
You'll Never Believe Me
A Life of Lies, Second Tries, and Things I Should Only Tell My Therapist
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Kari Ferrell
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Kari Ferrell
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This program is read by the author.
The compelling, edgy, compassionate, laugh-out-loud memoir from Kari Ferrell, formerly known as the "Hipster Grifter"
Before Anna Delvey, before the Tinder Swindler, there was Kari Ferrell. Adopted at a young age by a Mormon family in Utah, Kari struggled with questions of self-worth and identity as one of the few Asian Americans in her insulated community, leading her to run with the “bad crowd” in an effort to fit in. Soon, stealing from superstores turned into picking up men (and picking their pockets), and before she knew it, Kari had graduated from petty theft to Utah’s most wanted list. Though Kari was able to escape the Southwest, she couldn’t outrun her new moniker: the Hipster Grifter.
New York City’s indie sleaze scene had found its newest celebrity—just as Kari found herself in a heap of trouble. Jail time, riots, bad checks, and an explosion of internet infamy and fetishization put her name in the spotlight. Beyond the gossip and Gawker posts, there’s a side to Kari the media never saw—until now.
By turns rollicking and irreverent, warm and compassionate, You’ll Never Believe Me tells Kari’s story for the first time. A heartfelt narrative of redemption and reconciliation as Kari eventually dedicates her life to activism, social justice, and setting the record straight, this memoir introduces a fresh, hilarious new voice to the literary stage and offers listeners a nostalgic, uplifting, and at times unbelievable book that grapples with truth, why we lie, and what it means when our pasts don’t paint the whole picture.
A Macmillan Audio production from St. Martin’s Press.
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"Raw and riveting. With a combination of bruising vulnerability and self-deprecating humor, Ferrell’s audacious coming-of-age tale pairs the thrill of true crime with the redemptive arc of a good memoir. It’s a deliciously edgy testament to reinvention."—Publishers Weekly (starred review)
“Emphatically audacious, hysterical, and compelling. This is a crazy and beautiful story. Kari Ferrell writes with such heart, and she's so funny and charismatic. You can't help but root for her. Read this book!"—Cat Marnell, New York Times bestselling author of How To Murder Your Life
"Kari is unafraid to explore both the pain and the humor in her wild tale, proving yet again that the hardest, but most important truth we will ever tell is the one about ourselves."—Chelsea Devantez, author of I Shouldn't Be Telling You This and host of Glamorous Trash podcast
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In 1972, Martha "Marty" Goddard volunteered at a crisis hotline, counseling girls who had been molested by their fathers, their teachers, their uncles. Soon, Marty was on a mission to answer a question: Why were so many sexual predators getting away with these crimes? By the end of the decade, she had launched a campaign pushing hospitals and police departments to collect evidence of sexual assault and treat survivors with dignity. She designed a new kind of forensics tool—the rape kit—and new practices around evidence collection that spread across the country.
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A forgotten woman who changed the world
- By Gregory J. Baldwin on 01-19-25
By: Pagan Kennedy
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Memoirs and Misinformation
- A Novel
- By: Jim Carrey, Dana Vachon
- Narrated by: Jeff Daniels
- Length: 7 hrs and 50 mins
- Unabridged
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Meet Jim Carrey. Sure, he's an insanely successful and beloved movie star drowning in wealth and privilege — but he's also lonely. Maybe past his prime. Maybe even...getting fat? He's tried diets, gurus, and cuddling with his military-grade Israeli guard dogs, but nothing seems to lift the cloud of emptiness and ennui. Even the sage advice of his best friend, actor, and dinosaur skull collector Nicolas Cage isn't enough to pull Carrey out of his slump.
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WHAT?!?
- By Question Everything on 07-17-20
By: Jim Carrey, and others
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Ambition Monster
- A Memoir
- By: Jennifer Romolini
- Narrated by: Jennifer Romolini
- Length: 9 hrs and 32 mins
- Unabridged
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After years of relentlessly racing up the professional ladder, Jennifer Romolini reached the kind of success many crave: a high-profile, C-suite dream job, a book well-received enough that reporters wanted to know the secrets to her success, and a gig traveling around the country giving speeches on “making it.” She had a handsome and clever husband, a precocious child. But beneath this polished surface was a powder keg of unresolved trauma and chronic overwork. It was all about to blow.
