My Dark Vanessa
A Novel
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Entertainment Weekly's Breakout Author to Watch in 2020
"Brilliant and stunning...an absolute must read." (Gillian Flynn)
"A well-constructed package of dynamite." (Stephen King)
A most anticipated book by The New York Times • USA Today • Entertainment Weekly • Marie Claire • Elle • Harper's Bazaar • Bustle • Newsweek • New York Post • Esquire • Real Simple • The Sunday Times • The Guardian
One of the most buzzed-about debuts in years
An international sensation sold in 24 territories and counting
Exploring the psychological dynamics of the relationship between a precocious yet naïve teenage girl and her magnetic and manipulative teacher, a brilliant, all-consuming listen that marks the explosive debut of an extraordinary new writer.
2000. Bright, ambitious, and yearning for adulthood, 15-year-old Vanessa Wye becomes entangled in an affair with Jacob Strane, her magnetic and guileful 42-year-old English teacher.
2017. Amid the rising wave of allegations against powerful men, a reckoning is coming due. Strane has been accused of sexual abuse by a former student, who reaches out to Vanessa, and now Vanessa suddenly finds herself facing an impossible choice: Remain silent, firm in the belief that her teenage self willingly engaged in this relationship, or redefine herself and the events of her past. But how can Vanessa reject her first love, the man who fundamentally transformed her and has been a persistent presence in her life? Is it possible that the man she loved as a teenager - and who professed to worship only her - may be far different from what she has always believed?
Alternating between Vanessa’s present and her past, My Dark Vanessa juxtaposes memory and trauma with the breathless excitement of a teenage girl discovering the power her own body can wield. Thought-provoking and impossible to put down, this is a masterful portrayal of troubled adolescence and its repercussions that raises vital questions about agency, consent, complicity, and victimhood. Written with the haunting intimacy of The Girls and the creeping intensity of Room, My Dark Vanessa is an era-defining novel that brilliantly captures and reflects the shifting cultural mores transforming our relationships and society itself.
Includes a bonus conversation with Kate Elizabeth Russell, Grace Gummer, and Jessica Williams (editor of My Dark Vanessa).
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Editor's Pick
A dark, absorbing Lolita for the 21st century
"The sexual relationship between a 15 year old and her decades-older teacher can only be described as the rape of a child, but an adolescent—on a passionate identity quest, informed by literature and a culture that relentlessly sexualizes girls—doesn’t think of herself as a child, does she? Kate Elizabeth Russell’s absorbing and disturbing debut novel nails what it might be like to be 15, desperate to feel seen and to matter—and then, with devastating realism and pacing, to be groomed and raped by a predator. "I’m going to ruin you," 42-year-old Jacob Strane tells Vanessa early in the novel, and his prediction plays out through a dual timeline that alternates with Vanessa’s adult reckoning, set in #MeToo-era 2017. With a necessary trigger warning for sexual violence and child abuse, My Dark Vanessa provides visceral nuance to the consent conversation as well as an effective contemporary response to Lolita (a publishing trendlet of late). Narrator Grace Gummer, known for her role in Mr. Robot and as the daughter of Meryl Streep, sounds both tough and achingly vulnerable in an unforgettable performance. She embodies the character so well that, combined with Russell’s masterful prose, Vanessa feels deeply real in a way that’s impossible to shake. I hope she’s doing OK."—Kat J., Audible Editor
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By: Laura Moriarty
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Be the Girl
- By: K. A. Tucker
- Narrated by: Katie Schorr
- Length: 9 hrs and 21 mins
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Almost 16-year-old Aria Jones is starting over. New postal code, new last name, new rules. Now she can leave her painful regrets behind. In the bustling town of Eastmonte, she can become someone else. Someone better. With the Hartford family living next door, it seems she will succeed. Sure, Cassie Hartford may be the epitome of social awkwardness thanks to her autism, but she also offers an innocent and sincere friendship. And Cassie's older brother, Emmett - a popular Junior-A hockey player - well...Aria wishes that friendship could lead to something more.
