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Narrated by:
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Jordan Fisher
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Rebekkah Ross
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By:
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Amber Smith
About this listen
Eden and Josh decide to give their relationship another chance in this much anticipated sequel to the New York Times bestseller The Way I Used to Be that “highlights with painful honesty the process of moving forward following trauma” (Kirkus Reviews).
Eden and Josh never had a fair shot at a healthy relationship. When they dated in high school, they each had their own problems getting in the way of the deep connection they felt toward one another. Unbeknownst to Josh, Eden was carrying the burden of a devastating sexual assault, while Josh was dealing with his own private struggle of having an alcoholic father.
Months after Eden and two other girls publicly accuse their rapist, Eden is starting college while her case goes to trial. Now when she and Josh reconnect, it seems like it might finally be in the right place at the right time for them to make it work. But is their love strong enough to withstand the challenges and chaos of college and the crushing realities of a trial that will determine whether Eden gets the justice she deserves?
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- Length: 10 hrs and 4 mins
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In the wake of her son’s sudden death, Margaret Dobrescu struggles to keep it together in the face of her grief…and her guilt. She can’t help but blame herself for Kyle’s own lifelong struggles—namely, the alcoholism that plagued him. But within mere days of his funeral, secrets and suspicions begin to surface, and Margaret’s husband admits that Kyle once confessed to having a daughter. Clinging to the hope that some part of her son is still out there, Margaret embarks on a search to find her rumored granddaughter.
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Depressing
- By Kamalei on 11-09-24
By: Kristin Kisska
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Friend Like Me
- By: Jamie Millen
- Narrated by: Jesse Vilinsky
- Length: 10 hrs and 38 mins
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When Amy moves to Manhattan and starts her dream job at a top advertising agency, she thinks she’s found a perfect new life. But someone is watching her. This mysterious “best friend” sends her creepy text messages…and murders coworkers who stand in her way. As the body count rises, the brutal crimes threaten to expose the deadly secrets of her past. Amy finds an unlikely ally in a handsome executive, but can she trust him, or is he just a pawn in the killer's lethal game?
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Spectacular
- By Anonymous User on 11-13-24
By: Jamie Millen
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Surprise Me
- A Novel
- By: Sophie Kinsella
- Narrated by: Fiona Hardingham
- Length: 11 hrs and 28 mins
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After being together for 10 years, Sylvie and Dan have all the trimmings of a happy life and marriage; they have a comfortable home, fulfilling jobs, and beautiful twin girls and communicate so seamlessly, they finish each other's sentences. However, a trip to the doctor projects they will live another 68 years together, and panic sets in. They never expected "until death do us part" to mean seven decades. In the name of marriage survival, they quickly concoct a plan to keep their relationship fresh and exciting.
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Sophie Kinsella never disappoints!
- By Ellen Zelda on 02-20-18
By: Sophie Kinsella
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Her Pretty Lies
- By: Angela Henry
- Narrated by: Rachel Handshaw
- Length: 8 hrs and 33 mins
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Only days ago, I had everything. A man I wanted to marry. A prestigious fellowship for graduate school. A perfect new apartment. I’m a psychology student. I should have known she was hiding something from the start… Now I’m shivering under a foil blanket wondering how my life became a nightmare. And when the paramedics check me over, it’s not concern I see on their faces. It’s fear. They think I did this. They think I killed her…
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Lots of twists & turns
- By L. lockhart on 08-14-24
By: Angela Henry
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How to Make Friends with the Dark
- By: Kathleen Glasgow
- Narrated by: Jorjeana Marie, Kathleen Glasgow
- Length: 12 hrs and 43 mins
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Here is what happens when your mother dies. It's the brightest day of summer and it's dark outside. It's dark in your house, dark in your room, and dark in your heart. You feel like the darkness is going to split you apart. That's how it feels for Tiger. It's always been Tiger and her mother against the world. Then, on a day like any other, Tiger's mother dies. And now it's Tiger, alone. Here is how you learn to make friends with the dark.
