
A Sharp Endless Need
A Novel
Failed to add items
Add to Cart failed.
Add to Wish List failed.
Remove from wishlist failed.
Adding to library failed
Follow podcast failed
Unfollow podcast failed
$0.99/mo for the first 3 months

Pre-order for $19.80
No default payment method selected.
We are sorry. We are not allowed to sell this product with the selected payment method
-
Narrated by:
-
Dani Martineck
-
By:
-
Marisa Crane
About this listen
A propulsive and nostalgic coming-of-age novel about an all-consuming relationship between two teammates on a girls’ high school basketball team, from the Lambda Literary Award-winning author of I Keep My Exoskeletons to Myself
“Brilliant . . . so alive and vibrating that it took my breath away.”—Kevin Wilson, New York Times bestselling author of Nothing to See Here
Star point guard Mack Morris’s senior year of high school begins with twin cataclysms: the death of her father and the arrival of transfer student Liv Cooper. On the court, Mack and Liv discover an electrifying, game-winning chemistry; off the court, they fall into an equally intoxicating more-than-friendship that is out-of-bounds for their small Pennsylvania town in 2004, and for Liv’s conservative mother. As Mack’s desire and grief collide with drugs, sex, and the looming college signing deadline, she is forced to reckon with the disconnect between her past and her future—and fight for the life she wants for herself, whether or not Liv will be on the court beside her.
Written with the lush longing of André Aciman’s Call Me by Your Name, the obsessive attention of Jean Kyoung Frazier’s Pizza Girl, and all the romance and feeling of the beloved 2000 movie Love & Basketball, Marisa Crane’s sophomore novel is a voice-driven, literary treatment of the big feelings of first love, intimacy, heartbreak, grief, and, of course, sports.
©2025 Marisa Crane (P)2025 Random House AudioCritic reviews
“Crane is fearless, ferocious, and blessed with the kind of vision that lets you see everything in real time and find your way to something exceptional.”—Kevin Wilson, New York Times bestselling author of Nothing to See Here
“Sometimes the universe sends you a book written by someone else that feels like it’s been written just for you. As a former basketball player myself, Crane’s follow-up to I Keep My Exoskeletons to Myself is an alley-oop from the literary gods: perfectly pitched and right when it’s needed most. . . . Full of beauty and brawn.”—Michelle Hart for Electric Literature, “The Most Anticipated Queer Books for Spring 2025”
“Crane tackles grief, sexuality, drugs, and the push-and-pull between the past and the future in a complicated, intricate narrative. This is the perfect read for fans of literary fiction and a good, complicated, character-driven story.”—Queerty, “16 LGBTQ+ Books to Add to Your Must-Read List in 2025”
People who viewed this also viewed...
-
Pioneer Summer
- A Novel
- By: Katerina Silvanova, Elena Malisova, Anne O. Fisher - translator
- Narrated by: Edoardo Ballerini
- Length: 13 hrs and 52 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
The year is 1986, and Yurka Konev, 16, has been sent off for another summer at Pioneer Camp. Impulsive, forthright, and unfairly branded as a troublemaker, he anticipates the weeks ahead of him with boredom and dread. But when he’s pushed into working on the camp’s theater production, he meets serious, thoughtful troop leader Volodya. Yurka finds himself drawn to the slightly older boy, and, surprisingly, Volodya seems to like him, too. The two boys grow closer and closer, and though both fear the consequences of their illegal attraction, its gravity pulls them together.
By: Katerina Silvanova, and others
-
All Fired Up
- By: M. K. England
- Narrated by: Angel Pean, Kristen DiMercurio
- Length: 8 hrs and 35 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Nicole Wells left Seattle two years ago for graduate school to study fire dynamics…and to get away from her best friend and unrequited love, Skylar Clark. Now she’s back home with a new job, ready to hit reset on her life and reconnect with her friends. And maybe finally get together with Skylar. Nic’s plans go up in flames when Skylar announces she’s moving to Fiji for a new business venture in what will likely be another catastrophe for the ambitious but seldom successful BFF. That, and there’s a newcomer to Nic’s group of friends: Kira McKinney, a firefighter Nicole can’t keep her eyes off.
