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Tai Sammons
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Emily Murdoch
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A deeply compelling mix of high school drama and page-turning mystery that asks profound questions about family, truth, and love
Fourteen-year-old Carey and six-year-old Jenessa have been living in the woods with their mother for as long as they can remember; the sheltering trees and a broken-down camper are all they know. But what they’ve never been told is that Carey vanished from the real world ten years ago, when their mother took her, causing an uproar in the media - and in her father’s life.
Now, abandoned by the mother they trusted, they’re often left alone for long periods of time to fend for themselves - but, in one moment, everything changes. They’re found by Carey’s father and thrust into a bright and perplexing new world, one of shopping malls, shiny appliances, new clothes, and mouth-watering food. Carey desperately wants to believe in this new reality but is held back by a deep and painful loyalty to her mentally ill mother, who gave Carey her violin and taught her how to play the soaring music that helps her survive.
And then there’s the other piece of Carey’s past that haunts her, the story of what happened to her and Jenessa on that dark night in the woods - the reason Jenessa hasn’t spoken a word in over a year. Will Carey ever be able to trust her father and his family enough to fit into this new life? Will Jenessa finally break her silence and ruin the cocoon of safety that Carey’s built so carefully around them? And what will happen if the secret comes out?
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Sixteen-year-old Sayers Wayte has everything. Popularity, good looks, perfect grades—there's nothing Sayers' family money can't buy. Until he's kidnapped by a man who tells him the privileged life he's been living is based on a lie. Trapped in a windowless room, without knowing why he's been taken or how long the man plans to keep him shut away, Sayers faces a terrifying new reality. To survive, he must forget the world he once knew, and play the part his abductor has created for him.
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Absolutely brilliant
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The Hollow Ground
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The underground mine fires ravaging Pennsylvania coal country have forced 11-year-old Brigid Howley and her family to seek refuge with her estranged grandparents, the formidable Gram and the black lung-stricken Gramp. Tragedy is no stranger to the Howleys, a proud Irish-American clan who takes strange pleasure in the "curse" laid upon them generations earlier by a priest who ran afoul of the Molly Maguires. The weight of this legacy rests heavily on a new generation, when Brigid, already struggling to keep her family together, makes a grisly discovery in a long-abandoned bootleg mine shaft.
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Amazing Loving and Sexy
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My Favorite Book So Far, by Far!
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Phineas King knows better than to expect anything but shock and pity wherever he shows his face. Horribly scarred from the tragic accident that claimed his mother's life, he chooses to keep his distance from everyone, focusing his time and energy on the bees his family raises. So why does he start finding excuses to seek out Deborah Lantz, the beautiful new arrival in town?
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Book lover. No matter what forum.
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I could not stop listening.
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In 1935, six-year-old Emily Evans vanishes from her family's vacation home on a remote Minnesota lake. Her disappearance destroys the family - her father commits suicide, and her mother and two older sisters spend the rest of their lives at the lake house, keeping a decades-long vigil for the lost child. Sixty years later, Lucy, the quiet and watchful middle sister, lives in the lake house alone. Before her death, she writes the story of that devastating summer in a notebook that she leaves, along with the house, to the only person who might care: her grandniece, Justine.
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Engaging story spanning three generations.
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My True Love Gave to Me
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You're going to fall in love with My True Love Gave to Me: Twelve Holiday Stories by twelve bestselling young adult writers, edited by the international bestselling Stephanie Perkins. Whether you celebrate Christmas or Hanukkah, Winter Solstice or Kwanzaa, there's something here for everyone. So curl up by the fireplace and get cozy. You have twelve reasons this season to stay indoors and fall in love.
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Nice Holiday Read
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Eighteen-year-old Finley Sinclair is witty, tough, talented, and driven. With an upcoming interview at the Manhattan music conservatory, she just needs to finish composing her audition piece. But her creativity disappeared with the death of her older brother, Will. She decides to take a break and study abroad, following Will’s travel journal to Ireland. Her brother felt closest to God there, and she hopes to find peace about his death. Meanwhile, Beckett Rush - teen heartthrob and Hollywood bad boy - is flying to Ireland to finish filming his latest vampire movie.
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More than a cute love story!
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meh...
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Bone Gap is the story of Roza, a beautiful girl who is taken from a quiet Midwestern town and imprisoned by a mysterious man, and Finn, the only witness, who cannot forgive himself for being unable to identify her kidnapper. As we follow them through their melancholy pasts, their terrifying presents, and their uncertain futures, acclaimed author Laura Ruby weaves a heartbreaking tale of love and loss, magic and mystery, regret and forgiveness.