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It hit home (losing a loved one)
- By K.P. on 10-03-21
By: Kathleen Glasgow
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You Always Come Back
- By: Emily Smith
- Narrated by: Andi Arndt
- Length: 9 hrs and 49 mins
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Nine years ago, July Weaver’s little sister was one of the first victims of the Pacific Lake Killer, a serial killer in Georgia. When other girls began to disappear and were found dead, it was July’s testimony that put her own father into prison for the crimes. After the sentencing, she fled to Nashville to focus on her music career and to try to forget the horrible past. But when her brother tries to kill himself, July is forced to come back home and reunite with her four remaining siblings. What she isn’t expecting is to uncover new evidence that makes her question everything.
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Intriguing story and Great narration
- By ANON on 10-11-23
By: Emily Smith
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Dark Corners
- A Novel
- By: Megan Goldin
- Narrated by: André Santana, January LaVoy, Samantha Desz
- Length: 10 hrs and 45 mins
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Terence Bailey is about to be released from prison for breaking and entering, though investigators have long suspected him in the murders of six women. As his release date approaches, Bailey gets a surprise visit from Maddison Logan, a hot, young influencer with a huge social media following. Hours later, Maddison disappears, and police suspect she’s been kidnapped—or worse. Is Maddison’s disappearance connected to her visit to Bailey? And why was she visiting him in the first place?
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Excellent Story! But please…
- By Holly M. on 08-10-23
By: Megan Goldin
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Never Been Better
- By: Leanne Toshiko Simpson
- Narrated by: Kym Miller
- Length: 8 hrs and 25 mins
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Dee, Misa, and Matt were the "three musketeers" of the psych ward. A year after discharge, Dee is eager to convince everyone that she’s finally turning things around. But Matt and Misa are tying the knot in Turks and Caicos, surrounded by guests who have no idea where they met, and the secrecy isn’t sitting well with Dee, who has been hopelessly in love with Matt since before she got kicked out of the hospital. So, when Dee arrives at the swanky resort with her high-voltage sister, Tilley, it’s now or never to confess how she feels.
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Relatable and Important RE: mental health
- By Hannah D. Sharpe on 03-12-24
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Blind Spots
- A Novel
- By: Thomas Mullen
- Narrated by: Gary Tiedemann
- Length: 10 hrs and 23 mins
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Seven years ago, everyone in the world went blind in a matter of months. Technology helped people adjust to the new normal, creating a device that approximates vision, downloading visual data directly to people’s brains. But what happens when someone finds a way to hack it and change what people see? Homicide detective Mark Owens has been on the force since before The Blinding. When a scientist is murdered, and the only witness insists the killer was blacked out of her vision, Owens doesn’t believe her—until a similar murder happens in front of him.
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Keeps you guessing !
- By Kathy S on 05-13-23
By: Thomas Mullen
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No One Can Know
- A Novel
- By: Kate Alice Marshall
- Narrated by: Karissa Vacker
- Length: 10 hrs and 28 mins
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Emma hasn't told her husband much about her past. He knows her parents are dead and she hasn't spoken to her sisters in years. Then they lose their apartment, her husband gets laid off, and Emma discovers she's pregnant—right as the bank account slips into the red. That's when Emma confesses that she has one more asset: her parents' house, which she owns jointly with her estranged sisters. They can't sell it, but they can live in it. But returning home means that Emma is forced to reveal her secrets to her husband.
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Rate this a B- maybe 7/10 overall. Really liked most of it, still recommend
- By Jessica on 02-01-24
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Ask Again, Yes
- A Novel
- By: Mary Beth Keane
- Narrated by: Molly Pope
- Length: 12 hrs and 42 mins
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In Mary Beth Keane's extraordinary novel, a lifelong friendship and love blossoms between Kate Gleeson and Peter Stanhope, born six months apart. One shocking night their loyalties are divided, and their bond will be tested again and again over the next 30 years. Heartbreaking and redemptive, Ask Again, Yes is a gorgeous and generous portrait of the daily intimacies of marriage and the power of forgiveness....
