
My B****** Heart
A Personal Journey of Having a Heart Attack in the Middle of the COVID Pandemic
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Tony Richens-Smith
About this listen
Having a heart attack is not great at any time....
Having one during the COVID pandemic is particularly stupid!
This is exactly what happened to the author in February 2021.
What follows is a deeply personal journey - a no-holds-barred account of the highs, lows, and downright ridiculous situations that occurred.
It is often humorous but full of emotion as he takes the listener through his attempts to adjust to life after a major heart event and how he and his family come to terms with a “new normal”.
PLEASE NOTE: When you purchase this title, the accompanying PDF will be available in your Audible Library along with the audio.
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Critic reviews
"If you have had a heart attack or love someone that has, this book is well worth picking up." (Sallie Crawley)