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✫✫ 4.5 Stars ✫✫
- By ❤️Cyndi Marie❤️🎧Audiobook Addicts🎧 on 06-01-19
By: K. A. Tucker
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Tell the Wolves I’m Home
- A Novel
- By: Carol Rifka Brunt
- Narrated by: Amy Rubinate
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1987. There’s only one person who has ever truly understood fourteen-year-old June Elbus, and that’s her uncle, the renowned painter Finn Weiss. Shy at school and distant from her older sister, June can only be herself in Finn’s company; he is her godfather, confidant, and best friend. So when he dies, far too young, of a mysterious illness her mother can barely speak about, June’s world is turned upside down. But Finn’s death brings a surprise acquaintance into June’s life - someone who will help her to heal....
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worst protagonist ever
- By Danica on 12-19-14
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The Best Laid Plans
- By: Cameron Lund
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When the only other virgin in her group of friends loses it at Keely's own 18th birthday party, she's inspired to take things into her own hands. She wants to have that experience too (well, not exactly like that - but with someone she trusts and actually likes), so she's going to need to find the guy, and fast. Problem is, she's known all the boys in her small high school forever, and it's kinda hard to be into a guy when you watched him eat crayons in kindergarten.
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Good
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By: Cameron Lund
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Tom Violet always thought that by the time he turned 35, he’d have everything going for him. Fame. Fortune. A beautiful wife. A satisfying career as a successful novelist. A happy dog to greet him at the end of the day. The reality, though, is far different. He’s got a wife, but their problems are bigger than he can even imagine. And he’s written a novel, but the manuscript he’s slaved over for years is currently hidden in his desk drawer while his father, an actual famous writer, just won the Pulitzer Prize for Fiction. His career, such that it is, involves mind-numbing corporate buzzwords....
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What a rollicking ride!
- By Pamela Harvey on 08-13-11
By: Matthew Norman
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Marlena
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- By: Julie Buntin
- Narrated by: Emma Galvin
- Length: 9 hrs and 38 mins
- Unabridged
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Everything about 15-year-old Cat's new town in rural Michigan is lonely and off-kilter until she meets her neighbor, the manic, beautiful, pill-popping Marlena. Cat, inexperienced and desperate for connection, is quickly lured into Marlena's orbit by little more than an arched eyebrow and a shake of white-blond hair. As the two girls turn the untamed landscape of their desolate small town into a kind of playground, Cat catalogues a litany of firsts - first drink, first cigarette, first kiss - while Marlena's habits harden and calcify.
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A Brilliant, Agonizing Portrait of a Young Woman
- By Sudi on 06-06-17
By: Julie Buntin
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True Biz
- A Novel
- By: Sara Novic
- Narrated by: Lisa Flanagan, Kaleo Griffith
- Length: 10 hrs and 23 mins
- Unabridged
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True biz? The students at the River Valley School for the Deaf just want to hook up, pass their history finals, and have politicians, doctors, and their parents stop telling them what to do with their bodies. This revelatory novel plunges listeners into the halls of a residential school for the deaf, where they’ll meet Charlie, a rebellious transfer student who’s never met another deaf person before; Austin, the school’s golden boy, whose world is rocked when his baby sister is born hearing; and February, the hearing headmistress.
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A good story with added features both intriguing and informational
- By A Signing Mom on 05-15-22
By: Sara Novic
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Make Your Home Among Strangers
- By: Jennine Capó Crucet
- Narrated by: Marisol Ramirez
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Lizet, a daughter of Cuban immigrants and the first in her family to graduate from high school, secretly applies and is accepted to an ultra-elite college. Her parents are furious at her decision to leave Miami, and amid a painful divorce, her father sells her childhood home, leaving Lizet, her mother, and older sister, a newly single mom, without a steady income and scrambling for a place to live.
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Tremendous Insight on 1st Gen College Students
- By RelizzScholar27 on 11-16-19
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Where They Found Her
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At the end of a long winter in well-to-do Ridgedale, New Jersey, the body of an infant is discovered in the woods near the town's prestigious university campus. No one knows who the baby is or how her body ended up out there. But there is no shortage of opinions.
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Couldn't stop listening
- By Erika on 04-27-15
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Eliza and Her Monsters
- By: Francesca Zappia
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Eighteen-year-old Eliza Mirk is the anonymous creator of the wildly popular webcomic Monstrous Sea, but when a new boy at school tempts her to live a life offline, everything she’s worked for begins to crumble. In the real world, Eliza Mirk is shy, weird, and friendless. Online, Eliza is LadyConstellation, anonymous creator of a popular webcomic called Monstrous Sea. With millions of followers and fans throughout the world, Eliza’s persona is popular. Eliza can’t imagine enjoying the real world as much as she loves her digital community.
