All the Things We Never Knew
Chasing the Chaos of Mental Illness
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Sheila Hamilton
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Sheila Hamilton
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Even as a reporter, Sheila Hamilton missed the signs as her husband David's mental illness unfolded before her. By the time she had pieced together the puzzle, it was too late. Her once brilliant, intense, and hilarious partner was dead within six weeks of a formal diagnosis of bipolar disorder, leaving his nine-year-old daughter and wife without so much as a note to explain his actions, a plan to help them recover from their profound grief, or a solution for the hundreds of thousands of dollars in debt that they would inherit from him.
All the Things We Never Knew takes listeners from David and Sheila's romance through the last three months of their life together and into the year after his death. It details their unsettling descent from ordinary life into the world of mental illness and examines the fragile line between reality and madness. Now, a decade after David's death, Sheila and her daughter, Sophie, have learned the power of choosing life over retreat, let themselves love and trust again, and understand the importance of forgiveness. Their story will resonate with all those who have loved someone suffering from bipolar disease and mental illness.
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- By: Karen Kingsbury, Gary Smalley
- Narrated by: Sandra Burr
- Length: 12 hrs and 36 mins
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Kari Baxter Jacobs is furious, hurt, and confused. Her husband, Tim, a respected professor of journalism, is having an affair with a student. Stunned, Kari returns home to the Baxter family to sort things out. But when an old flame comes back into her life, she is more confused than ever.
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Very, very good book!
- By Wendy Anderson on 04-16-15
By: Karen Kingsbury, and others
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Expecting Adam
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- By: Martha Beck
- Narrated by: Joyce Bean
- Length: 12 hrs and 17 mins
- Unabridged
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From the moment Martha and her husband, John, conceived their second child, all hell broke loose. They were a couple obsessed with success. After years of matching IQs and test scores with less driven peers, they had two Harvard degrees apiece and were gunning for more. But the dream had begun to disintegrate. Then, when their unborn son, Adam, was diagnosed with Down syndrome, doctors, advisers, and friends in the Harvard community warned them not to keep the baby.
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True Life Fairy Tale
- By Desarae on 11-27-13
By: Martha Beck
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Sweet Tea Tuesdays
- By: Ashley Farley
- Narrated by: Linda Henning
- Length: 8 hrs and 9 mins
- Unabridged
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When new next-door neighbors Georgia, Midge, and Lula first assembled on Georgia's porch in Charleston for sweet tea, they couldn't have known their gathering was the beginning of a treasured tradition. For 26 years they have met on Tuesdays at four o'clock, watching the seasons change and their children grow up, supporting each other in good times and in bad. With their ambitions as different as their personalities, these best friends anticipate many more years of tea time.
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Sweet story.
- By Gothic_Potato on 12-27-18
By: Ashley Farley
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Until I Say Good-Bye
- My Year of Living with Joy
- By: Susan Spencer-Wendel, Bret Witter
- Narrated by: Karen White
- Length: 9 hrs and 15 mins
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Susan Spencer-Wendel's Until I Say Good-Bye: My Year of Living with Joy is a moving and inspirational memoir by a woman who makes the most of her final days after discovering she has amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS). After Spencer-Wendel, a celebrated journalist at the Palm Beach Post, learns of her diagnosis of ALS, more commonly known as Lou Gehrig's disease, she embarks on several adventures, traveling to several countries and sharing special experiences with loved ones.
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Until I Say Good-Bye is a paradox for me.
- By Bonny on 03-19-13
By: Susan Spencer-Wendel, and others
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A Thousand Tomorrows
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- By: Karen Kingsbury
- Narrated by: Joey Collins
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Kingsbury, a CBA best-selling author, delivers her signature mix of melodrama and genuine emotional punch in this novel about two young rodeo stars and their experiences with Down syndrome and cystic fibrosis.