By: M. K. England
-
Wayward Girls
- A Novel
- By: Susan Wiggs
- Narrated by: Susan Wiggs, Jane Oppenheimer, Cynthia Farrell
- Length: 14 hrs
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
In 1968 we meet six teens confined at the Good Shepherd—a dark and secretive institution controlled by Sisters of Charity nuns—locked away merely for being gay, pregnant, or simply unruly. Wayward Girls is a haunting but thrilling tale of hope, solidarity, and the enduring strength of young women who find the courage to break free and find redemption...and justice.
By: Susan Wiggs
-
Cosmic Love at the Multiverse Hair Salon
- By: Annie Mare
- Narrated by: Mia Hutchinson-Shaw
- Length: 11 hrs
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Tressa Fay Robeson has never been shy, which is how she’s made a name for herself as an in-demand hairstylist and social media star. So she can admit that spending her days at her hair salon and her nights with her tight-knit group of friends (and one grumpy cat) is not the kind of exciting life she’d hoped for. When a misdirected text from a stranger leads to a flirty exchange, she surprises herself by suggesting an impulsive meetup. But the woman, Meryl, never shows. Tressa Fay brushes it off—until Meryl’s sister and friend show up at the salon demanding to know what’s going on.
By: Annie Mare
-
Love in Focus
- By: Lyla Lee
- Narrated by: Natalie Naudus, Catherine Ho
- Length: 8 hrs
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
When her boyfriend of seven years suddenly breaks up with her, relationship advice columnist Gemma Cho is convinced that real love doesn’t exist. As a bisexual woman who’s had zero luck with both men and women, she’s ready to give up on her own romantic prospects. That is, until she's paired up with world-renowned photographer Celeste Min on a potentially career-saving piece on modern love.
By: Lyla Lee
-
What a Girl Wants
- A (True) Story of Sexuality and Self-discovery
- By: Roxy Bourdillon
- Narrated by: Roxy Bourdillon
- Length: 8 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
From the suburbs of Leeds to the streets of Sydney, from the queer clubs of London to a quiet life by the sea, through love, family, friendship and heartache, join Roxy Bourdillon on a journey to work out exactly who she is. What a Girl Wants is the perfect listen for anyone who’s searched for their place in the world, for anyone who’s ever been catcalled, anyone who's despaired about their body, fallen in love, had their heart broken and found friends who can put it back together.
By: Roxy Bourdillon
-
Pioneer Summer
- A Novel
- By: Katerina Silvanova, Elena Malisova, Anne O. Fisher - translator
- Narrated by: Edoardo Ballerini
- Length: 13 hrs and 52 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
The year is 1986, and Yurka Konev, 16, has been sent off for another summer at Pioneer Camp. Impulsive, forthright, and unfairly branded as a troublemaker, he anticipates the weeks ahead of him with boredom and dread. But when he’s pushed into working on the camp’s theater production, he meets serious, thoughtful troop leader Volodya. Yurka finds himself drawn to the slightly older boy, and, surprisingly, Volodya seems to like him, too. The two boys grow closer and closer, and though both fear the consequences of their illegal attraction, its gravity pulls them together.
By: Katerina Silvanova, and others
-
All Fired Up
- By: M. K. England
- Narrated by: Angel Pean, Kristen DiMercurio
- Length: 8 hrs and 35 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Nicole Wells left Seattle two years ago for graduate school to study fire dynamics…and to get away from her best friend and unrequited love, Skylar Clark. Now she’s back home with a new job, ready to hit reset on her life and reconnect with her friends. And maybe finally get together with Skylar. Nic’s plans go up in flames when Skylar announces she’s moving to Fiji for a new business venture in what will likely be another catastrophe for the ambitious but seldom successful BFF. That, and there’s a newcomer to Nic’s group of friends: Kira McKinney, a firefighter Nicole can’t keep her eyes off.
By: M. K. England
-
Wayward Girls
- A Novel
- By: Susan Wiggs
- Narrated by: Susan Wiggs, Jane Oppenheimer, Cynthia Farrell
- Length: 14 hrs
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
In 1968 we meet six teens confined at the Good Shepherd—a dark and secretive institution controlled by Sisters of Charity nuns—locked away merely for being gay, pregnant, or simply unruly. Wayward Girls is a haunting but thrilling tale of hope, solidarity, and the enduring strength of young women who find the courage to break free and find redemption...and justice.