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Beauty is In the Eye of the Beholder
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Lauren Groff’s acclaimed debut novel The Monsters of Templeton was short-listed for the Orange Prize. Her second novel, Arcadia opens in the late 1960s with a group of young idealists forming a commune in western New York State. Into this group is born Bit, who grows into a quiet, distant man. Over the course of 50 years, Bit witnesses the utopia crumble and the world change in unimaginable ways.
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Luscious prose, intimate and realistic
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With a head plagued by hallucinations, a medicine cabinet full of pills, and a closet stuffed with frilly, violet dresses, Hanna's tired of being the outcast, the weird girl, the freak. So she runs away to Portero, Texas, in search of a new home. But Portero is a stranger town than Hanna expects. She discovers secrets that would terrify any normal soul. Good thing for Hanna, she's far from normal. As this crazy girl meets an even crazier town, only two things are certain: Anything can happen, and no one is safe.
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Didn't like it. Sorry, not sorry
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- karstensmom
- 04-10-13
Well-written characters, good story!
Tai Sammons really brings this book to life. I truly enjoyed this book! The author does a beautiful job with the characters and storylines.
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- Marci
- 01-30-18
WOW! Such an amazing read!
The story is well written with a 1st person narrative. The audio narrator nails the Tennessee back woods dialect. The plot is realistic with no sugarcoating, so prepare yourself for the ugly warts of our human condition!!! My heart ached for the protagonist, yet her courage and perseverance was admirable. Kudos to Ms. Murdoch for writing such a well-developed story!
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- Amazon Customer
- 09-08-22
Good story
This is a good story, but the fake southern accent from the reader is not realistic and made my skin crawl. If you can look past the accent it is great story.
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- E. Wettstein
- 11-08-23
Outstanding.
The story pulls you in and grabs your heart. The characters are well developed you feel like you know and understand them. The descriptions used to set each setting are spot on. The flow or pace of the story and the reading of it is soothing.
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- Saundra Clark
- 03-25-16
unexpectedly wonderful!
What did you love best about If You Find Me?
I loved the plot & the Characters.
What was one of the most memorable moments of If You Find Me?
When he heart sings when she falls in love w/the boy.
What about Tai Sammons’s performance did you like?
I loved the voices each had their own accent
Was this a book you wanted to listen to all in one sitting?
yes, I wasn't prepared for the end.. I wanted to continue the story.
Any additional comments?
I expected a little more in the end..
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- Mamie
- 11-11-16
I loved it!!
The author had me going through a roller coaster of emotion. I couldn't stop listening to it.
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- Florence
- 01-12-17
Ended too soon
Would have liked to see how story developed more. It is a very interesting subject matter however it took so long to get to some development that you've invested in the characters and then you're left wondering if they ever learn how to really COPE in the real world. Great characters excellent foundations of the storyline
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- Leah B
- 11-09-16
Worth a listen/ read
Would you consider the audio edition of If You Find Me to be better than the print version?
I have not read the book, only listened to the audio book. It was nicely portrayed by the narrator.
What was one of the most memorable moments of If You Find Me?
I enjoyed the bond between the two sisters throughout.
Which scene was your favorite?
I liked the relationship that developed between Shorty and Jenessa as I could imagine how important that would be for a younger child.
Was there a moment in the book that particularly moved you?
There was a line that went something like "when love is in short supply, you remember it all the more when it comes'.
Any additional comments?
I enjoyed this book but I think more could have been done with it. It was a good story (albeit a tough one) to tell, but in some ways I felt it only really skimmed the surface of what it must have been like for the two girls to grow up in the woods in that way and then be reintroduced into society. I liked the vantage point of the book - to tell the story after being taken to safety and was glad that they really were safe (sorry for any spoilers), but I think there could have been a lot more exploration around the character of the mother and how she fell into her demise (and where she went) and more on the obvious struggles two children would have faced trying to 'go back to normal'. Maybe also more from Delaney in accepting a complete change to her own world too. Never-the-less, Emily Murdoch did a good job of telling the story and it was one I found I could keep listening to until the end. Perhaps it was just over too quickly before I felt it got going and I was hungry for more. I liked it, I would say I enjoyed it but probably didn't love it, hence 4 stars.
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- Critter Mama
- 09-21-16
Great story....
It's as heartwarming as it is heartbreaking... But it weaves the two into a pleasure of a story with a capable and engaging narrator. It's not exactly what I was expecting, but turned out to be well worth the credit.
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- Peggy Stuart
- 11-25-15
Suspenseful and Yet Literary
Beautifully written, this book was hard o put down (turn off, actually, as it was an audiobook). Tai Sammons was a good choice as narrator. She sounded like a young girl who had spent most of her life isolated on the woods of Tennessee. The story has twists and turns, as things hinted at previously gradually fall into place.
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