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MW Cartozian Wilson
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Ray Stoeve
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A moving YA debut about a trans boy finding his voice - and himself.
Dean Foster knows he’s a trans guy. He’s watched enough YouTube videos and done enough questioning to be sure. But everyone at his high school thinks he’s a lesbian - including his girlfriend, Zoe, and his theater director, who just cast him as a “nontraditional” Romeo. He wonders if maybe it would be easier to wait until college to come out. But as he plays Romeo every day in rehearsals, Dean realizes he wants everyone to see him as he really is now - not just on the stage, but everywhere in his life. Dean knows what he needs to do. Can playing a role help Dean be his true self?
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The narrator was just okay. They read the book well, but gave the character a flat affect (though that might have come from the book itself). My real annoyance was their reading of Shakespeare. Shakespeare is supposed to flow and has a rhythm and meter that should be observed. The narrator instead read the Shakespearean excerpts like they were just prose, without the lyrical beauty Shakespeare should evoke.
So I give this book 3 stars. I debated giving an extra star just for getting the trans experience correct. However, this is a novel, and even if I dearly want to love its queerness and transness, I can't give it an extra star just for the love of the subject matter.
Transgender story that was almost really good
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I adored this book
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love the representation
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All in all, the story was okay. It wasn’t bad, just okay.
Decent storyline but it didn’t stand out from other similar stories
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