Post-Traumatic Church Syndrome
A Memoir of Humor and Healing
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Reba Riley
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Reba Riley
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Written with humor and personality, this debut memoir recounts a woman's spiritual quest of experiencing thirty religions before her thirtieth birthday. Post-Traumatic Church Syndrome is for questioners, doubters, misfits, and seekers of all faiths, and tackles the universal struggle to heal what life has broken.
On her twenty-ninth birthday, while guests were arriving downstairs, Reba Riley was supposedly upstairs getting dressed. In actuality, she was slumped on the floor sobbing about everything from the meaning of life to the pile of dirty laundry on the floor.
Life without God was crashing in on her. And she was sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. She uttered a desperate prayer, and then the idea came to her—thirty by thirty. And thus she embarked on a year-long quest to experience thirty religions by her thirtieth birthday. During her spiritual sojourn, Riley:
- Was interrogated about her sex life by Amish grandmothers
- Disco danced in a Buddhist temple
- Fasted for thirty days without food—or wine
- Washed her lady parts in a mosque bathroom
- Was audited by Scientologists
- Learned to meditate with an urban monk
- Snuck into a Yom Kippur service with a fake grandpa in tow
- And finally discovered she didn't have to choose a religion to choose God
In a debut memoir that is funny and earnest, Riley invites questioners, doubters, misfits, and curious believers to participate in the universal search to heal what life has broken. Post-Traumatic Church Syndrome takes you by the hand and reminds you that sometimes you first have to be lost in order to be found.
©2015 Reba Riley. All rights reserved. (P)2015 Simon & Schuster, Inc. All rights reserved.Listeners also enjoyed...
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- One Woman's Dramatic and Divine Rescue from the Sex Industry
- By: Anny Donewald, Carrie Gerlach Cecil
- Narrated by: Anny Donewald
- Length: 8 hrs and 55 mins
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The daughter of an NCAA Championship-winning basketball coach and a stay-at-home mom, Anny Donewald had a seemingly blessed childhood. Then, at thirteen, one of her father’s players sexually abused her, and Donewald embarked on a path toward self-destruction. When Donewald was convinced to compete in an amateur night at a strip club, she found herself drawn into a world of drugs, money, and flesh peddlers in Michigan and Chicago - and eventually Las Vegas’ hottest XXX clubs.
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blunt
- By nicole on 05-23-15
By: Anny Donewald, and others
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The Longest Trip Home
- By: John Grogan
- Narrated by: John Grogan
- Length: 10 hrs and 40 mins
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In the highly anticipated follow-up to Marley & Me, John Grogan again works his magic, bringing us the story of what came first. Before there was Marley, there was a gleefully mischievous boy growing up in a devout Catholic home outside Detroit in the 1960s and '70s. Despite his loving parents' best efforts, John's attempts to meet their expectations failed spectacularly.
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As real as it gets
- By bclmb on 12-06-08
By: John Grogan
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Cartwheels in a Sari
- A Memoir of Growing Up Cult
- By: Jayanti Tamm
- Narrated by: Jayanti Tamm
- Length: 7 hrs and 47 mins
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In this colorful, eye-opening memoir, Jayanti Tamm offers an unforgettable glimpse into the hidden world of growing up cult in mainstream America. Through Jayanti's fascinating story, the first book to chronicle Sri Chinmoy, she unmasks a leader who convinces thousands of disciples to follow him, scores of nations to dedicate monuments to him, and throngs of celebrities (Sting, Pope John Paul II, Nelson Mandela) to extol him.
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A Must-Listen
- By Lauren on 04-14-10
By: Jayanti Tamm
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The God Box
- By: Alex Sanchez
- Narrated by: Joey Florez
- Length: 6 hrs and 13 mins
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Paul, a religious teen living in a small conservative town, finds his world turned upside down when he meets Manuel - a young man who says he’s both Christian and gay, two things that Paul didn’t think could coexist in one person. Doesn’t the Bible forbid homosexuality? As Paul struggles with Manuel’s interpretation of the Bible, thoughts that Paul has long tried to bury begin to surface, and he finds himself re-examining his whole life. This is an unforgettable book on an extremely timely topic that strives to open minds on both ends of the spectrum.
