
Disappoint Me
A Novel
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Narrated by:
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Martin Sarreal
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Mei Mei MacLeod
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By:
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Nicola Dinan
About this listen
An electrifying story of love, betrayal, and the complicated allure of bougie domesticity
“Dinan writes like some kind of demigod. Her fictions make thinkable new realities for how we live and what we might expect from each other."–Torrey Peters, author of Detransition, Baby
You can fall in love with an outline, you can even make a home with one, but there will come a time where you can’t deny the bones their flesh. A person is no fewer than two things.
Thirty years old with a lifetime of dysphoria and irritating exes rattling around in her head, Max is plagued by a deep dissatisfaction. Shouldn't these be the best years of her life? Why doesn't it feel that way? After taking a spill down the stairs at a New Year’s Eve party, she decides to make some changes. First: a stab at good old-fashioned heteronormativity.
Max thinks she’s found the answer in Vincent. While his corporate colleagues, trad friends, and Chinese parents never pictured their son dating a trans woman, he cares for Max in a way she’d always dismissed as a foolish fantasy. But he is also carrying baggage of his own. When the fall-out of a decades-old entanglement resurfaces, Max must decide what forgiveness really means. Can we be more than our worst mistakes? Is it possible to make peace with the past?
Funny, sharp, and poignant, Disappoint Me is a sweeping exploration of love, loss, trans panic, race, millennial angst, and the relationships—familial and romantic—that make us who we are.
©2025 Nicola Dinan (P)2025 Random House AudioListeners also enjoyed...
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“Nicola Dinan writes like some kind of demigod. Her fictions make thinkable new realities for how we live and what we might expect from each other.”―Torrey Peters, author of Detransition Baby
“[A] humorous but heartfelt look at finding love in your 30s and breaking free of the conventions—climbing the career ladder, getting married—that box us all in.”—PopSugar, “32 Essential Books by Trans and Nonbinary Authors to Add to Your Reading List”
“The up-and-coming trans author of Bellies returns with Disappoint Me, where Max, a poet and tech worker, decides to switch up her life by pivoting to heteronormativity. She finds good company in Vincent, a lawyer, who has baggage of his own; a whirlwind and explosive trip to Thailand and a mother who isn’t sure about her son dating a transgender woman.”—Our Culture
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- Unabridged
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It’s 1989, and Joe Agabian and his best friend Ronnie set out to spend their first summer working in the hedonistic gay paradise of Fire Island Pines. Joe is desperate to let loose and finally move beyond the heartbreak of having lost his boyfriend to the HIV/AIDS epidemic. The two friends are quickly taken in by a pair of quirky, older house cleaners. But something seems off, and Joe starts to suspect the two older men of being up to something otherworldly. In truth, Howie and Lenny are members of a secret disco witch coven tasked with protecting the island.
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WOW! What a great book!
- By Ace on 06-14-25
By: Blair Fell
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Loved One
- A Novel
- By: Aisha Muharrar
- Length: 11 hrs
- Unabridged
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When her first love and friend of more than a decade, Gabe, dies suddenly at twenty-nine, thirty-year-old Julia is launched onto an intercontinental quest to recover his lost possessions. Her journey takes her from Los Angeles to London and into the murky realm of the past, which seems to offer more questions than answers about who Gabe really was, and who they were to each other.
By: Aisha Muharrar
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The Bombshell
- A Novel
- By: Darrow Farr
- Narrated by: Imani Jade Powers
- Length: 13 hrs and 30 mins
- Unabridged
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Corsica, 1993. As a sun-drenched Mediterranean summer heads into full swing, beautiful and brash seventeen-year-old Séverine Guimard is counting down the days until graduation, dreaming of stardom while smoking cigarettes, and seducing boys in her class to pass the time. The pampered French American daughter of a politician, Séverine knows she’s destined for bigger things.
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Laundry Lint has more depth!
- By Martha Moran on 05-31-25
By: Darrow Farr
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Tell Them You Lied
- By: Laura Leffler
- Narrated by: Sarah Naughton
- Length: 10 hrs and 22 mins
- Unabridged
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Anna had never met anyone like Willow. Entering art school with lofty ideas about Art and her role in it, Anna was wholly unprepared for someone as mysterious, moody—and cool—as Willow. Here was Anna’s muse and collaborator all in one, ready to bring her in on Art’s great secrets. Now, five years later, Anna is weary. Where art school was boundless creativity and collaboration, the New York art scene is all about survival. Worse: Willow’s true nature as a muse only to herself has become nakedly apparent, as has her cruelty.
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Mean Girls in Life
- By April & Danger on 06-16-25
By: Laura Leffler
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My Father Always Finds Corpses
- By: Lee Hollis
- Narrated by: Matt Godfrey
- Length: 7 hrs and 27 mins
- Unabridged
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You never forget your first corpse. For former child star Jarrod Jarvis, that discovery was twenty-plus years ago, and a lot has happened since he solved a string of real-life Hollywood murders. Now Jarrod lives in Palm Springs where he writes and directs local theatre while quietly grieving the loss of his partner, police detective Charlie.
