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  • By the Time You Read This

  • The Space Between Cheslie's Smile and Mental Illness—Her Story in Her Own Words
  • By: April Simpkins
  • Narrated by: April Simpkins, Emana Rachelle
  • Length: 6 hrs and 7 mins
  • 4.7 out of 5 stars (146 ratings)

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By the Time You Read This

By: April Simpkins
Narrated by: April Simpkins, Emana Rachelle
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By the Time You Read This is the story former Miss USA Cheslie Kryst was about to publish before her tragic suicide. Her mother, April, wraps up the narrative by exploring the mental illness and depression that took her daughter’s life.

The text read, “By the time you get this …” This is the story of Cheslie Kryst, a former Miss USA, in her own words.

When the world awoke on the morning of January 30, 2022, many were shocked to learn of the tragic death of former Miss USA Cheslie Kryst.

For most people, the news was unfathomable. How could a young woman in the prime of her life—a pageant queen, accomplished attorney, Extra correspondent, and tireless advocate for charity organizations—have been lost to the world so suddenly?

By the Time You Read This shares the manuscript Cheslie wrote before her passing, her story in her own words—from the highest highs of passing two bar exams, winning Miss USA, and beginning an exciting career as an entertainment journalist to the lowest lows of heartbreak, betrayal, and persistent depression.

When Cheslie’s mother, April Simpkins, picks up the narrative, she shares for the first time what she experienced in the aftermath of Cheslie’s suicide. When faced with such a devastating loss, how does a mother find a way to carry on?

Whether you are someone who struggles to maintain your mental health, or you love someone who does, this book will share insight into a reality that impacts thousands of families every year—as well as provide hope for those who are left behind.

PLEASE NOTE: When you purchase this title, the accompanying PDF will be available in your Audible Library along with the audio.

©2024 April Simpkins (P)2024 Forefront Books
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Powerful and heart wrenching

The story is amazing and very well presented. I am so glad that this book was recommended to me.

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Details of the book that Chelsie Kryst gave and her

mother April Simpkins. I enjoyed all of the details as

well.

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Transparent, Real and Touching!!!

The telling of her story was so real and Transparent!! It gave true Insight into what it can be like for someone, Anyone who is high functioning, while quietly battling with Mental Health. It goes beyond what we were taught mental illness should look like. It is a Must Read! A true gift.

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Mental health struggle

This is a heart breaking story. A beautiful, talented, intelligent woman on the top of her game. Shows us all that mental health is a battle for everyone. My heart is with her soul and her family who lost their beloved family member. I’m thankful her mother had the strength to share her story, so that others can see that they are not alone in their own struggles.

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Heartbreaking

Touching. You get to see the before and after of this tragedy. From the inside of Cheslie’s head to the outside, from mom’s perspective.

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Such an honest portrayal

I appreciated how honestly depression was portrayed by both the perspective of Chesley and April.

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Powerful and Sobering

I smiled, I sobbed, and I saw myself in many of these honest reflections about pressure and purpose. This book is a must read for so many, especially those who are on journeys of decoupling their worth from their productivity. May you find true joy in your present… and nourishment for your soul. Thank you, Cheslie and April.

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Beautiful

Such a great story of an amazing beautiful woman. Great story, I wish it had a different ending. :( so sad

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This is great for counselors to share...

This book is a great resource for counselors to use for psychology classes and as a resource with their clients who are struggling with both depression and suicide. If you are thinking of suicide or know somebody who might be dint be afraid to reach out for help. Stress can be overwhelming and often we need the support from other people to help get us through it!

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Thank you

Thank you for sharing the words of your brilliant daughter and the authenticity of your journey. Thank you for reminding us that we are not alone.

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