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Joyce Amoah
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Chineme Emeghara
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Udo and Nnamdi have a perfect relationship. They are respected and regarded as a Black power couple in the impenetrable London business scene. They are the poster couple for successful Black African immigrants and have been ranked in the top 10 of the most influential Black people in Britain for the fifth year in a row.
In one moment, the unthinkable happens, and Nnamdi is dead. What happened that night and what is the truth about Udo and Nnamdi’s relationship? Everything everyone thought they knew about the perfect couple is shaken to the core.
Udo has to face the truth. Amidst the revelations, pain, and devastation is a journey of rediscovery, transformation, and hope for Udo, their daughter Nnemdi, and everyone in the story.
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