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If He Had Been with Me

By: Laura Nowlin
Narrated by: Gina Rogers
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An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA best seller is perfect for fans of Kasie West, All the Bright Places, and Dear Evan Hansen.

If he had been with me, everything would have been different....

Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other.

Autumn has her boyfriend, Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around.

That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together.

But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways....

©2013, 2019 Laura Nowlin (P)2020 Tantor
Contemporary Contemporary Romance Dating & Sex Difficult Situations Family & Relationships Friendship Literature & Fiction Mystery, Thriller & Suspense Romance Thrillers & Suspense Dating Tearjerking Heartfelt Emotionally Gripping
Beautiful Love Story • Emotional Rollercoaster • Soothing Voice • Relatable Characters • Relatable Teenage Experiences
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Food story initially then the ending was sad but ending so quick and was left with …what the heck!??

Was wanting to love

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I loved this book! This is heartbreaking in the most beautiful way. Leaves you wanting more.

Wow!

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I loved this book. The narrator was wonderful I love her voice. The way the characters were written was interesting as well. Thank you for this. I couldn’t stop listening.

Wow!

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I loved the narration of the book, the storyline and everything in between! I wish the ending would have been different.

Loved The Storyline

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This book is perfect for younger/teen audience! Enjoyed the twists. Fastest book I’ve finished!

Amazing

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I loved the narrator,
I struggled with this, it took me weeks to finish something that would b usually take me one day, In a way, it's not the typical high school love story, and I saw his side of the story coming, I just didn't see hers. I liked how it ended it, but I didn't love it.

i had to put it down

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I'm glad I decided to explore this book via audio. if I had been reading this I would have given up well before the end. it wasn't until the last 4-5 chapters that the book began to pick up speed.

eeh

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I picked this book for my daughter to read. I research and read books before I let her read them. There were a lot of really good reviews. Some didn’t like it because the MFC is 15 in the beginning of the book. I instantly bought it because my daughter is also 15. I didn’t think I would enjoy it but I actually did. The story reminded me of what it was like to be that age. All of the real life experiences teenagers go through. I feel like as an adult it’s sometimes hard to relate to your teenage kids emotions and situations. I tend to forget about all the struggles and emotions I myself went through at that age. This book was a great reminder of being a teenager. It really was a great story and relatable to real life situations. Yes it reads like the ages of the characters. However I didn’t mind it all. The story was a beautiful, raw and heart wrenching. I would have loved to see more out of the ending. But I think authors know better of where and how they want the story to end. So I can’t be upset about it.

A beautiful nostalgic story of first as a teenager!

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I liked how this booked covers different signs of depression through a young person. I didn’t like how short the story ended when the couple finally got together.

the topic for depression

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It’s a pretty straight forward book that has no plot twist’s. Very sweet but also sad.

Very sweet

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