Even If He Doesn't
What We Believe About God When Life Doesn’t Make Sense
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Kristen LaValley
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How can I approach God if I’m struggling to believe in His goodness?
So much of our belief can be formulaic. We often think that if we do A, B, and C, then God will do X, Y, and Z. We check things off the “Good Christian Checklist,” trusting we’ll be okay, and our trials will be minimal. But when our experiences inevitably deviate from that belief, our trust in God often crumbles. After a series of life-altering trials—including a devastating diagnosis—uncovering faith in the cracks of pain is something Kristen LaValley knows well.
In Even If He Doesn’t, Kristen will:
- share her vulnerable and honest story
- unpack the nuances of suffering and faith, holding space for the tension between the two
- reveal how engaging the gentleness and grace of Christ in our suffering offers a surprising path to healing
- remind us that when our belief is reduced to a formula, we rob ourselves of a faith that’s enriched by suffering, not crippled by it
Those in the midst of heartache will find strength and renewal as Kristen approaches the complexity of suffering with compassion, guiding us to endure while not forsaking the joy, hope, and peace of those marked by Jesus.
©2024 Kristen LaValley (P)2024 One AudiobooksListeners also enjoyed...
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- How Charles Dickens's A Christmas Carol Rescued His Career and Revived Our Holiday Spirits
- By: Les Standiford
- Narrated by: Jonathan Davis
- Length: 5 hrs and 50 mins
- Unabridged
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Just before Christmas in 1843, a debt-ridden and dispirited Charles Dickens wrote a small book he hoped would keep his creditors at bay. His publisher turned it down, so Dickens used what little money he had to put out A Christmas Carol himself. He worried it might be the end of his career as a novelist. The book immediately caused a sensation. And it breathed new life into a holiday that had fallen into disfavor, undermined by lingering Puritanism and the cold modernity of the Industrial Revolution.
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Beautifully Told!
- By JodyB on 12-01-17
By: Les Standiford
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My Big TOE: Awakening
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- By: Thomas Campbell
- Narrated by: Thomas Campbell
- Length: 11 hrs and 11 mins
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My Big TOE: Awakening, written by a nuclear physicist in the language of contemporary culture, unifies science and philosophy, physics and metaphysics, mind and matter, purpose and meaning, the normal and the paranormal. The entirety of human experience (mind, body, and spirit) including both our objective and subjective worlds is brought together under one seamless scientific understanding.
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What a Trip (but to where?)
- By Michael on 11-26-13
By: Thomas Campbell
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Neville Goddard: The Complete Reader
- By: Neville Goddard
- Narrated by: Barry J. Peterson
- Length: 14 hrs and 46 mins
- Unabridged
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Neville Goddard: The Complete Reader, Includes all 10 of Neville Goddard's Spiritual Classics: At Your Command, Awakened Imagination & the Search, Feeling is the Secret, Freedom For All, Out of This World, Prayer, The Art of Believing, Seedtime and Harvest, The Law and The Promise, The Power of Awareness, and Your Faith Is Your Fortune. If you are familiar with the great American mystic, this will be a goldmine of wisdom in one book. If you are new to his work, you are in for a spiritual journey.
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Hidden Gem
- By TrauntsiePants on 05-22-18
By: Neville Goddard
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Super Attractor
- Methods for Manifesting a Life Beyond Your Wildest Dreams
- By: Gabrielle Bernstein
- Narrated by: Gabrielle Bernstein
- Length: 6 hrs and 25 mins
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Ready to turn what you want into the life that you live? The number-one New York Times best-selling author of The Universe Has Your Back shows you how. In Super Attractor, Gabrielle Bernstein lays out the essential methods for manifesting a life beyond your wildest dreams. This book is a journey of remembering where your true power lies. You'll learn how to co-create the life you want. You'll accept that life can flow, that attracting is fun, and that you don't have to work so hard to get what you want.
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Not a huge fan
- By Pamela H on 09-30-19
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The Pagan World
- Ancient Religions Before Christianity
- By: Hans-Friedrich Mueller, The Great Courses
- Narrated by: Hans-Friedrich Mueller
- Length: 12 hrs and 34 mins
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In The Pagan World: Ancient Religions Before Christianity, you will meet the fascinating, ancient polytheistic peoples of the Mediterranean and beyond, their many gods and goddesses, and their public and private worship practices, as you come to appreciate the foundational role religion played in their lives. Professor Hans-Friedrich Mueller, of Union College in Schenectady, New York, makes this ancient world come alive in 24 lectures with captivating stories of intrigue, artifacts, illustrations, and detailed descriptions from primary sources of intriguing personalities.
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The Pagan World
- By arnold e andersen md Dr Andersen on 03-28-20
By: Hans-Friedrich Mueller, and others
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Medieval Myths & Mysteries
- By: Dorsey Armstrong, The Great Courses
- Narrated by: Dorsey Armstrong
- Length: 5 hrs and 6 mins
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The 10 enlightening (and often humorous) lectures of Medieval Myths and Mysteries will show you how far from the “dark” times of legend these centuries were. Uncover the facts about the Knights Templar. Reveal the truth behind the tales of legendary creatures like the Questing Beast and the unicorn. Trace the events of the Black Death and the ways it altered the world in its wake, and much more. With Professor Armstrong, you will dig deep into the ways that later generations reshaped the narrative of the medieval years and perpetuated the myths.
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Interesting, but centered on Britain
- By Ximena on 04-10-20
By: Dorsey Armstrong, and others
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- Cory and Tiffany
- 03-05-24
Worth it
Kristen, you wrote a really good book.
I wish everyone could read it. Or listen (audio ;)
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- Sandra Wright
- 04-19-24
Absolutely fantastic!
I have listened to the book twice and am about to listen to it a third. Really makes you think about your relationship with God and how you view God. Even if you’re not going through something big, I think everyone should read this book! I have recommended it to everyone I know.
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- The Miley’s
- 08-08-24
The read that I needed…
I am so blessed to have stumbled upon Kristen on IG. She has put words to the tension of my soul and shined light into some very dark places. I am so grateful she wrote this book & I know I will read it again & glean something new. Thank you for helping me know that God will always be glorified…even when I am cracked and broken. He is always good.
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- Darcy Shields
- 03-08-24
God see me
I loved everything about this book. I feel seen, comforted, and at peace knowing God works all things together for good.
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- Shelby
- 03-26-24
Real and raw
I love this fresh and real perspective on “What if God doesn’t?”. A must read
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- Heidi Chiavaroli
- 03-06-24
Beautiful and heartfelt
Authentic and filled with wisdom on a believer’s suffering. Appreciated the honesty and transparency the author offered.
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- Jolene Cover
- 06-10-24
Relatability
The truths and accompanying story are so relatable. I appreciate how the story is pre told, then retold as the comforting truths surround it.
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- Jenny Walmsley (Braving BSEL)
- 04-02-24
True comfort for the grieving believer
After a tough couple years, this book was just what I needed. I went into this book knowing Kristen’s story, but man, I learned so much to apply to my own life. I’m so glad this book exists.
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- Naomi
- 10-04-24
Life changing
This is a beautifully refreshing approach to healing trauma and grief! My heart has been so touched!
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