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Just...... Breathtaking
- By Amazon Customer on 06-15-19
By: Francesca Zappia
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The Wrong Sister
- By: T. E. Woods
- Narrated by: Angela Dawe
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- Unabridged
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From behind the wheel of her car, Tess Kincaid glimpses a woman walking down a Madison, Wisconsin, street. They've never met, but Tess sees the same features every time she looks in the mirror. Tess introduces herself and discovers that she and her doppelganger, Mimi, have more than appearance in common. They even share the same birthday. Mimi - confident and outgoing where Tess is understated and shy - is convinced they're twins, separated shortly after birth. When a body is discovered in a local marsh, Tess is entangled in a search for the truth....
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Nothing like anything T E Woods has written B4!!!
- By shelley on 03-01-18
By: T. E. Woods
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Side Effects May Vary
- By: Julie Murphy
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- Unabridged
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When 16-year-old Alice is diagnosed with leukemia, her prognosis is grim. To maximize the time she does have, she vows to spend her final months righting wrongs - however she sees fit. She convinces her friend Harvey, who she knows has always had feelings for her, to help her with a crazy bucket list that's as much about revenge (humiliating her ex-boyfriend and getting back at her archnemesis) as it is about hope (doing something unexpectedly kind for a stranger).
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Listening Experiences May Vary
- By The Reading Date on 05-18-14
By: Julie Murphy
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F*ck Love
- By: Tarryn Fisher
- Narrated by: Marisa Vitali
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Helena Conway has fallen in love. Unwillingly. Unwittingly. But not unprovoked. Kit Isley is everything she's not - unstructured, untethered, and not even a little bit careful. It could all be so beautiful...if he wasn't dating her best friend. Helena must defy her heart, do the right thing, and think of others. Until she doesn't.
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Left me feeling confused?
- By ❤️Cyndi Marie❤️🎧Audiobook Addicts🎧 on 09-15-16
By: Tarryn Fisher
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Why Can't I Be You
- By: Allie Larkin
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When Jenny Shaw hears someone shout "Jessie!" across a hotel lobby, she impulsively answers. All her life, Jenny has toed the line, but something propels her to seize the opportunity to become Jessie Morgan, a woman to whom she bears an uncanny resemblance. Lonely in her own life, Jenny is embraced by Jessie’s warm circle of friends - and finds unexpected romance. But when she delves into Jessie’s past, Jenny discovers a secret that spurs her to take another leap into the unknown.
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Silly
- By Hilary on 05-20-15
By: Allie Larkin
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Stunning yes, but also flawed
I basically agree with Ellen's review, titled "Stunning;" I too found My Dark Vanessa to be a love story. It deserves the accolades it has garnered. But I was also disappointed by some deficiencies that reduced my star ratings on Overall and Story (Performance deserves the 5 stars).
Deficiencies, Vanessa: in my view, the thin character development of the two lead figures was a Big Flaw. Both Vanessa and Strane must have had deep "back stories" that contributed to their life choices, but the characters are presented to us in the context of their original affair and, later, its aftermath across subsequent years. Why was Vanessa so very prone to not just fall for Strane, but go after him so aggressively? Never let him go? Mess with him over the years? Although a child, I saw her showing predatory inclinations - first toward Strane, and later toward a different college teacher. Her few interactions/flirtations with men her own age, and those somewhat older, were rather cruel, manipulative, and ultimately dismissive of the men even when she had encouraged their interest in her and toyed with them. I wondered if there was some Daddy issue that tended to drive her behavior? Yet her relationship with her Dad seemed kind of normal and unremarkable. Her relationship with her Mom was more fraught but, the Mom was no monster. Vanessa consistently lied to her parents and basically didn't acknowledge their humanity or their labored support for her. The best she did was put up with them.
Then, there's the issue of, who is Vanessa? We learn she has talent in writing and literature, loves sex, relates to dogs, is extremely messy, and that she has red hair. But what else? Beyond these basic facts, I have no idea what was her substance. I found her unfocused and vacuous.