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Love love love
- By James on 06-07-24
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Influencing Death
- Reframing Dying for Better Living
- By: Penny Hawkins Smith RN
- Narrated by: Penny Hawkins Smith RN
- Length: 6 hrs and 21 mins
- Unabridged
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Death is undeniable and unavoidable. We must accept it; there is no other choice. But coming to terms with our mortality can profoundly influence how we live—and how we die. Having been a hospice nurse for decades, Penny Hawkins Smith is an expert on death and dying. As a recovering alcoholic and former drug addict, she knows what it means to change course and become a meaningful contributor to society. Through her work with death, Penny found her purpose in life. In Influencing Death, Penny brings transparency and levity to the grim topic of death.
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This was more about the author than the patients
- By Mari on 06-12-25
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Didion and Babitz
- By: Lili Anolik
- Narrated by: Lili Anolik, Emma Roberts
- Length: 12 hrs and 46 mins
- Unabridged
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Could you write what you write if you weren’t so tiny, Joan? —Eve Babitz, in a letter to Joan Didion, 1972. Joan Didion, revealed at last… Eve Babitz died on December 17, 2021. Found in the wrack, ruin, and filth of her apartment, a stack of boxes packed by her mother decades before. The boxes were pristine, the seals of duct tape unbroken. Inside, a lost world. This world turned for a certain number of years in the late sixties and early seventies, and centered on a two-story rental in a down-at-heel section of Hollywood.
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I’m still Team Joan
- By Dorothy L. Lipman on 11-16-24
By: Lili Anolik
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I'm Laughing Because I'm Crying
- A Memoir
- By: Youngmi Mayer
- Narrated by: Youngmi Mayer
- Length: 8 hrs and 10 mins
- Unabridged
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In I’m Laughing Because I’m Crying, Youngmi jokes through the retelling of her childhood as an offbeat biracial kid in Saipan, a place next to a place that Americans might know. She jokes through her difficult adolescence where she must parent her own parents: a mother who married her husband because he looked like white Jesus (and the singer of The Bee Gees). And with humor and irreverence and full-throated openness, she jokes even while sharing the story of what her family went through during the last century of colonialism and war in Korea.
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not sure
- By Amazon_Customer on 04-24-25
By: Youngmi Mayer
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Self-Sabotage
- And Other Ways I’ve Spent My Time
- By: Jeffery Self
- Narrated by: Jeffery Self
- Length: 6 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
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In in his debut book for adults, Jeffery Self invites listeners into his world, taking them through the usual foibles of gay adolescence, amplified in the vast wasteland of the American South and the odd characters who peopled it, from shoddy community theater productions to underage drinking with Broadway stars, from downtown comedy rooms to adventure-filled bedrooms.
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Jeffrey we still love you
- By erobert on 06-17-25
By: Jeffery Self
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Night of the Grizzlies
- By: Jack Olsen
- Narrated by: Kevin Pierce
- Length: 6 hrs and 40 mins
- Unabridged
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Jack Olsen's true account, traces the causes of the tragic night in August 1967 when two separate and unrelated campers, a distance apart, were savagely mangled and killed by enraged bears. The award-winning author of thirty-three books, Jack Olsen’s books have published in fifteen countries and eleven languages. Olsen's journalism earned the National Headliners Award, Chicago Newspaper Guild's Page One Award, commendations from Columbia and Indiana Universities, the Washington State Governor's Award, the Scripps-Howard Award and other honors.
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Thought provoking
- By JJ on 03-14-25
By: Jack Olsen
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A Time for Truth
- My Father Jason and My Search for Justice and Healing
- By: Sarah Corbett Lynch
- Narrated by: Sarah Corbett Lynch
- Length: 9 hrs and 34 mins
- Unabridged
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On 2 August 2015, Irishman Jason Corbett was killed in his North Carolina home by his American wife Molly Martens and her father Tom. Sarah, Jason's eight-year-old daughter, and her brother Jack were also in the house that fateful night, asleep upstairs. Now eighteen years old, Sarah Corbett Lynch tells her story for the first time. She shares her earliest memories of her beloved dad and her life with him, Jack and Molly Martens in their home in North Carolina, and gives her account of the events leading up to the night that changed everything.