By: Susan Wiggs
-
Cosmic Love at the Multiverse Hair Salon
- By: Annie Mare
- Narrated by: Mia Hutchinson-Shaw
- Length: 11 hrs
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Tressa Fay Robeson has never been shy, which is how she’s made a name for herself as an in-demand hairstylist and social media star. So she can admit that spending her days at her hair salon and her nights with her tight-knit group of friends (and one grumpy cat) is not the kind of exciting life she’d hoped for. When a misdirected text from a stranger leads to a flirty exchange, she surprises herself by suggesting an impulsive meetup. But the woman, Meryl, never shows. Tressa Fay brushes it off—until Meryl’s sister and friend show up at the salon demanding to know what’s going on.
By: Annie Mare
-
Love in Focus
- By: Lyla Lee
- Narrated by: Natalie Naudus, Catherine Ho
- Length: 8 hrs
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
When her boyfriend of seven years suddenly breaks up with her, relationship advice columnist Gemma Cho is convinced that real love doesn’t exist. As a bisexual woman who’s had zero luck with both men and women, she’s ready to give up on her own romantic prospects. That is, until she's paired up with world-renowned photographer Celeste Min on a potentially career-saving piece on modern love.
By: Lyla Lee
-
What a Girl Wants
- A (True) Story of Sexuality and Self-discovery
- By: Roxy Bourdillon
- Narrated by: Roxy Bourdillon
- Length: 8 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
From the suburbs of Leeds to the streets of Sydney, from the queer clubs of London to a quiet life by the sea, through love, family, friendship and heartache, join Roxy Bourdillon on a journey to work out exactly who she is. What a Girl Wants is the perfect listen for anyone who’s searched for their place in the world, for anyone who’s ever been catcalled, anyone who's despaired about their body, fallen in love, had their heart broken and found friends who can put it back together.
By: Roxy Bourdillon
-
Rules of the Heart
- Hearts Medical, Book 1
- By: Emily Hayes
- Narrated by: Alexandria Wilde
- Length: 3 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Dr. Valerie Bush is a tough and demanding Head of Surgery. When the young and passionate surgeon Dr. Ella Ashton joins her team, Valerie is shocked by her own immediate attraction to the beautiful Ella. Ella was fired from her last hospital for breaking hospital rules and it seems like she hasn't learnt much from that. Ella makes decisions from her heart and Valerie runs her hospital by the rules—it isn't long before they clash.
-
-
Rules are Made to be Broken
- By Janie on 03-21-25
By: Emily Hayes
-
Girls Girls Girls
- By: Shoshana von Blanckensee
- Narrated by: Rachel F. Hirsch, Shoshana von Blanckensee
- Length: 9 hrs and 30 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
It’s the summer of ’96 and best friends (and secret girlfriends) Hannah and Sam are driving across the country from Long Beach, New York, to the fabled queer paradise of San Francisco, free from the harsh gazes of their neighbors and the stifling demands of Hannah’s devout Orthodox Jewish mother. In San Francisco, they will finally be together as a real couple, out in the open, around other queer people . . . even if the move means leaving behind Hannah’s beloved Bubbe.
-
If I Told You, I'd Have to Kiss You
- A Novel
- By: Mae Marvel
- Narrated by: Mia Hutchison-Shaw
- Length: 10 hrs and 12 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Yardley Whitmer, code name “the Unicorn,” can do no wrong. She’s honed her spycraft and become an instant legend in the field. If only breaking up with her girlfriend were as easy as rappelling off the Eiffel Tower. Living a full-time cover story has slowly eroded her relationship until there’s nothing left but lies. KC “Tabasco” Nolan, hacker extraordinaire, can crack any code—except the one that would tell her the right moment to confess her secret job to Yardley. Now it’s too late, and she’s in danger of losing the best chance at love she’s ever had.
By: Mae Marvel
-
A Line You Have Traced
- By: Roisin Dunnett
- Narrated by: Kim Bretton
- Length: 11 hrs and 41 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Against a backdrop of growing violence and environmental collapse, three women living centuries apart search for meaning and connection by becoming obsessed with a mysterious red book. A Line You Have Traced asks what we owe to those who will come after us, and what it might cost us.
