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Narrated by:
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Tyler Darby
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Gina Rogers
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By:
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Laura Nowlin
About this listen
An intensely emotional and gripping companion novel to Laura Nowlin's USA Today and New York Times bestselling novel If He Had Been With Me about the love that both breaks and heals us. Perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover and Jenny Han.
If only I'd told her that I loved her years ago, then I wouldn't be here now.
Finn has always loved Autumn. She's not just the girl next door or his mother's best friend's daughter, she is his everything. But she's not his girlfriend. That's Sylvie, and Finn would never hurt her, so there's no way Autumn could know how he truly feels.
Jack, Finn's best friend, isn't so sure. He's seen Finn and Autumn together. How could she not know? And how is he supposed to support and protect Finn when heartache seems inevitable?
Autumn surrounds herself with books and wants to write her own destiny—but one doesn't always get a new chapter and fate can be cruel to those in love.
Told through three different perspectives, If Only I Had Told Her is a love story brimming with truth, tragedy, and the unexpected bonds that heal us.
©2024 Laura Nowlin (P)2024 TantorListeners also enjoyed...
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For all of Emory's life she's been told who she is. In town she's the rich one—the great-great-granddaughter of the mill's founder. At school she's hot Maddie Ward's younger sister. And at home, she's the good one, her stoner older brother Joey's babysitter. Everything was turned on its head, though, when she and Joey were in the car accident that killed Candy MontClaire. The car accident that revealed just how bad Joey's drug habit was.
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Another MUST READ By Kathleen Glasgow
- By Pippy13 on 12-17-21
By: Kathleen Glasgow
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This Is Where It Ends
- By: Marieke Nijkamp
- Narrated by: Nick Podehl, Whitney Dykhouse, Kate Rudd, and others
- Length: 6 hrs and 18 mins
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Over the course of 54 minutes, four students must confront their greatest hopes, and darkest fears, as they come face-to-face with the boy with the gun. In a world where violence in schools is at an all-time high and school shootings are a horrifyingly common reality for teenagers, This Is Where It Ends is a rallying cry to end the gun violence epidemic for good.
By: Marieke Nijkamp
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The Last to Let Go
- By: Amber Smith
- Narrated by: Stephanie Einstein
- Length: 10 hrs and 23 mins
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How do you let go of something you've never had? Junior year for Brooke Winters is supposed to be about change. She's transferring schools, starting fresh, and making plans for college so she can finally leave her hometown, her family, and her past behind. But all of her dreams are shattered one hot summer afternoon when her mother is arrested for killing Brooke's abusive father. No one really knows what happened that day, if it was premeditated or self-defense, whether it was right or wrong. And now Brooke and her siblings are on their own.
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It's slow
- By Autumn S. on 09-05-18
By: Amber Smith
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First Down
- Beyond the Play, Book 1
- By: Grace Reilly
- Narrated by: Kyle Adams, Caroline Sorunke
- Length: 8 hrs and 22 mins
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Football is my everything. I live, eat, breathe the sport. But when I transfer to McKee University to escape the distractions that nearly cost me my future in the NFL, I’m faced with another consequence: retake and pass the writing class I failed at my last college, or lose any chance I have at making it big. That’s where fellow senior Beckett Wood—gorgeous, stubborn, and just my type—comes in. She’s the key to my success in this class… but the price of her help is a fake relationship, and I never do things halfway.
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Great story- not great narration.
- By Miriah Oetterer on 07-14-24
By: Grace Reilly
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How to Make Friends with the Dark
- By: Kathleen Glasgow
- Narrated by: Jorjeana Marie, Kathleen Glasgow
- Length: 12 hrs and 43 mins
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Here is what happens when your mother dies. It's the brightest day of summer and it's dark outside. It's dark in your house, dark in your room, and dark in your heart. You feel like the darkness is going to split you apart. That's how it feels for Tiger. It's always been Tiger and her mother against the world. Then, on a day like any other, Tiger's mother dies. And now it's Tiger, alone. Here is how you learn to make friends with the dark.
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It hit home (losing a loved one)
- By K.P. on 10-03-21
By: Kathleen Glasgow
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The Glass Girl
- By: Kathleen Glasgow
- Narrated by: Gail Shalan
- Length: 12 hrs and 13 mins
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Everyone in fifteen-year-old Bella’s life needs something from her. Her mom needs her to help around the house, her dad needs her to not make waves, her ex needs her to not be so much. The only person who never needed anything from her was her grandmother—and now she’s dead. There’s only one thing that dulls the pressure: alcohol. Vodka, beer, peppermint schnapps—alcohol smooths the sharp edges of Bella’s life. And what’s the big deal? Everyone drinks. Besides, Bella can stop whenever she wants.
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The narration was insufferable
- By katerina on 11-13-24
By: Kathleen Glasgow
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Everything We Never Said
- By: Sloan Harlow
- Narrated by: Steven Molony, Ferdelle Capistrano, Brittany Pressley
- Length: 9 hrs and 14 mins
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It’s been months since the accident that killed Ella’s best friend, Hayley, and Ella can’t stop blaming herself. Now, Ella is back at school, and everywhere she looks are reminders of her best friend—including Sawyer, Hayley’s boyfriend. Little by little, they grow closer, until Ella realizes something horrifying...She’s in love with her dead best friend’s boyfriend.