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It broke my heart and then healed it
- By ty on 04-03-16
By: Alex Sanchez
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The Actor and the Housewife
- By: Shannon Hale
- Narrated by: Christina Moore
- Length: 14 hrs and 1 min
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When Becky, a housewife with screenwriting dreams, attracts the interest of Felix, a Hollywood star, the two quickly become friends. Though the sexual tension is obvious, Becky has no intention of cheating on her husband - but would Felix cheat on his wife? As their friendship blossoms, rumors and suspicion threaten to derail their platonic love.
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Thought Provoking
- By sts2000 on 09-14-09
By: Shannon Hale
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The Color of Rain
- How Two Families Found Faith, Hope, & Love in the Midst of Tragedy
- By: Michael Spehn
- Narrated by: Michael Spehn
- Length: 9 hrs and 58 mins
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When unexpected grief brings two families together, how do they start their journey to healing? Join Michael and Gina Spehn--bestselling authors and founders of the New Day Foundation--as they tell their story of resilience, remembrance, and reliance on their shared faith.
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Wow
- By Katrina on 04-24-15
By: Michael Spehn
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The Welcome Committee of Butternut Creek
- By: Jane Myers Perrine
- Narrated by: Chris Sorensen
- Length: 12 hrs and 7 mins
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The first novel in a charming new series, award-winning author Jane Myers Perrine's The Welcome Committee of Butternut Creek is an amusing, warmhearted look at a small town's reception of its newly ordained minister. The mission of committee members Miss Birdie and Mercedes is to educate Adam Jordan on how things should be done in town. But soon the ladies decide on a new goal - to find him a wife.
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Would that it were possible!
- By Sara on 09-24-13
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Ties That Bind
- A Novel
- By: Cindy Woodsmall
- Narrated by: Stina Nielsen
- Length: 11 hrs and 55 mins
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Twenty-year-old Ariana Brenneman loves her family and the Old Ways. She has two aspirations: open a café in historic Summer Grove to help support her family's ever-expanding brood and keep any other Amish from being lured into the Englisch life by Quill Schlabach. Five years ago Quill and her dear friend, Frieda, ran off together, and Ariana still carries the wounds of that betrayal. When she unexpectedly encounters him, she soon realizes he has plans to help someone else she loves leave the Amish.
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excellent! I can't wait for the next installment
- By Kindle Customer on 01-05-16
By: Cindy Woodsmall
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How to Survive a Summer
- A Novel
- By: Nick White
- Narrated by: Michael Crouch
- Length: 12 hrs and 27 mins
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Grad student Will Dillard has largely buried memories of the summer he spent at a camp intended to "cure" homosexuality. But when he finds out a horror movie based on the camp is hitting theaters, he's forced to face his past - and his role in another camper's death. As he recounts the events surrounding his "failed rehabilitation", Will strikes out on an impromptu road trip back home to Mississippi, eventually returning to the abandoned campgrounds to solve the mysteries of that pivotal summer.
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A story full of heart and healing
- By ZippyBippy on 05-06-18
By: Nick White
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The Wednesday Letters
- By: Jason F. Wright
- Narrated by: Art Allen
- Length: 6 hrs and 12 mins
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Jack and Laurel have been married for 39 years. They've lived a good life and appear to have had the perfect marriage. With his wife cradled in his arms, and before Jack takes his last breath, he scribbles his last “Wednesday Letter.” When their adult children arrive to arrange the funeral, they discover boxes and boxes full of love letters that their father wrote to their mother each week on Wednesday. As they begin to open and read the letters, the children begin to uncover the shocking truth about the past.
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EXCELLENT!!!!!