By: Roisin Dunnett
-
This Vicious Hunger
- By: Francesca May
- Narrated by: Hannah Church
- Length: 13 hrs and 30 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
From the author of Wild and Wicked Things comes a dark gothic fantasy about two young women struggling to find the freedom of choice in a world where their path feels predetermined. Turning to each other, they soon find themselves sinking deeper into a world of beauty, poison, and the insatiable quest for knowledge.
By: Francesca May
-
Black Flame
- By: Gretchen Felker-Martin
- Narrated by: Dana Aronowitz
- Length: 5 hrs
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
The Baroness, an infamous exploitation film long thought destroyed by Nazi fire, is discovered fifty years later. When lonely archivist Ellen Kramer—deeply closeted and pathologically repressed—begins restoring the hedonistic movie, it unspools dark desires from deep within her. As Ellen is consumed by visions and voices, she becomes convinced the movie is real, and is happening to her—and that frame by frame, she is unleashing its occult horrors on the world. Her life quickly begins to spiral out of control.
-
Killer Potential
- A Novel
- By: Hannah Deitch
- Narrated by: Kristen Sieh, Daru Oda
- Length: 9 hrs and 24 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
A scholarship kid with straight As and big dreams, Evie Gordon always thought she was special, that she’d be someone. But after graduating from an elite university, she finds herself drowning in debt and working as an SAT tutor for the super-rich of Los Angeles. Everything changes one Sunday, when she arrives for her weekly lesson at the Victors’ Beverly Hills estate and, in lieu of a bored teenager, finds the bloody remains of the parents strewn through their beautiful back garden, and a woman crying for help within a closet.
-
-
Excellent!
- By Sarah M. on 04-06-25
By: Hannah Deitch
-
Sweet Surprises
- By: E.R. Lebeaux
- Narrated by: Kayla Barber
- Length: 6 hrs and 45 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Ashley Pierce, a world famous author, newly pregnant, perpetually single and straighter than an arrow, or is she? Queue in Katey Maverick her best friend and famous in her own right as a baker, and secretly in love with Ashley since middle school.
By: E.R. Lebeaux
-
A New Leash on Love
- By: Jaime Clevenger, Aurora Rey
- Narrated by: Lori Prince
- Length: 9 hrs and 26 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Rocky Springs is the last place Kit Hartman wants to be. But when the home renovation show that was supposed to be her big break gets canceled, she has no choice but to return to the sleepy little mountain town and take a job in the family business. The only good news is that she finally has time to adopt a dog. Olive might be a perfect dog someday. For now, she's a naughty handful. And when she knocks down an attractive stranger at the dog park, Kit realizes she's in over her head. Especially since the stranger is someone she recognizes.
-
-
Sweet and Sour
- By Corie Mays on 04-04-25
By: Jaime Clevenger, and others
-
Anywhere You Go
- By: Bridget Morrissey
- Narrated by: Jeremy Carlisle Parker, Mia Hutchinson-Shaw
- Length: 10 hrs and 19 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Tatum Ward and Eleanor Chapman lead totally opposite lives. Tatum’s never left her Midwestern hometown. She resides in a quaint guest cottage on her parents’ property while working part-time as a waitress, where she spends most shifts ignoring her feelings for a beautiful regular named June.
-
The Witch Queen
- The Crimson Crown Duology, Book 2
- By: Heather Walter
- Length: 15 hrs
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
The sequel to The Crimson Crown, in which Ayleth, once a talentless witch cast out by her coven, has embraced her dark destiny and vows revenge on all who have wronged her; Jacquetta battles her loyalty between her coven and her heart; and Blodwyn seeks to unravel a mystery at the heart of her family.
By: Heather Walter
-
We Could Be Rats
- A Novel
- By: Emily Austin
- Narrated by: Candace Thaxton
- Length: 5 hrs and 38 mins
- Unabridged
-
Overall
-
Performance
-
Story
Sigrid hates working at the Dollar Pal, but having always resisted the idea of growing up into the trappings of adulthood, she did not graduate high school, preferring to roam the streets of her small town with her best friend Greta, the only person in the world who ever understood her. Her older sister Margit is baffled and frustrated by Sigrid’s inability to conform to the expectations of polite society.
-
-
Nothing Like I Have Ever Read
- By Joelle Trayers on 04-06-25
By: Emily Austin