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Always a Great Read
- By Kindle Customer on 09-03-17
By: Karen Kingsbury
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The Portable Veblen
- By: Elizabeth Mckenzie
- Narrated by: Julia Gibson
- Length: 12 hrs and 43 mins
- Unabridged
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An exuberant, one-of-a-kind novel about love and family, war and nature, new money and old values by a brilliant New Yorker contributor. The Portable Veblen is a dazzlingly original novel that's as big-hearted as it is laugh-out-loud funny. Set in and around Palo Alto amid the culture clash of new money and old (antiestablishment) values, and with the specter of our current wars looming across its words, The Portable Veblen is an unforgettable look at the way we live now.
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Not what it was cracked up to be
- By Linda on 02-03-16
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The Book of Help
- A Memoir in Remedies
- By: Megan Griswold
- Narrated by: Megan Griswold
- Length: 11 hrs and 14 mins
- Unabridged
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A hilarious and heartbreaking memoir-in-remedies by a self-described "professional soul-searcher" that details a journey of self-discovery through more than 160 tonics, seminars, regimens, and transformative therapies. With a voice that is at once intimate and hilarious, Megan captures the openness and honesty necessary for people to take a new path in life. Listeners will open the audiobook with curiosity about all the different healing therapies that Megan tries, but leave with a new understanding of themselves.
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Mr. Toad's Wild Ride has some serious competition!
- By Elisa R. Goodman on 02-15-19
By: Megan Griswold
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Magnolia Wednesdays
- By: Wendy Wax
- Narrated by: Käthe Mazur
- Length: 13 hrs and 32 mins
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At 41, Vivian Armstrong Gray's life as an investigative journalist is crumbling. Humiliated after taking a bullet in her backside during an exposé, Vivi learns that she's pregnant, jobless, and very hormonal. This explains why she says "yes" to a dreadful job covering suburban living back home in Georgia, a column she must write incognito. Down South, it's her sister's ballroom dance studio that becomes her undercover spot where she learns about the local life - and where unexpected friendships develop.
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Painful. And not in a good way.
- By Kate on 01-24-13
By: Wendy Wax
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The Life List
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Brett Bohlinger has forgotten all about the list of life goals she’d written as a naïve teenager. In fact, at 34, Brett seems to have it all—a plum job at her family’s multimillion-dollar company and a spacious loft with her irresistibly handsome boyfriend. But when her beloved mother, Elizabeth, passes away, Brett’s world is turned upside down. Rather than simply naming her daughter the new CEO of Bohlinger Cosmetics, Elizabeth’s will comes with one big stipulation: Brett must fulfill the list of childhood dreams she made so long ago.
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Truly Terrible.
- By Cricket on 04-27-14
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- Donna Miranda
- 05-06-21
Such a great story
Loved it, really helped me! my husband was a builder and also committed suicide. I really needed to hear this story!
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- Shannon Fero
- 06-21-22
Insightful
This was a good read. This highlights the problems facing society today and the better treatment of mental illness
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- Kayrene K.
- 10-25-15
Raw Real Heart felt and Informative
Beautifully written-This book is the real deal. A deep emotional depiction of how to cope with mental illness when it shows itself in a loved one. The thing that made this book resonate for me was the authors ability to express her feelings about everyone involved. This is an informative book for sure, but for me it is the ultimate love story. Love from every angle. I adored this read.
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- Tasha Jackson
- 10-06-21
Great listen
This was a very eye-opening book into family issues and mental illness. Must read if you like hearing peoples journey thru hard times and dealing with life with love and grace
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- Sarah York
- 01-27-22
Important Topic. Poignant memoire.
Well written, honest but respectful memoire that beautifully honors her late husband while still accomplishing the important tasks of bring awareness, understanding around mental illness. I pray this is just a piece of the larger conversation that needs to continue to happen.
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- Trey S.
- 02-13-22
Definitely worth the read
This book is well-researched, well-written, and deeply emotional. I’m shocked at some of the horrible things listeners have said about the author. She went through so much and still wrote with deep empathy and compassion. I will be recommending this book to pretty much everyone.
