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I Don't Know Who I Am Anymore

Restoring Your Identity Shattered by Grief and Loss

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I Don't Know Who I Am Anymore

By: Carole Holiday
Narrated by: Carole Holiday
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“There’s someone else.”

“We found something on the X-ray we didn’t expect.”

“We’ve eliminated your position.”

When our circumstances unravel, how do we hold on to truth, to hope, to who we’re meant to be? After Carole Holiday experienced a series of heartbreaking losses, she realized something else had slipped away: her identity. Grief had stolen her sense of self, leaving her feeling unmoored and empty. But it was not the end of her story.

Her debut book, I Don’t Know Who I Am Anymore,is for the wanderers, the waylaid, the wavering. The ones who feel weak and worthless. The ones who weep. This unique book artfully braids together Carole’s story, rich spiritual truths, and delicious recipes from a rose-covered cottage where she discovered the healing that can take place around the table.

Each chapter offers practical and spiritual companionship as you

  • embrace the realities of sadness and faith,
  • reset your foundation in the image of God,
  • redirect doubts and despair toward a God-filled purpose,
  • realize how deep grief carves space for a deeper ability to love, and
  • reclaim your value, your identity, and your incredible worth.

I Don’t Know Who I Am Anymore is a guide through those moments when you wonder if the nightmare will ever end, a testament to the truth that God has good things in store for you, and a reminder that even your pain can be a beautiful part of who you are becoming.

Accompanying recipes are included in the audiobook companion PDF download.

PLEASE NOTE: When you purchase this title, the accompanying PDF will be available in your Audible Library along with the audio.

©2023 Carole Holiday (P)2023 Thomas Nelson
Christian Living Christianity Death & Grief Spiritual Growth
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What an amazing journey! Loved every minute and the articulate voice and words. I highly recommend this read.

Beautifully done

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I enjoyed this book and it helped me discover and overcome a period of grief I was in.

Her authenticity was soul warming!

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Carole’s voice, alone, is like candy for the ears. Soothing and precise words spill from her lips. My favorite part was hearing all the different simple, practical ways to help others who are hurting.

Soothing to a hurting soul

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From the start of the sample I was hooked. Looking for something on loss this was the only one that came up. Once I pressed play I was immediately invested in the story. Hearing from someone that understands loss and hurt in the same way I had to continue listening.

Completely relatable

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not encouraging. I'm a mother who lost her only son. they abandoned by those who were expected to be there.

disappointed

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