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Narrated by:
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Tyler Darby
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Gina Rogers
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By:
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Laura Nowlin
About this listen
An intensely emotional and gripping companion novel to Laura Nowlin's USA Today and New York Times bestselling novel If He Had Been With Me about the love that both breaks and heals us. Perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover and Jenny Han.
If only I'd told her that I loved her years ago, then I wouldn't be here now.
Finn has always loved Autumn. She's not just the girl next door or his mother's best friend's daughter, she is his everything. But she's not his girlfriend. That's Sylvie, and Finn would never hurt her, so there's no way Autumn could know how he truly feels.
Jack, Finn's best friend, isn't so sure. He's seen Finn and Autumn together. How could she not know? And how is he supposed to support and protect Finn when heartache seems inevitable?
Autumn surrounds herself with books and wants to write her own destiny—but one doesn't always get a new chapter and fate can be cruel to those in love.
Told through three different perspectives, If Only I Had Told Her is a love story brimming with truth, tragedy, and the unexpected bonds that heal us.
©2024 Laura Nowlin (P)2024 TantorListeners also enjoyed...
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Touching, Sobering, Fascinating
- By Wendi on 05-31-17
By: Kathleen Glasgow
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How It Feels to Float
- By: Helena Fox
- Narrated by: Candice Moll
- Length: 9 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
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Biz knows how to float. She has her people, her posse, her mom, and the twins. She has Grace. And she has her dad, who tells her about the little kid she was, and who shouldn't be here but is. So Biz doesn't tell anyone anything. Not about her dark, runaway thoughts, not about kissing Grace or noticing Jasper, the new boy. And she doesn't tell anyone about her dad. Because her dad died when she was seven. And Biz knows how to float, right there on the surface - normal, okay, regular, fine.
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Fantastic!
- By Melanie on 12-18-23
By: Helena Fox
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How to Make Friends with the Dark
- By: Kathleen Glasgow
- Narrated by: Jorjeana Marie, Kathleen Glasgow
- Length: 12 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
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Here is what happens when your mother dies. It's the brightest day of summer and it's dark outside. It's dark in your house, dark in your room, and dark in your heart. You feel like the darkness is going to split you apart. That's how it feels for Tiger. It's always been Tiger and her mother against the world. Then, on a day like any other, Tiger's mother dies. And now it's Tiger, alone. Here is how you learn to make friends with the dark.
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It hit home (losing a loved one)
- By K.P. on 10-03-21
By: Kathleen Glasgow
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The Words We Keep
- By: Erin Stewart
- Narrated by: Phoebe Strole
- Length: 9 hrs and 25 mins
- Unabridged
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It's been three months since The Night on the Bathroom Floor--when Lily found her older sister Alice hurting herself. Ever since then, Lily has been desperately trying to keep things together, for herself and for her family. But now Alice is coming home from her treatment program and it is becoming harder for Lily to ignore all of the feelings she's been trying to outrun.
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The words I keep.
- By Anonymous User on 03-09-25
By: Erin Stewart
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Ellie Haycock Is Totally Normal
- By: Gretchen Schreiber
- Narrated by: Natalie Naudus
- Length: 8 hrs and 57 mins
- Unabridged
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Ellie Haycock has always separated her life into sections: Ellie at home and Ellie at the hospital. At home, Ellie is a proud member of her high school’s speech and debate team alongside her best friend and her boyfriend. At the hospital, Ellie has a team of doctors and a mom who won’t stop posting about the details of her illness online. It’s not hard for Ellie to choose which of the two she prefers. But this latest hospital stay is different.
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Beautiful and gripping!
- By Annette Kazmerski on 03-07-24
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You'd Be Home Now
- By: Kathleen Glasgow
- Narrated by: Julia Knippen, Kathleen Glasgow
- Length: 12 hrs and 11 mins
- Unabridged
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For all of Emory's life she's been told who she is. In town she's the rich one—the great-great-granddaughter of the mill's founder. At school she's hot Maddie Ward's younger sister. And at home, she's the good one, her stoner older brother Joey's babysitter. Everything was turned on its head, though, when she and Joey were in the car accident that killed Candy MontClaire. The car accident that revealed just how bad Joey's drug habit was.
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Another MUST READ By Kathleen Glasgow
- By Pippy13 on 12-17-21
By: Kathleen Glasgow
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Everything We Never Said
- By: Sloan Harlow
- Narrated by: Steven Molony, Ferdelle Capistrano, Brittany Pressley
- Length: 9 hrs and 14 mins
- Unabridged
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It’s been months since the accident that killed Ella’s best friend, Hayley, and Ella can’t stop blaming herself. Now, Ella is back at school, and everywhere she looks are reminders of her best friend—including Sawyer, Hayley’s boyfriend. Little by little, they grow closer, until Ella realizes something horrifying...She’s in love with her dead best friend’s boyfriend.