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- Pauley
- 12-27-17
An Intimate Look at Mental Illness
This book adds to the much too limited collection of books that provide an inside look into the world of mental illness. Shiela Hamilton presents mental illness from the perspective of the supporting spouse. Like 99% of spouses, she had virtually no knowledge or understanding about mental illness prior to her experiences with her husband. She describes in great detail the raw emotional feelings that she experienced over a 10 year period. She also describes her husband's emotional struggles. The book is very well written and delivered well by the author for the audiobook.
After listening to 27 of the 30 chapters of the audiobook, I decided to read some of the reader reviews. A few reviews appear to treat Ms. Hamilton unfairly and with a lot judgment. The vast majority of people in her situation would not have been able to recognize her husband's symptoms in the marriage's early years. Most people are not trained mental health clinicians. From my perspective, the fact that she did not extricate herself from a very difficult situation for herself and her daughter speaks to her love of her husband and her basic humanity. Her humanity is further illustrated by her involvement in mental health causes and her obvious yearning to understand her late husband's illness. This book is bringing much needed awareness to the field of mental health. It will help others who are in similar situations with family members.
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- Alicia Olivares
- 10-03-21
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So sad and very educating on mental illness. Most of all Im so glad to read a book that once and for all states the dangers of meds that are suppose to help but instead can add or cause more damage.
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- Tammy Richards
- 04-04-22
How Mental Illness Affects Family: A Raw Account
Sheila Hamilton's book covers her decade long marriage to her husband, David Kroll, who begins to spiral into mental illness several years into their marriage. Ms. Hamilton realizes early on that her husband is struggling and urges him to get help multiple times throughout the book, however despite her efforts to help him, his upbringing which included a strong influence by his parents who decried the psychological and psychiatric professions (even AFTER he commits suicide) produced an impenetrable level of denial as to the severity of his condition. Once David is finally hospitalized and officially diagnosed, many of the flaws and failures of the mental health system in Oregon are exposed. While ultimately Mr. Kroll dies by suicide, this book does a good job pointing out the helplessness that family members often feel, and calls out some hallmarks in terms of the behavior of those who struggle with bipolar disorder which may help people recognize symptoms when trying to find help for their loved ones. Living with a person who struggles with mental illness isn't easy for the one struggling, or those who have to watch them struggle. This book makes a huge point of the stigma that those with mental illnesses face, and how that stigma can prevent people from seeking or being open to help. There have been a few reviews that have spoken about Ms. Hamilton's actions throughout her marriage, and I think that everyone who reads this book needs to remember that people are human, and they make choices in their lives that they may or may not have made had they been aware of facts learned later. But ultimately, the story is what it is, and I don't believe that the book ascribes "blame" to any one person in the book for what happened or tries to make Ms. Hamilton out to be some kind of victim or hero. Additionally, while Ms. Hamilton states that she "didn't know" about her husband's illness, I believe what is meant is that he had never been given a diagnosis until the point he was hospitalized because he refused to seek care. She clearly states throughout the book the various concerns she had about her husband's behavior and affairs and his erratic emotional states. I think this is an important perspective to read because often people fail to recognize the impact that mental illness can have on those around the struggling person - especially partners and children. I listened to the audiobook, which is artfully read by Ms. Hamilton, and found it heartfelt and compelling. An excellent book. I am also a person who struggles with major depressive disorder, and while that is different from bipolar disorder, I didn't find this story to be offensive or blaming.
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- Brown eyed girl
- 08-30-22
Worth listening to
I don’t usually write reviews, but this one deserves a shout out. It’s a thought provoking true story about mental illness, heartbreak and recovery. My daughter has a mental illness and while her story sounds much like this, she is still struggling, we are still struggling with its ugliness. A mother’s relationship and a wife’s relationship with a mentally ill family member are very different. I can’t imagine the betrayal and pain Sheila experienced. If you have a family member of someone you love has a mental illness, this book is a must.
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