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Beautifully Told
- By KKEC Reads on 06-17-25
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Cleavage
- Men, Women, and the Space Between Us
- By: Jennifer Finney Boylan
- Narrated by: Gabra Zackman, Jennifer Finney Boylan
- Length: 8 hrs and 10 mins
- Unabridged
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What is the difference between men and women? Jennifer Finney Boylan, bestselling author of She’s Not There and co-author of Mad Honey with Jodi Picoult, examines the divisions—as well as the common ground—between the genders, and reflects on her own experiences, both difficult and joyful, as a transgender American.
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A marvelous kaleidoscope
- By James Quinn on 02-15-25
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Number Go Up
- Inside Crypto's Wild Rise and Staggering Fall
- By: Zeke Faux
- Narrated by: Dan Bittner
- Length: 9 hrs and 48 mins
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In 2021 cryptocurrency went mainstream. Giant investment funds were buying it, celebrities like Tom Brady endorsed it, and TV ads hailed it as the future of money. Hardly anyone knew how it worked—but why bother with the particulars when everyone was making a fortune from Dogecoin, Shiba Inu, or some other bizarrely named “digital asset”? As he observed this frenzy, investigative reporter Zeke Faux had a nagging question: Was it all just a confidence game of epic proportions? What started as curiosity—with a dash of FOMO—would morph into a two-year globe-spanning quest.
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Phenomenal story
- By Michael on 10-05-23
By: Zeke Faux
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A Hunger to Kill
- A Serial Killer, a Determined Detective, and the Quest for a Confession That Changed a Small Town Forever
- By: Kim Mager, Lisa Pulitzer - contributor
- Narrated by: Jennifer Blom
- Length: 10 hrs and 1 min
- Unabridged
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On September 13, 2016, in the small town of Ashland, Ohio, emergency dispatchers received a 911 call from a terrified woman who claimed to be kidnapped. The man holding her hostage was Shawn Grate, a serial killer whom the press later dubbed “The Ladykiller.” A key to his conviction and death sentence were Grate’s extensive recorded confessions—all extracted by one woman: Detective Kim Mager.
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Turned into a sermon.
- By Victor Naranjo on 01-29-25
By: Kim Mager, and others
Very interested and perfect the way she didn’t do too long in one area
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If you're wondering if you should get the book, you probably should. But while the experience of listening to Ms. Grifter's (mis) adventures was enjoyable, I also found her story scatterbrained, and this book is probably published 10 years too early. Kari earnestly describes her upbringing and challenges as an adoptee, a member of the Mormon church, and a young girl. She touches on a lot of relatable and interesting topics, although it's not clear how these transition into her misdeeds in early adulthood.
And once the grifting begins, there's no stopping the runaway train. While Kari openly acknowledges her need for attention, and that her actions were wrong and hurtful, she continues to circle back on her challenges as a Korean American and an ex-Mormon.
A lot of topics are raised, and a lot of important details are skipped over. For example, the book largely avoids any mention of how Kari's court case played out, how long she was sentenced for, or why she was released. The book touches on body issues, racism, and harassment, but never quite ties them together.
Instead, Ms. Farrell continues to lament her worsening circumstances, and lash out about all the microagressions (and often blatant racism) she's receiving, while showing little remorse for her lies, beyond "oh, I was so broken."
The book concludes with (spoiler alert!) a visit it to her homeland, where Kari finally feels whole. But so many questions remain unanswered -- why did she do it, what did she learn, does she feel any genuine remorse?
That said, it was a wonderfully narrated, wonderfully written ride. A minor gripe is that there were bits of audio inserted multiple times throughout the book that had a clearly different tone and sound quality.
Get the book, enjoy the ride! Just don't expect it to go too deep.
a riveting, scatterbrained tale
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I believe you!
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Crazy life - profound personal growth
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Also, I wish editors would drop about 50% of the “fu**” words. And this from someone who uses the word! Too many and they don’t have any impact other than being crass.
Painful but honest
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Surprisingly great writer
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The real is real
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That was going to be my title!
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Rip off artist does jail time
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Don’t read
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