By: Lee Hollis
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A Sharp Endless Need
- A Novel
- By: Marisa Crane
- Narrated by: Dani Martineck
- Length: 8 hrs and 36 mins
- Unabridged
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Star point guard Mack Morris’s senior year of high school begins with twin cataclysms: the death of Mack’s father and the arrival of transfer student Liv Cooper. Playing side by side for their high school basketball team, Mack and Liv discover an electrifying, game-winning chemistry on the court. Off the court, they fall into an equally intoxicating more-than-friendship—one that feels out-of-bounds in their small Pennsylvania town. Mack teeters on the precipice of adulthood as desire and grief collide with drugs, sex, and the looming college signing deadline.
By: Marisa Crane
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Our Last Wild Days
- A Novel
- By: Anna Bailey
- Narrated by: Kate Handford
- Length: 10 hrs and 50 mins
- Unabridged
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The Labasques aren’t like other families. Living in a shack out in the swamps, they made do by hunting down alligators and other animals. To the good people of Jacknife, Louisiana, they are troublemakers and outcasts, the kind of people you wouldn’t want in your community. So, when Cutter Labasque is found face down in the muddy swamp, no one seems to care, not even her two brothers. The only person who questions the official verdict of suicide is Cutter’s childhood friend, Loyal May, who has just returned home to care for her mother.
By: Anna Bailey
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Summerhouse
- By: Yiğit Karaahmet, Nicholas Glastonbury - translator
- Narrated by: George Guidall
- Length: 9 hrs and 11 mins
- Unabridged
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Fehmi and Şener have been together forty years—no small feat for any pair, but especially admirable for a gay couple in Turkey. Behind closed doors, their life on Büyükada, an idyllic island near Istanbul, is like a powder keg that needs only one spark to blow. That spark soon comes in the form of Deniz, the wildly handsome and troubled teenager next door, who immediately catches Fehmi’s eye.
By: Yiğit Karaahmet, and others
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Awakened
- By: A.E. Osworth
- Narrated by: A.E. Osworth
- Length: 12 hrs and 18 mins
- Unabridged
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On a morning much like any other, 30-something queer Brooklynite Wilder makes a miraculous discovery: suddenly, as if by magic, they can understand every language in the world. Dazed and disconnected, Wilder is found and taken in by a small coven of trans witches who have all become Awakened with mystical powers of their own.
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Loved this queer magical world
- By Kathryn S. on 05-24-25
By: A.E. Osworth
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Whispers of Dead Girls
- A Novel
- By: Marlee Bush
- Narrated by: Jaime Lamchick
- Length: 8 hrs and 56 mins
- Unabridged
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Ten years have passed, and Ren Taylor is back at square one, having accepted a job at her old high school. She’d hoped to make peace with the past but now she’s thrust back into it: her murdered teenage sister is still immortalized in town, and Ren can’t stop seeing her wherever she goes. She’s dogged by the scandal that ruined her childhood and killed her sister. Then Ren meets physics teacher Bryson Lewis. Handsome and charismatic, all the other teachers and students seem to fall at his feet. But Ren knows men like him–she knows they can’t be trusted.
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She did it again!
- By Kindle Customer on 05-31-25
By: Marlee Bush
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Consider Yourself Kissed
- A Novel
- By: Jessica Stanley
- Narrated by: Lydia Leonard
- Length: 8 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged
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When she first meets Adam, Coralie is new to London and feeling adrift. But Adam is clever, witty, and (he insists) a quarter inch taller than the average male. His charming four-year-old daughter only adds to his appeal. But ten years on, something important is missing from the life Coralie and Adam (though let’s face it, mostly Coralie) have built. Or maybe, having gained everything she dreamed of, Coralie has lost something else she once had: herself.
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Narration was enjoyable. Easy to listen to and made the book wonderful to listen to.
- By drh on 06-11-25
By: Jessica Stanley
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Autocorrect
- Stories
- By: Etgar Keret
- Narrated by: Jessica Cohen, Sondra Silverston, Steven Jay Cohen, and others
- Length: 4 hrs and 34 mins
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Etgar Keret is the world’s most famous living Israeli writer, known for writing short stories that are lean and accessible in style, and whimsical, surrealist, and darkly funny in subject. His work explores life’s smallest, most unremarkable interactions in ways that are profound and unusual. The characters populating his fiction have relatable work and relationship problems.
By: Etgar Keret
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Girls Girls Girls
- By: Shoshana von Blanckensee
- Narrated by: Rachel F. Hirsch, Shoshana von Blanckensee
- Length: 10 hrs and 49 mins
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It’s the summer of ’96 and best friends (and secret girlfriends) Hannah and Sam are driving across the country from Long Beach, New York, to the fabled queer paradise of San Francisco, free from the harsh gazes of their neighbors and the stifling demands of Hannah’s devout Orthodox Jewish mother. In San Francisco, they will finally be together as a real couple, out in the open, around other queer people . . . even if the move means leaving behind Hannah’s beloved Bubbe.