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Grabs Hold of Your Heart and Doesn't Let Go
- By Amazon Customer on 09-05-19
By: Mary Beth Keane
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Five Winters
- A Novel
- By: Kitty Johnson
- Narrated by: Bronwen Price
- Length: 10 hrs and 37 mins
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Ever since Beth Bailey was a girl, she’s been in love with her best friend’s older brother, Mark. She’s continued to hold out hope that maybe, someday, he’ll love her back. But now Beth is thirty-five years old, and on the day of Mark’s wedding to another woman, she finally accepts the wake-up call she needs to move on.
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Meh
- By Carmen B. on 01-13-23
By: Kitty Johnson
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If Only I Had Told Her
- By: Laura Nowlin
- Narrated by: Tyler Darby, Gina Rogers
- Length: 9 hrs and 44 mins
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Finn has always loved Autumn. She's not just the girl next door or his mother's best friend's daughter, she is his everything. But she's not his girlfriend. That's Sylvie, and Finn would never hurt her, so there's no way Autumn could know how he truly feels. Jack, Finn's best friend, isn't so sure. He's seen Finn and Autumn together. How could she not know? And how is he supposed to support and protect Finn when heartache seems inevitable? Autumn surrounds herself with books and wants to write her own destiny—but one doesn't always get a new chapter and fate can be cruel to those in love.
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A great companion novel
- By Paige on 05-14-24
By: Laura Nowlin
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- Rachel
- 02-23-24
Thank you.
I picked up The Way I Used To Be years ago and come back to it every few months to not feel alone. I always liked that Eden got to be fully complex and make mistakes that aren’t treated as nails in the coffin.
I was scared to pick up the sequel because I feared it would all be whittled down to something trite or focused solely on the trial (forgive me, I am learning to trust again).
I love that we got to hear what was going on in Josh’s eyes and also flesh him out more as a whole person.
It’s a deeply satisfying and inspiring follow up to a book I never expected to have a follow up.
(Don’t let anyone badger you into another sequel, should you feel you have nothing more to add. Your points were made eloquently, compassionately, and profoundly. Thank you.)
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- Amazon customer
- 11-09-23
Loved it!
I wish there was an epilogue! She developed these characters so much more, and they became so real to me. I felt like I knew them. It’s hard to believe someone as thoughtful and level headed as Josh really exists, but it certainly was a page turner. I think everyone needs a Josh in their lives in one way or another. That’s for sure.
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- Joanna Laurx
- 11-12-23
Listened in One Sitting
This was the perfect sequel. I couldn’t stop listening! If you liked the first book, you definitely need to read or listen to this one.
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- telene monteverde
- 12-10-23
Changed my life?
After this I feel so heavy with emotion and so free at the same time
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- Danielle Bartley
- 05-31-24
Just the genuine realness of her continued struggles following reporting it to police. It doesn’t go away.
Honestly it was the fact that I didn’t know if it was a guilty verdict or not but I also realize that for Eden and other survivors, that might not be the point; at least not in that moment.
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- Amanda
- 11-11-23
She did it again
Could not stop listening! They grew so much! I wish it would have ended a little different.... Hopefully book 3 is in the works!
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- Juliana Friedman
- 02-04-24
Pretty good
I loved the characters. The narration was fantastic. Why do you make me use 15 words when I am a woman a few words? 
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- Anonymous User
- 04-19-24
Amazing book
I love both of these books so so much. A great story and brings insight to something so many experience.
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- Holly Pfeifer
- 10-03-24
Wanted the closure..
I was missing the closure and the justice for the girls at the end of this book. As a SA victim myself I feel like this story was left unfinished because the build up for the trial and then ended in not truly knowing what happened. Love Eden and Josh and glad I was on their journey in this duology.
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- Brit
- 11-29-23
Didn’t know I needed.
Reading the first book was difficult for me. I bought it red part of it and I couldn’t handle it then few years later I was able to listen to it and I’m glad I did as someone who has been in this situation and reacted very similar. It brought me peace that I didn’t know I needed. “ he didn’t ask” The simple words….
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