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Great plot twist
- By Anonymous User on 06-20-24
By: Sloan Harlow
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One True Loves
- A Novel
- By: Taylor Jenkins Reid
- Narrated by: Julia Whelan, Taylor Jenkins Reid
- Length: 8 hrs and 53 mins
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In her twenties, Emma Blair marries her high school sweetheart, Jesse. They build a life for themselves, far away from the expectations of their parents and the people of their hometown in Massachusetts. They travel the world together, living life to the fullest and seizing every opportunity for adventure. On their first wedding anniversary, Jesse is on a helicopter over the Pacific when it goes missing. Just like that, Jesse is gone forever.
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Love
- By Bfloyd on 07-28-23
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Nothing More
- The Landon Series, Book 1
- By: Anna Todd
- Narrated by: Jason Carpenter
- Length: 7 hrs and 47 mins
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Book one of a new series featuring After worldwide fan favorite Landon Gibson as he leaves Washington to navigate love and life in New York City. At the end of After Ever Happy, Landon got married - but listeners everywhere have been wondering who will get to call the nicest boy in the After series their forever love. Listen and find out!
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B rating...
- By Smitten with Reading on 10-10-16
By: Anna Todd
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Catalyst
- Heart of the Inferno, Book 1
- By: Nicole Fanning
- Narrated by: Maxine Mitchell, Grayson Owens
- Length: 16 hrs and 29 mins
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When Natalie Tyler arrives in Chicago to attend her cousin's wedding, she is just hoping to survive the week with her estranged family...and her ex-fiancé. One week. One uneventful week at the beautiful Hotel Jefferson is all she has to endure before she can return to her quiet life in Miami. However, fate has other plans.
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ADDICTIVE & WONDERFUL… but trilogy cliffhanger
- By CAROLYN 🔹🔹🔹🔹🔹🔹 on 07-19-23
By: Nicole Fanning
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How It Feels to Float
- By: Helena Fox
- Narrated by: Candice Moll
- Length: 9 hrs and 34 mins
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Biz knows how to float. She has her people, her posse, her mom, and the twins. She has Grace. And she has her dad, who tells her about the little kid she was, and who shouldn't be here but is. So Biz doesn't tell anyone anything. Not about her dark, runaway thoughts, not about kissing Grace or noticing Jasper, the new boy. And she doesn't tell anyone about her dad. Because her dad died when she was seven. And Biz knows how to float, right there on the surface - normal, okay, regular, fine.
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Fantastic!
- By Melanie on 12-18-23
By: Helena Fox
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The Words We Keep
- By: Erin Stewart
- Narrated by: Phoebe Strole
- Length: 9 hrs and 25 mins
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It's been three months since The Night on the Bathroom Floor--when Lily found her older sister Alice hurting herself. Ever since then, Lily has been desperately trying to keep things together, for herself and for her family. But now Alice is coming home from her treatment program and it is becoming harder for Lily to ignore all of the feelings she's been trying to outrun.
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The words I keep.
- By Anonymous User on 03-09-25
By: Erin Stewart
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- Tim M.
- 04-18-24
HEARTBREAKING
I needed more closure than I got. Soooo heartbreaking. Really good get your tears out kinda read. I would’ve really loved to see Autumn grow friendships more so.
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- alidavis
- 09-12-24
Less Jack, wanted more Autumn!!
Both of the books in this series were absolutely amazing. I just wish that this book had more of Autumn. Jacks storyline was lacking. I hope there will be another book. This story is heartbreaking and healing at the same time.
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- Jes
- 10-07-24
Answers a lot of questions from the last book.
This book tells about the accident and what happened. It explains how it affected his best friend. Also, what Autumn did after finding out she pregnant. This book was better than the last but both books need to be listened to.
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- Anonymous User
- 04-11-24
Not a bad book, just a tragic story
I mean. I guess I thought this was going to be from where last book started until the end but in his point of view. It started at the end just before the tragedy and I think that is what truly classifies this as a sequel. The author does a good job of showing grief specially from Jack. I felt mostly sad throughout autumn's portion. The only part I felt was bad writing was Finns. I know since it was only a part of this book the author was limited to show us the way Finn thinks, but he really just came off as obsessive and one dimensional which felt unfair to the character that was built up the first book. All of the waking moments with him were about her and I know it's supposed to describe how much he loved her, but it just came off as too intense for just love. So I wish he had been given more sustenance to his character but oh well. I found myself hating Autumn at times from Jack's point of view but in the end I think I waa just relieved she'd live and have his kid. Not much else to say to this story, read if if you really want to know what goes on in these characters minds but be warned it's truly depressing majority of the book.
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- Amazon Customer
- 04-21-24
great closing up of book 1
love the writing style, attention to detail and closing up of the book nicely! loved if he had been with me too!
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- Lili
- 08-02-24
Life after him
As hard as it was I like how autumn took initiative over her life?
Absolutely love the story
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- Stacy potts
- 07-14-24
Everything
It was good book it went w my other book that I was reading mmmm super good book
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- Anonymous User
- 08-27-24
i love both of the books
I like how it like Blossom their relationship from like when they were kids like to now
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- Bella
- 02-24-25
Perfect way to continue the story
I loved the first and second book. Even though it’s heart breaking, the story is satisfying in a way that will still leave you feeling warm and hopeful. Spoiler ahead: I do hope she writes one more from the prospective of their daughter. I petition it to be called “if only they’d been together”.
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- Anonymous User
- 04-22-24
finnys side of the story was kind of expected and already known
it was a pretty good story, kind of a slow read for me, but! i got closure, and then the author gave me more unanswered questions!
i do wonder if there will be another book at some point
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