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Great plot twist
- By Anonymous User on 06-20-24
By: Sloan Harlow
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Every Last Word
- By: Tamara Ireland Stone
- Narrated by: Amy Rubinate
- Length: 8 hrs and 15 mins
- Unabridged
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Samantha McAllister looks just like the rest of the popular girls in her junior class. But hidden beneath the straightened hair and expertly applied makeup is a secret that her friends would never understand: Sam has purely obsessional OCD and is consumed by a stream of dark thoughts and worries that she can't turn off. Second-guessing every move, thought, and word makes daily life a struggle, and it doesn't help that her lifelong friends will turn toxic at the first sign of a wrong outfit, wrong lunch, or wrong crush.
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Nothing Special
- By FanB14 on 08-22-15
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Suicide Notes
- By: Michael Thomas Ford
- Narrated by: Barrett Leddy
- Length: 6 hrs and 35 mins
- Unabridged
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Fifteen-year-old Jeff wakes up on New Year’s Day to find himself in the hospital—specifically, in the psychiatric ward. Despite the bandages on his wrists, he’s positive this is all some huge mistake. Jeff is perfectly fine, perfectly normal; not like the other kids in the hospital with him. But over the course of the next forty-five days, Jeff begins to understand why he ended up here—and realizes he has more in common with the other kids than he thought.
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Extremely problematic
- By Pink Amy on 01-04-24
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A Thousand Broken Pieces
- A Thousand Boy Kisses, Book 2
- By: Tillie Cole
- Narrated by: Katie Schorr, P. J. Ochlan
- Length: 14 hrs and 37 mins
- Unabridged
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After losing her beloved sister three years ago, Savannah Litchfield has been living half a life. Now seventeen—the age Poppy died—the pain of losing her is worse than ever. When Savannah’s therapist suggests a trip around the world to help teens stricken by loss, she reluctantly agrees to it, clutching the unread journal Poppy left her as she goes.
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A Thousand Broken Pieces
- By Priscilla on 08-15-24
By: Tillie Cole
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Perfect
- By: Natasha Friend
- Narrated by: Danielle Ferland
- Length: 4 hrs and 19 mins
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First-time novelist Natasha Friend is a writer with a talent for realistically expressing the fears and uncertainties of today’s adolescents in a good story. Perfect has received the Milkweed Prize for Children’s Literature and is a Book Sense "Winter Picks" selection. This is the moving story of a young girl who develops a dangerous eating disorder while dealing with intense grief.
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passable time passer
- By Merzinator on 09-26-23
By: Natasha Friend
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Still Beating
- By: Jennifer Hartmann
- Narrated by: Laurie West, Christian Black
- Length: 12 hrs and 7 mins
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When Cora attends her sister's birthday party, she expects at most a hangover or a walk of shame. She doesn't anticipate a stolen wallet, leaving her stranded and dependent on Dean—her arch nemesis and ultimate thorn in her side. And she really doesn't anticipate waking up in shackles in a madman's basement. To make matters worse, Dean shares the space in his own set of chains. After fifteen years of teasing, insults, and practical jokes, the ultimate joke seems to be on them. The two people who always thought they'd end up killing each other must now work together if they want to survive.
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Amazing story! Bad female narrator
- By Monita davis on 07-18-23
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You've Reached Sam
- A Novel
- By: Dustin Thao
- Narrated by: Soneela Nankani
- Length: 9 hrs and 57 mins
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Seventeen-year-old Julie Clarke has her future all planned out—move out of her small town with her boyfriend Sam, attend college in the city; spend a summer in Japan. But then Sam dies. And everything changes. Heartbroken, Julie skips his funeral, throws out his belongings, and tries everything to forget him. But a message Sam left behind in her yearbook forces memories to return. Desperate to hear him one more time, Julie calls Sam's cell phone just to listen to his voice mail recording. And Sam picks up the phone.
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I can't get past the narrator
- By Sally H. on 04-10-22
By: Dustin Thao
HEARTBREAKING
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Less Jack, wanted more Autumn!!
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Answers a lot of questions from the last book.
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Not a bad book, just a tragic story
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great closing up of book 1
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Absolutely love the story
Life after him
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Everything
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i love both of the books
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Perfect way to continue the story
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the captivating aspect of the writing
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