look at your life and think, I thought it would be better than this? You know you can’t stay where you are, but have no idea what to do next. When Jessica N. Turner, a mom of three, lost her 16-year-marriage after her husband came out as gay, her life shattered. With grit and determination, she picked up the pieces, chose hope and courageously rebuilt a beautiful next chapter.
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Honest advice
- By Anonymous User on 04-23-25
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The Uncool
- A Memoir
- By: Cameron Crowe
- Length: 10 hrs
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The long-awaited memoir by Cameron Crowe—one of America’s most iconic journalists and filmmakers—revealing his formative years in rock and roll and bringing to life stories that shaped a generation, in the bestselling tradition of Patti Smith’s Just Kids with a dash of Moss Hart’s Act One. The Uncool is a joyful dispatch from a lost world, the real-life events that became Almost Famous, and a coming-of-age journey filled with characters you won’t soon forget.
By: Cameron Crowe
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Proof of Life
- Let Go, Let Love, and Stop Looking for Permission to Live Your Life
- By: Jennifer Pastiloff
- Narrated by: Jennifer Pastiloff
- Length: 10 hrs and 47 mins
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Jen Pastiloff convinced herself My life is fine and fine’s enough, until the whisper that something was missing turned full-on scream. This is Pastiloff’s account of how she reclaimed her voice and desire by radically changing her life. She did this despite believing that change equaled death ever since her beloved father died when she was eight. (Much to her shock, change did not equal death.) She shows us it is never too late to begin again, or to let go of stories like: I don’t deserve this; I don’t get to be happy; no one will love me; I’m too old, to name a few.
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The Look
- By: Michelle Obama, Meredith Koop, Farah Jasmine Griffin
- Length: 4 hrs
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In this celebration of style, from the moment she entered the public eye during her husband’s U.S. Senate campaign through her time as the first Black First Lady and today as one of this country’s most influential figures, Michelle Obama shares how she uses the beauty and intrigue of fashion to draw attention to her message.
By: Michelle Obama, and others
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I've Got Questions
- The Spiritual Practice of Having It Out with God
- By: Erin Hicks Moon, Sarah Bessey - foreword
- Narrated by: Erin Hicks Moon
- Length: 6 hrs and 3 mins
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When your faith as you know it has been commodified, nationalized, scandalized, and rebranded beyond recognition, is it even possible to recover the "good" of Jesus from this cluster of epic proportions? Writer and podcaster Erin Moon has questions, and this book is her open letter for anyone who feels iffy, conflicted, or just downright devastated by this disconnect. With empathy, insight, and the therapy of memes and a good laugh, Erin maps out not a rigid prescription but an open-hearted pathway for you to reclaim what you once loved about your faith home and light a match to the rest.
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what if wrestling is the point?
- By Mark Sawyer on 06-24-25
By: Erin Hicks Moon, and others