- By Boomer on 02-28-15
By: Jason F. Wright
What listeners say about Post-Traumatic Church Syndrome
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- Jen Houser
- 02-13-19
very healing, thank you
I am so thankful that I found this book. I thought ignoring my issues with the church would be best, but it became clear that I had a chip on my shoulder that wouldn't go away. I kinda thought I was the only one, so I wasn't even aware of a path towards healing. This book helped me to see that it is ok to allow the Spirit to meet me where I am. And I am not in church, and that is ok. I have experienced even more of, what I call, the Holy Spirit and personal growth since I left the church. But that doesn't mean I'm somehow better. In the disco we all are flects of light coming off the same ball. Hating and judging others because of how they worship is like hating yourself. So I'm letting go of my anger at those who made me feel less than worthy and I am continuing my spiritual journey wherever it leads me with a much smaller group to truly fellowship with. I'd rather have a small group that truly cares than a large group that just pretends to for a couple hours on Sunday.
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- Nancy Strickler
- 01-03-23
Just what my heart needed!!
I truly enjoyed listening to the audiobook and Reba’s experience with PTCS. Your journey paralleled my own experience with my religious beliefs.
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- Elibed Rodriguez
- 03-17-23
SAME!
I have felt 99% of the author's sentiment most of my adult life. I still feel triggered, bothered, annoyed, etc, at much of the church activities, culture and "Christian-ese," but felt guilty and alone about it.
Reba was very honest and candid about her feelings as far as religion, Jesus, church, and the Godiverse. Her project was quite enlightening to me. I loved it and wish I had the drive to do my own 30 by ... uh well 😳 48?
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- Anonymous User
- 10-02-19
thank you Reba!
tears flood my eyes writing this review. thank you for accompanying me through the worst and best weeks of my life. as I walk through the hallways finishing up my senior year of college, I am determined to heal my soul. this summer, I decided to extinguish my burning anger towards christianity and give religion a chance. with an open mind i opened this book, which came at the most convenient time. a time where I was living in fear, afraid of death, and overly suspicious of physical symptoms that only turned out to be anxiety. your story distracted me from my fears and quieted my mind, and I remember now what I believe in. the disco ball, the infinite ways to feel and love God. without a fear of dying or crippling fatigue, I rejoice and take on life with all my might. love, maria
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- jj32
- 04-24-19
intriguing and full of great detail!
I loved how well the story was told from the author's point of view. The humor and reality was portrayed very well and it also helped me realize some things about religion in general and how I relate to it in my life. Thanks Reba!
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- Amazon Customer
- 09-12-24
Relatable and funny
I have a new understanding of my own spiritual injury and a new hope for finding healing from it all. I hope all who have gone through religious trauma can find solace in RR’s story
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- Jamie Freeman
- 07-25-18
Life. Changing.
Oh Reba ...
My adolescence was the complete opposite of yours. My amazing father, who is also my best friend, is an Aethiest. The rest of my family is Christian, but nobody has a strong pull to any particular style. I had been to church MAYBE five times by the time I was 18.
Yet, I felt you wrote your book for me. I have been struggling recently. I tried Christian churches on and off through my twenties, became Catholic at 30 to marry my husband, and found myself crying at the alter of mega churches amidst my “almost” divorce in 2012.
I’ve always been looking for something and I could never figure out what it was. I like church, a lot; however I always felt like I was betraying my true self by going to a church knowing that I believed very, very little of the Bible. It made me feel like a fraud.
Your book made me laugh and cry and realize that I can embrace a life with God without selling my soul to a religion I cannot embrace. I am not there yet, but you made me see that it is indeed possible.
Thank you for this. Thank you thank you thank you. I will be going on my own quest thanks to you, so lookout religious institutions of Metro Detroit! I’m coming to hear what you have to say. ❤️
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- Cplus4
- 08-17-19
I needed this!!
Reba completely understands and explains with immense humor and brutal honesty, just how hard it is for Christians to separate "church" rules, from a personal relationship with Him. Having Reba read her book, made it that much more personal and powerful. I have even
purchased copies of this book on Amazon and given them as gifts.
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- Irma
- 09-08-19
A journey on how to heal PTCS
I identified and selfreflected with Reba's journey for PTCS healing. I think this is a real thing, I felt guilty for fell apart from Church as I started questioning the faith system. Reba tells her story with grace and her quest helped me understand myself...Well done. Thank you!
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- dickens75
- 01-26-23
I loved it !
Reba Riley was so relatable I felt like I was with a best friend the whole read. It brought me a lot of enlightenment and healing.
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