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Part dark romance, part fairy tale, DISORDER marks the arrival of bestselling Italian author Rokia, available for the first time in English, in a vibrant translation by Beth Hickling-Moore. The production is voiced by an all-star cast: Diane Guerrero (Orange is the New Black), William Gao (Heartstopper), Freya Allan (The Witcher) and Connor Swindells (Sex Education.)
Meet Olivia, Sia, Derek and Edgar. Four young people scarred by self-harm, anorexia and PTSD, each of them searching for a way to heal. Brought together by an unorthodox doctor, their friendship becomes instrumental as they battle their respective demons. Through a series of increasingly demanding challenges set by prestigious media company GNN, deliberately chosen to make them face their pasts, their friendship becomes a key part of how they learn to process their pain. As their relationships grow, the past is never too far away, with wounds constantly being re-opened. And while no-one will remain unscathed along the journey of recovery, one thing is for sure: love has the power to mend a bleeding heart.
Please note: this production includes descriptions of mental illness, death, child abuse, violence, domestic violence, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, miscarriage and substance abuse.
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- Anonymous User
- 12-20-24
it waa good
all readers was great,the srory was deep tho after all that the ending failed hard and was dissapointing
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- Maria
- 11-28-24
It was a story about complex characters, in a simple love story.
Kept me captivated from beginning to end. Loved the characters, and how they intertwined with each other .
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- dawn bahramipour
- 12-09-24
Amazing
I could not stop listening. Such a good book keeps you in your feet. i can relate to some of this.
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- Suzanne C Manley
- 11-27-24
Awesome surprise!
Wasn’t sure what to expect, but I LOVED it! The way mental health and fairy tale stories are interwoven is so very relatable. It is well worth a listen!
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- Amanda S.
- 11-19-24
Beautiful!
This story was beautiful, painful, and magical. Fantastic portrayal of mental health. I absolutely loved it. Now, they should make a show from it.
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- jamjenpantin
- 01-02-25
Informative, stigma, breaking, excellent character development
A long and winding road through the dark spooky forest where an evil queen wants to kill her daughter and the friends that that daughter makes. A very incisive look on people who deal with mental illness on a day-to-day basis. Different levels, different symptoms, and how they managed to get through their day-to-day lives as capable citizens of their country.
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- Heather
- 01-23-25
Felt like I knew each character
The multiple narrators did a great job portraying each character's individual personalities. it made me feel as if I've met them and knew them which drew me into the story greatly.
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- Rebekah Tower
- 02-04-25
Twists and turns
I like the fact there isn't a "happily ever after" feel. There were a lot of surprises. An interesting discussion about mental illness.
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- mimi basley
- 02-28-25
Amazing
This book touched me on so many levels. I don't suffer from mental illness but I know people who do. Disorder is about seeing people and not judging! Its about having empathy, sympathy and trying to be who you are in a society that doesn't really understand what's happening inside!
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- Sorina Marie
- 02-09-25
WOW
I don’t even know where to begin .. this book captivated me from the start and I couldn’t stop listening. I cried, I laughed, I held my breath.. it was an experience I’ll remember.
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