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Narrated by:
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Amy McFadden
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By:
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April Henry
About this listen
When Olivia's mother was killed, everyone suspected her father of murder. But his whereabouts remained a mystery. Fast forward 14 years. New evidence now proves Olivia's father was actually murdered on the same fateful day her mother died. That means there's a killer still at large. It's up to Olivia to uncover who that may be. But can she do that before the killer tracks her down first?
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Critic reviews
It was ok.
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Amazing!!!
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Okay
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It’s a great book.Loved when Olivia try’s to figure out how her parents died and how determined she was to find out.I also loved when she actually started to have a real family.
Awesome Book
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The three year old grows up from life in foster care and revisits her childhood home looking for clues
Quickly she finds herself in danger!
Page turner. Every page was good
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The book started a bit slow as most do. It was the personality in the voice that kept me interested. It's story like was fresh and new and I've read and watched and listened to decades of written works.
The ending had me glued. I was feeling ever word. This is the only book I've ever listened to, or read, that ever frightened me to anxiety. I have so many books that are my favorites but this title will be first off my tongue when asked what is my favorite. I completely believe this book should be listened to and this voice is narration should be the only voice this book should EVER HAVE. This book added much to my life... thrilling, mind's eye glory.
incredible mystery and original
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Loved the book!
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10/10 would recommend
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Loved it!
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Jasmine S.
The Girl I Used to Be Book Review
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