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Curtis Dickman
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"I was mesmerized by this compelling true tale of survival and discovery from someone who knows all too well the cost of abuse. I laughed and cried my way through this powerful story. Captivating...a must read.” (Cheryl Ladd, actress, singer, and author)
Living with a parent who can be loving one minute and capriciously cruel and destructive the next is a familiar story shared by millions of abuse survivors around the world. This is the story of Curtis Dickman, a renowned neurosurgeon who faced his own demons and, in the process, discovered a process that helped not only himself, but countless others. A true story of survival and triumph.
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