Strane: Although it was criminal to have sex with a 15 year old, I otherwise found Strane a rather sympathetic character - manipulative, yes, but also gentle, thoughtful, sometimes philosophical, dabbling in occasional existential questioning, and sexually accomplished. He doesn't fully fit the profile of a predator. He remains loving toward Vanessa over the years and vulnerable to her charms. (Why he loved her is another question for me, because of her vacuity.) But why the vasectomy, the absence of relationships with women his own age, the return to attractions toward under-18 year old girls? That backstory too is missing. There's a vague reference, at one point, to asking Vanessa to call him "Daddy." The hint here is that perhaps his own father abused him, but the author gives no further information about how Strane developed into the character we encounter.
"Context-free" characters, e.g. those lacking a fuller exploration of how they came to be who they were, was not essential to telling this fascinating and complex story. I'm sorry the author didn't do the job necessary to bring the story and its lead figures into full relief.
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- Shane
- 05-26-20
It's a love hate relationship..
Oh my...I hated the premise of the story..a pedifile and abuser and his lover/victim??!! I hated what he was and what he did.... sometimes I hated his victim and sometimes I pitied her.. good luck with this one!
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- Bruce E. Hogge
- 04-07-20
Thought provoking read
I read that Kate Russell was influenced by Lolita by Nabokov so I listened to it first. Glad I did, because it features prominently in My Dark Vanessa. The character of Vanessa is so compelling, I really cared about her and her fate as the story unrolls. I was surprised how I could see the situation from so many perspectives- the teacher, the student, the school, the parents. The narrator captured the subtle changes as the character matured from a teenager to a young woman.
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- KPB
- 06-30-20
Incredible
It’s a shame I can’t give it more stars- well written and the narrator delivers!!
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- LAMP
- 06-06-21
Gets a Little Long
This book was riveting to listen to. You will find yourself, if like me, getting frustrated that the main character didn't seek help earlier but more angry at the creep of the old man. I do think it got rather drawn out and kept thinking "it has to end soon."
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- melissa boyle
- 01-21-21
Amazing amazing
This was such an incredible novel. So sad and beautiful. The narrator embodied Vanessa so perfectly. Recommend this over and over
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- Leslie D.
- 10-07-20
Excellent!
I’m deeply moved by this book, and the narrator is perfect.
As someone who was sexually abused as a child, I found this book to be spot on and extremely enlightening.
Thank you so much for capturing so much of my experience and helping me make connections that I’ve not made before. It is so validating.
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- Summer Curran
- 04-21-21
Couldn't Stop Listening!
I never thought I would be writing a review for a book about an extremely inappropriate, illegal, immoral, relationship between a middle-aged teacher and a teenager but here I am! I hope my review helps you decide to use that credit! This is not my typical go-to genre so I really went out on limb and purchased this audiobook based on the reviews. Not only did I immediately get sucked into the novel but I was searching for things to do that would allow me to listen at every possible chance. "Oh we need milk? I'll run to the store!" (driving the actual speed limit while listening to it in the car then switching to an earbud in the store and back to the car again on the way home).
Yes, it is a difficult subject and some sections were a bit uncomfortable to listen to. But at the same time, the narrator did such an amazing job that it felt real, raw, and as if it could have happened to me or someone I know! You are a fly on the wall of the main character's brain and you get to see firsthand how Vanessa was groomed, how the relationship formed, and how it affected not only her but many many others years down the road. You assume that once the "abuse" is over that would be the end of the story. What else is there to say? In this novel... A LOT. One of my favorite parts occurs at the very end!
I am thankful I used my credit and took a chance on this book. I will listen to it more than once, and that rarely happens.
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- Kylee Rae Jurich
- 04-16-21
Great story & great narration.
Grace Gummer does an excellent job at narrating this story. Really happy I chose to listen to it, it made me excited for my 40 minute commute to work. You’ll hate the characters but in a good way lol
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- Tracy Gaudet
- 08-04-21
Disturbingly captivating
Such a strong and hard story to listen to so many times I was tempted to stop listening and not finish the book. I am so glad I didn’t. It was very dark and deeply disturbing to listen but it’s eye opening. This book is not for the faint of heart
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