
Finding God in the Ruins
How God Redeems Pain
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Matt Bays
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When the reality of your pain doesn't line up with what you've been taught in church, then what? While many abandon their faith or embrace hopelessness, it is possible to discover the God who heals your heart in the midst of the pain.
Matt Bays has been where you are. His unforgettable stories of loss and healing will usher you into a life where gratitude overpowers anger, hope overcomes despair, and hunger for God replaces indifference to God. With a fresh and original writing style, Bays demonstrates that true redemption is far more powerful than the temporary fixes of sanitized Christianity.
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Heartfelt and beautiful
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Also, thank you sharing the truth: God is bigger than our circumstances and doubt. He's a good, good Father. And I am loved by Him.
I recommend this book to anyone who has experienced great loss and wrestles with the question, "Why, God, why?" You are not alone.
An honest look at brokenness and God's love for us.
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I definitely know this is a Audible book I will go back and listen to over and over. I am glad I have bought a hardcopy.
Incredibly powerful
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Not what I was expecting…but still broke me and repaired me
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great book in understanding pain and suffering.
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Beautiful vulnerability
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finally a book about God that makes sense
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Heart break
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I highly recommend this book & I believe the author himself providing the audible, is very compelling.
Hard but Compelling
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Finding God in the Ruins
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